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  • Sunday Gratitude – 2.VIII.2026

    Sunday Gratitude – 2.VIII.2026

    Boy, has it been busy the last couple of weeks! More appointments than I could shake a stick at, and a couple of weekend events as well. I’m very grateful that things pretty much went off without a hitch, and appointments were met, things a t home have been pretty quiet, and events were enjoyable.

    One of the events that I went to last Sunday was German Fest in Milwaukee. I had toyed with the idea of biking the 16 or so miles up to church, and then continuing on the eight from church to the fest, but I’m happy that I didn’t do that. Instead, I put my bike in the car and drove up to church, changed quickly afterwards in the bathroom, then biked the 8 up to German Fest. I had never biked along the Lakefront Path before, and it was really beautiful, albeit busy with people, making it impossible to go very fast. For me, one of the draws is that I get to see people I know, and so that was really fun. (I just wish my German dress still fit me.)

    I biked the 8 miles back to the car, and at the end I was tired, and I was grateful I didn’t have 16 more to go, but I didn’t feel terrible either. Last year, I parked in a place where it was a four mile ride from my car to the fest, and on the way back, I felt like I was dying. However, I probably hadn’t even been on a bike in at least 2-3 years before then. And now, well, between the Thursday afternoon before German Fest and the following Friday afternoon, I biked over fifty miles, and it was challenging, but fun. 🙂 I’m grateful for the opportunity to be working on my health.

    Silly thing, but my older son was looking for 32 gigabyte SD cards for something. I figured that that was easy enough; as long as I can remember, those things aren’t wildly expensive. Imagine my shock when I walked into Best Buy to get one, and they all seemed to be over $45. Insane. I told him to hold off on buying one, and though I often have miscellaneous extra memory cards and such around, there was nothing that would help him in this instance. Mind you, though, that I haven’t purchased any of these in at least 3 years. The next day, he and his sister went to the gym, and I decided to check out WalMart. Wouldn’t you know, but the price was almost as bad. However, there were two associates who came up right by me, one of them holding a plastic case. Wouldn’t you know, but there were two 32GB SD cards in it. They seemed to be confused about where they wanted to put the item, as it had originally come from the outdoor section, as these two were marketed for trail cams. Nobody is looking for SD cards in the outdoor section! I’m sure this is why this was marked down to $8.50. I proceeded to ask if I could buy it, and they were happy to oblige me, as that also meant that they didn’t have to find a place to put them in the case. I am very grateful I didn’t have to shell out three times as much for the same item.

    After German Fest, I went over to my church’s church picnic. That was fun, too. The location is great, and it’s nice to hang out with good people. Summer days are beautiful like that.

    Speaking of summer days, we finally got some rain. I don’t think it rained at all in July until the 27th and it was kind of sad seeing everybody’s lawns turning brown. I had mowed right around the last week of June, and I had meant to a couple of weeks after that, and I actually started to, but after about 10 minutes of mowing, I twisted my ankle and it hurt too much to keep going. By the next day already, I didn’t know if it was safe to mow, but it was interesting to see how those strips that I did mow turned very, very brown, and I’m grateful I didn’t cut the whole lawn and have it looking like that.

    On the weather front, we had strong storms that came through on the 27th. Friends of mine in Milwaukee had power knocked out, but here, thankfully, we kept power, there was no hail, etc. Unfortunately, this was not the case in all of Wisconsin, and the town of Menasha, in particular, got hit badly. My kids and I signed up for an event months ago that takes place in this area; once I heard that there was a tornado, I checked back to see if the event had been cancelled. It didn’t seem to be, so we drove up to the area and just happened to end up on the street here that this man is driving on in the first 3 minutes of the video here.

    How did I end up in Menasha? Well, our first destination was in a small town called Combined Locks. The driving on the interstate had been miserable due to rain, and at a certain point, I couldn’t take it any more, and looked for the first exit off, knowing I could come up the western side of Lake Winnebago to get to where I wanted to go. It just happens that Menasha is pretty much on the western side of the tip of Lake Winnebago, so by getting off the interstate, it pretty much meant going through Menasha. It was weird, too, because at first, I just noticed that there were a lot of tree branches and stuff on the sides of the road, and it kind of dawned on me that that must have been a result of the storm. I did not know that within about 15 minutes, we’d be driving through a disaster zone like this. The crazy thing is, though, that once I got through Menasha, my destination was about six miles down the road, and over there, things looked completely normal. For as bad as the tornado was though, it’s amazing that not a single person was killed – certainly something to be grateful for.

    The event that the little kids and I went to was a bike ride/music festival called “Bike to the Beat“. The event took place on Saturday, but the four of us made a little mini-vacation out of it, and it was an awful lot of fun. The drive up was absolutely horrendous, lasting 4 hours when 2.5 is more normal. It rained the whole time and there were accidents and road construction in the Milwaukee area. I was so incredibly grateful both to get off the interstate and to actually arrive at the hotel.

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    BIke to the Beat was amazing, even apart from a couple of wrinkles in the day, and I am grateful that there were no mechanical issues with the bikes, we had all the tools, I didn’t forget any pedals or anything, etc. More than that though, the kids enjoyed the hotel a lot and we took a little detour through Manitowoc on the way back, and it was really a good trip. I’m the type of person who is always trying to anticipate what might go wrong in order to avoid any pitfalls, and when things go off with no major issues, I am grateful.

    I’m grateful, too, that after far too long, I got to video chat with a dear friend. I’m grateful, too that through everything, the friendship holds.

    Wow, it’s been a full couple of weeks! Thank you all for your patience with me! I am certainly grateful for all of you!


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  • Wordle #612

    Wordle #612
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    Wordle explanations are posted a day late to ensure that no one accidentally sees the solution before playing.

    Line 1: “Sweat” gives me nothing… I’d play “tears” next but I’d be duplicating 4 letters, so it would basically be a wasted move!

    Line 2: The totally random word of the day is “drink”. Yay for the “D” and “R”!

    Line 3: The aim here was to play a word ending with “RD”, which, of course, doesn’t use “E”, “A”, or “I”, so “OU” it was.

    Line 4: Don’t blame me for this – I live in Wisconsin!

    Line 5: It took me a bit, but it also became pretty obvious that the answer is “ruddy” from the clues in the last line. 🙂

    Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!

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  • Wordle #595

    Wordle #595
    Wordle #595

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    Wordle explanations are posted a day late to ensure that no one accidentally sees the solution before playing.

    Line 1: Just the “T”, and in the wrong place… Lots of options here.

    Line 2: Moving the “T”, but same result as last time. Hmm…

    Line 3: So now with “A”, “E”, “O”, and “U” played, it seems like only “U” is in the puzzle. This leaves “I” as a possibility to play… With the “T” at the end, I can’t think of anything right off that would allow the “U” to be played in the middle, or in spot 2, as “UI” words are somewhat uncommon.

    Line 4: Moving “U” to the front, I’ve got the possibility of a word that begins with “UN”, so I’ll go with “unlit”, and bingo!

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  • Wordless Wednesday #21 – Halo

    Wordless Wednesday #21 – Halo
    Solar halo 2020

    Solar halo 2023

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  • Sunday Gratitude – 19.II.2023

    Sunday Gratitude – 19.II.2023

    I’m slowly getting back into blogging… I need to get back into posting the Wordle – I’m not sure how many people actually read it, but it’s a fun little exercise, takes about five minutes, and also kind of sets my mind into “blogging mode”. I had a 20-game streak going again, and then I forgot to play yesterday (more accurately, my youngest was watching YouTube on my phone at the times I remembered) and I never got it back.

    (I was good, I actually started this post on Sunday but bedtime took too much out of me to pick it back up because… zzzz…)

    I’m grateful that the kids have an excellent pediatrician. It means a lot.

    I am grateful for kids who still snuggle. For the baby talk that is fast disappearing. For getting through another day. For hanging out with the neighbors.

    I am grateful for the beginnings of spring and for things to look forward to.

    As always, I am grateful for each one of you reading, and for your prayers.


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  • Jinger’s Journey

    Jinger’s Journey

    When I was four or five years old, I remember my dad talking about the son of a coworker having been in a bad accident of some sort. The son, I believe, was about nineteen, and the way my dad described it, he had to go to the hospital because he was “cut to pieces”.

    In my mind’s eye, I imagined a person who had literally been cut to pieces. I imagined that this young man was now a heap of pieces, as though a blade had slashed him into slices, back and forth across him, from top to bottom. With one retelling of the story, when my dad added details which would mean that this young man, despite being “cut to pieces”, was still actually in one piece, I really did have a hard time reconciling the two.

    fifth birthday
    Five is fantastic!

    Children have a tendency to take things very literally. They can’t help it, as in the beginning, they have no frame of reference to understand that “cut to pieces” didn’t actually mean “cut to pieces”.

    I bring this up because Jinger Vuolo, formerly Jinger Duggar (of 19 Kids and Counting fame), has come out with a book entitled Becoming Free Indeed. In the run-up to its release, there were pieces that were written about it, including the UK Daily Mail’s ever-so-subtly titled piece “Jinger Duggar compares her ultra-religious family to a CULT: 29-year-old slams her parents’ ‘harmful’ beliefs – which left her ‘terrified’ and ‘crippled with anxiety’ – as she breaks silence on brother Josh’s child porn conviction.”

    Now, for those who actually read the article, the substance of it isn’t quite so sensational. What it basically boils down to is that as she’s grown up, gotten married, and had more experiences outside of her immediate family, she’s come to the conclusion that she doesn’t agree with all of her parents’ religious practices. That being said, the book is about her journey finding her own faith.

    That’s not a clickbait link, though. That’s probably not even interesting to the typical Daily Mail writer.

    I really liked the show 19 Kids and Counting. Say what you will about them, but I think that they did some amazing things with the show – after all, they are probably one of the last “very” Christian families on television, and for as much as they were on television, Jim Bob and Michelle made sure that they didn’t include petty arguments among the kids or each other be part of the show, they had pretty strict limits about when there would be no filming, etc., all while raising 19 children!

    I read two of the books that Jim Bob and Michelle wrote, and they come across as people who are extremely devout in their faith, and they credit that to buckling down and following God in all that they do. Jim Bob, especially, grew up in almost extreme poverty, and the two of them got married when they were 19 (Jim Bob) and 17 (Michelle). Michelle’ parents agreed to allowing her to marry so young because her family was moving to another state and she didn’t want to go, being serious about Jim Bob, but they couldn’t just leave her behind either.

    Thus was the inauspicious beginning of this family.

    The thing is, as the two of them got serious about their faith very early on, it certainly kept the two of them out of trouble. Work hard, stay away from trouble, hold fast to one another, etc. I think it’s no wonder that they picked a “denomination”, if you will, that has a lot of rules – no pork, skirts for women, no hugging, etc. Some people really thrive when there is a lot of structure like that.

    That’s not to say that everything that they do in practice is right or even mainstream. However, it’s their choice, it’s what has worked well for them, and as parents, it’s the way that they chose to raise their children.

    I remember watching the show when it was still running with new episodes and wondering what the kids would choose to do religion-wise, once they were grown up. I never thought that they would all apostatize from Christianity, but the denomination to which they belonged seemed a bit limiting, I guess.

    Now that the oldest kids are in their 30s, we have some idea. It doesn’t seem like any of them has gone really wild, and most so far have gotten married fairly young and had kids pretty quickly after getting married.

    However, it does seem that the three oldest girls who are married have all married men who are very serious about their faith, but who do not belong to the same denomination as the Duggar parents, and the girls (Jill, Jessa, and Jinger) have all settled into denominations that are not nearly as strict with “the rules” as what they grew up with.

     

    Part of what the book seems to be about is Jinger’s understanding of what it meant to be a “good Christian” as a child and how that understanding has changed as she’s matured. Growing up in a denomination that stresses “the rules”, she seems to have really put a lot of pressure on herself to be perfect, as though perfection is what God expected of her. In the literal mind of a child, for example, the admonition to dress modestly easily becomes “God might hate me if I don’t wear a skirt or dress.”

    That is not a healthy way to live Christianity, and it’s not a healthy way to encounter God. However, as a child, it is impossible to have the wisdom to discern that when we’re told to always be serious about God in our lives, it doesn’t mean that it’s a sin to hang out with a friend and watch ridiculous movies once in awhile just for the sake of having fun.

    St. Paul writes, “When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I thought as a child; but when I became a man, I put away childish things.” (1 Corinthians 13:11, NKJV) There are things that are precious about the way children think – that literalness, for example, can beget earnesty which may also help a child become serious in a way that many adults have forgotten – but, at the same time, if a child never develops a faith beyond that, chances are the child will leave Christianity completely, at least for a time.

    Not all that long ago, Jinger’s story would be commonplace. However, these days, the expectation seems to be that if someone doesn’t like their Christian upbringing, the only “reasonable” thing is to renounce Christianity completely, drop out of society, start doing drugs, and find a “community” of more “tolerant” people in a city of at least half a million people. Okay, I’m half-joking there. But now is a time more than ever that it is important for young people to hear that they are allowed to challenge the things that they were brought up with, but that they don’t need to reject Christianity completely to find their own place in relationship with God.


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  • The Howling of Demons

    The Howling of Demons

    Holy Trinity Orthodox Cathedral in Chicago was vandalized a couple of weeks ago. (I actually started this post on January 29, and between a computer that kept freezing, kids and various other craziness, I’m finally finishing this nearly three weeks later…) These days, this sort of thing doesn’t make the local news (where many murders aren’t “noteworthy” enough to make the news) but one of the hyper-local news sites did publish an article with pictures: https://blockclubchicago.org/2023/01/27/holy-trinity-orthodox-cathedrals-historical-windows-shattered-after-vandals-strike-louis-sullivan-designed-church .

    Holy Trinity Orthodox Cathedral in 2006. (It actually looks a LOT different now, as it’s not gold and white anymore.)

    Now, some places have had to deal with this more than others. I know that a few years ago, the vandalism against Holy Myrrhbearers Orthodox Church in St. Cloud was so recurrent that it actually made national news.

    It’s not that Holy Trinity hasn’t been targeted before. About 15 years ago or so, the historic landmark plaques were stolen right off the building, and getting replacements was a headache and a half. There’s something a little bit different about that though. In a theft, it’s more likely somebody saw something that had some value. Vandalism is wanton destruction; destroying things for the sake of having them destroyed.

    Cities change. The neighborhood that Holy Trinity is in has had its ups and downs. When I was in high school, Division Street, just to the north of the Cathedral, was basically a no-go zone. By the time I was finished with college, the new, trendy restaurants stretched along Division, practically to Leavitt, where Holy Trinity has stood since 1903.

    Holy Trinity Chicago postcard
    This is probably the original color scheme for the church and the parsonage/hall. From what I understand, it did not stay this way for very long. Part of the Lutheran Deaconess church can be seen on the left.

    Things have changed, though. The Lutheran Deaconess church which stood across the street from Holy Trinity for a century was torn down to make way for overpriced condos. The city is getting dangerous again. The last time I was down there was last Pascha; on a beautiful, warm spring night. All around the city, people were out and about. Then we had to detour off of Irving Park because of “police activity” on our trip down there. During the service, as we processed around the church, I, with the five kids, were in the back. My 10-year-old tapped me on the shoulder and told me to turn around and look across the street behind us. There were two men fighting, and the one looked as if he were starting to strangle the other, until they both seemed to notice that of the 300 people or so performing this strange ritual by the church, a woman and a couple of her kids were actually watching them, and in a flash, both dark figures scurried off into the night in separate directions.

    I’m not necessarily surprised by the vandalism in these days, in this place. It’s sad, though. The windows that were broken were over 100 years old. They are windows thoroughly unlike any other stained glass windows in any other church I’ve ever been to – “modern” geometric designs intended to turn any light going through them into intense golden rays in the sanctuary. It’s the genius of the architect, Louis Sullivan, in one of his few designs for houses of worship. The same windows that can be seen here, in a Library of Congress photo of St. Sebastian Dabovich.

    It could have been a lot worse. At the same time, as I “discovered” Orthodoxy a little over 20 years ago, I remember running around the neighborhood with a friend who was a deacon and who usually wore a cassock even going to a coffee shop. Even back then, I don’t think anyone gave him a problem about it. But as I was in and out of the area over the years, working nearby for a time, it was already palpable that many of the newer, “trendy” places were much less tolerant of any reminder of religion. And so, to an extent, it’s not even surprising that this happened. Like the Lutheran Deaconess church which stood across the street from Holy Trinity for a century, so many of the visual reminders have even disappeared.

    This incident isn’t going to destroy Holy Trinity. It’s not like the church has all sorts of money, but they have managed to keep going all these years, even with the tremendous amount of upkeep that a building like that has always required. Anyone who so wishes can also contribute here: https://htc.kindful.com/. Donations to the building fund always are separate from the general operating fund. The larger point is, though, that a lot of cities have gotten incredibly dangerous, and not just in regard to one’s physical safety. There is often a palpable sense that things are not well in the spiritual realm, and that the evil one and his minions are outside, like a prairie wind in winter, shaking structures and seeking vulnerabilities to exploit. And, like those prairie winds, the demons howl; they know no joy, no comfort, no rest. Thank God that He has not left us powerless against them!


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  • Wordless Wednesday #20 – Wild Horses

    Wordless Wednesday #20 – Wild Horses
    Horses statue Juarez Mexico


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    Celebrate Valentine’s Day with Lilla Rose

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  • Sunday Gratitude – 12/13.II.2023

    Sunday Gratitude – 12/13.II.2023

    I’ve more or less lost the groove of blogging. I’ve had several posts in mind for weeks, but it hardly seems right to be going at the keyboard when there’s yet another load of dishes that desperately has to get done. It’s 10:30pm now, and I still have to make the bed. If I don’t, we’re going to probably sleep as poorly as we did last night.

    There are so many things that I am grateful for, but I’ve also lost a good many of those “little things” to everything else that’s going on at the moment.

    I am grateful for friends who listen and care. I am grateful for Abbot Tryphon, whose video podcasts and things have been keeping me going recently. I am grateful for the neighbors. I am grateful that I may get a few days to spend with friends in the not too distant future.

    I am grateful that God has patience with me. Swirling through my head are some very emotional thoughts, and I’m trying not to let them eat me alive.

    I am grateful for all your prayers.

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  • Wordless Wednesday #19 – Turkey Birds Crossing the Road

    Wordless Wednesday #19 – Turkey Birds Crossing the Road
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