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  • Sunday Gratitude – 18.X.2026

    Sunday Gratitude – 18.X.2026

    Hi everyone! Glad to be back here. I’m still struggling with a lot, and there’s a lot that’s really overwhelming. However, I’m going to give it a shot as far as gratitude here.

    Most importantly, probably, is that my son had a surgery on his ear a couple of weeks back, and everything went really, really well. Yes, he had the same surgery back in February on the other ear, and it went really well, but there’s still a good bit of nervousness attached to all these things.

    St Louis arch and church

    Secondly, I recently took part in the Serbian Orthodox Choral Association’s annual choir festival. Because it was only a week after the surgery, I wasn’t going to go, but then there were people who had signed up who either couldn’t go or couldn’t sing, and I was asked if there might be some way that I could go. I managed to get things arranged, and I went. It was an amazing trip, and I hope to write about it separately. Most of us who went ended up driving, including the people I rode with, but everything went off without a hitch, there were no accidents or incidents with the driving, and the event was a lot of fun. I am very grateful for that, and for getting to see the city and experience the city a little.

    If any of you are interested, our choir’s performance can be found here (our group starts at 45:15):

    The weather has gotten cooler, and I’m grateful for that (St. Louis at over 90F was quite a shock to the system). This just seems to be one of those patches that is especially rough, so I’d appreciate your prayers for me and my kids.

    Orthodox Church St Louis

    Thank you ever so much for following; you are amazing!


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  • Wordle #576

    Wordle #576
    Wordle #576 game board

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    Wordle explanations are posted a day late to ensure that no one accidentally sees the solution before playing.

    Line 1: “Spire” gives me … a misplaced “R”

    Line 2: And I forget to play the “R” right away in the next turn!

    Line 3: I wanted to make sure I played *all* the letters I uncovered here. Being as the “C” did not start the word, I figured it would most likely be in spot 4. The “O” was in the middle already, so I thought that the word might end in “CK” or “CH”. As for the “R”, I figured that it probably was the second letter of a blend, but I was having a terrible time thinking of words that could fit. I played “brock” and was happy to see I got four of the five.

    Line 4: Of course. “Frock”. “Brock” is much too much of an obscure word for this!

    Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!

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  • Don’t Give Up

    Don’t Give Up

    It’s been pretty grey the last couple of days in our neck of the woods. It’s made getting up and getting around difficult. It certainly isn’t warm, but the precipitation in the air is still a fine mist of rain rather than snow. It makes for a dreary, dreary atmosphere. Two years ago, I was marvelling at how many people still had their Christmas lights up. This year, the lack of that light makes everything feel down.

    I read Abbot Tryphon’s Morning Offering sometimes. It’s a good read, though I think generally aimed at people who are younger adults or haven’t been Orthodox for very long. However, I see that he’s branched out into doing more videos on Youtube, and here are a couple that seem appropriate for the season.

    And one that’s from 2020, but still powerful

    Also, this has been sitting in my tabs for a long time, and I was debating on connecting it to a gratitude post, but WordPress isn’t letting me embed it: Watch Tyler Perry’s powerful testimony about pain, suicide and not giving up (via Not the Bee). It’s a totally secular testimony to life, but there’s also a lot of important things that are being said.

    We are living in a time of insanity, where the good is being called evil, and the evil, good. I don’t think I’m alone when it seems like things both on the macro level and the micro level have gone insane. I think a lot of people perceive that even on a level that they’re not really aware of.

    That being said, it’s important to not give up. No, we’re not going to be able to soldier through as if nothing is happening, but the worst thing that a person can do is to give up.

    Yesterday was what would have been my friend Charlie‘s 43rd birthday. In another year and a few odd months, he’ll have been dead longer than he was alive. I hadn’t kept up with him in quite some time, and I didn’t even know that he “chose to die” until nearly four years after the fact.

    Lord, have mercy.

    Charlie in a tree called Peter 1996
    Charlie in a tree called Peter (1996)

    From dust we came and to dust we’ll go, but in between we’ve got quite a gift, even in the tough times. Don’t give up.


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  • Wordle #575 – The Most Epic Win Ever!

    Wordle #575 – The Most Epic Win Ever!

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    Wordle explanations are posted a day late to ensure that no one accidentally sees the solution before playing.

    Line 1: “Koala” gives me absolutely nothing…

    Line 2: … which obviously means the solution is “spire”! 🙂

    So… This shocked me completely. I wanted to play “S” and “E” but I didn’t go with “beast” because the “A” was already eliminated (twice). Since I was playing an “E”, I figured another vowel would be nice, I saw the “I”, and the first word that came to mind was “spire”.

    Here’s my stat sheet, for anyone interested:

    As you can see, I’ve gotten the Wordle in two before, but it certainly isn’t common. I know I’ve never gone from nothing to getting the word before. I also realize that I probably never will again, so… I’ll do my victory dance here.

    (P.S. As for the game with the “1” – way back at the beginning, my daughter said she had the Wordle answers for the next couple of years. I didn’t believe her, so when she said “play ‘x’ word,” I did, and it was correct. :/ )

    Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!

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  • Sunday Gratitude

    Sunday Gratitude

    The last ten days or so have been incredibly difficult. I know that these things pass, and I’m hoping it won’t be long until things are better.

    I am grateful for the friends who listen. I am grateful that most of us are feeling better, for the most part. I am grateful to have gotten a little bit of time to myself.

    If you would, please keep us all in your prayers.

    Rolling along some Bavarian back road.

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  • Wordle #574

    Wordle #574
    Wordle #574 game board

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    Line 1: Just the “A” in the wrong place to start out with. Again

    Line 2: Well, at least the “A” is in the correct place!

    Line 3: Very glad to get the “L” here in the correct place. The “K” in the incorrect place at the end of the word is very, very interesting. “S” has already been played, so it can’t be an “SK” word. If the “K” isn’t in the second place, it starts the word, which would generally make the next letter “H”, “E”, or “I”, but “E” has already been played…

    Line 4: …except for a couple of exceptions, such as “koala”.

    Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!

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  • Wordle #573

    Wordle #573
    Wordle #573 game board

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    Line 1: Just the “A” in the wrong place to start out with.

    Line 2: Getting a second letter here is kind of helpful, maybe.

    Line 3: The “A” in place 4 is different, especially considering that blends like “THR”, “SPR”, and “STR” are already ruled out.

    Line 4: So… I had a hard time getting here, but here’s some of the logic. “E” is ruled out, so the word can’t have “EA”. “O” is ruled out, so it can’t be “OA”. A word ending in “AU” or “AI” is quite rare, and I don’t see anything that convinces me that the word ends in “AY”, being as “SPR” and “STR” and “THR” are all all ruled out. Therefore, I figured that it was more than likely that there were two vowels, one in spot #2 which could be “U”, “I”, or “A”, and the other one which was the “A” in spot #4. This would force the “N” to spot #5, and from there, it was figuring out the combination that would fit in place #1 and #3. It did take a bit, but I figured it out without playing another line.

    Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!

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  • When God the Creator Speaks

    When God the Creator Speaks

    I hadn’t stopped by the blog Words in quite a long time, but when I did a few days ago, the latest post was about the sinking of the Edmund Fitzgerald in 1975. There is a Youtube video there by a woman named Alexis Dahl. Although she currently has “only” about 33,000 subscribers, I was really struck as to how well she put the video together (and how much she reminds me of Mark Rober – seriously, they have to be related, right?).

    At the top of Ms. Dahl’s Youtube page, she has a fantastic introduction video, which I will share here:

    Now, everybody knows that once a channel gets “big”, it’s impossible for the creators to answer every comment and email. An introduction like this helps a lot – many common questions are answered, and she’s got a good pitch for anyone who might be looking for partnerships of some sort. The video is there to forge a connection between her – the creator – and us – the viewers – and she succeeds well with it.

    Also common, not just with creators, but with many things in general (websites, instruction manuals, etc.) is the frequently asked questions (FAQs). They serve to make it easier to find answers to questions that come up often, (hopefully) saving time and energy for both the creator (or creator’s team) and the person asking.

    It also came to pass that I read through a post on one of the Orthodoxy forums of someone complaining about how “God doesn’t speak to people these days the way he did in the Bible”.

    Now, first of all, I don’t know that we know that completely. Even in the Bible, there are different ways that God speaks to people. I assume, though, that the person means in the way that God spoke to Adam or Moses or Samuel with an audible voice, or like Mary, who was visited by an angel. Secondly, even among the people of the Bible, this is recorded because it really is a remarkable and rare phenomenon. Third, in the beginning was the Word, but it wasn’t like it was written down. There needed to be some method by which what God wants us to know can be conveyed to us by our own seeking. Writing things down is a little like blockchain; one can pick up a text that is hundreds of years old and it hasn’t been altered. (Don’t get me started on e-books!) As a kindergartner, I had to memorize Hebrews 13:8 – “Jesus Christ the same yesterday, today, and forever” and as simple as that is for a child to understand, it holds profound implications that are difficult for me as an adult to comprehend.

    I get that many people who may watch Ms. Dahl’s channel may never see the introduction video. However, by watching the videos, one still feels a sense of the person she presents. I have no idea if she has kids, is drowning in debt, or has parents who need her help. However, she talks about science and history and places with such exuberance and joy that it’s clear that she’s cares about and is excited about these subjects. By letting people in that far, she seems far less a stranger.

    Doesn’t it follow, then, that we can “know” some aspect of God through his creations? The air and sea, mountains and plains? Through the creatures, the giant and mysterious “monsters” of the sea to the tiny kitten or puppy someone has as a pet? Even more, that we experience God by the good through other people? Adam had dominion over the animals AND he walked with God in the Garden of Eden, and yet God created woman to be his companion and to keep him from loneliness. Are we to say, then, that with all these things, God is silent?

    Furthermore, we live in a day in age where most of us in the West have no barrier to access the Bible or the writings of the Church Fathers. I daresay that many of us have multiple versions of the Bible in their home, not to mention having the Bible online and in all sorts of apps. Even searching for things in the Bible has become ridiculously easy. Yet how many people actually make it regular practice to read the Bible regularly, or even read through the Bible? If a Youtube content creator can speak through their videos, why complain God is silent when there is a lot there that will speak to a person?

    I’m not saying that God can’t and won’t speak to someone on a more individual level should the time and occasion call for it. But I also think that when God brings things to that level, it’s either a huge call to repent (i.e. Paul) or it is in the “offering” of a difficult burden (your mission, should you choose to accept it…). He knows that most of the time, if we’re not really “listening” to the small things, individual intervention probably won’t change much. It’s not like he’s sloughing us off to the FAQs, but more of a “if I see you doing your best to do what I say here, I know you might be ready for more.”

    A “Little House” near DeSmet, South Dakota

    On a more personal note, forgive me for not writing a ton of original stuff lately; December was insane, and these last 10 days or so have been excruciating. Any prayers for us would certainly be appreciated.


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  • Wordle #572

    Wordle #572

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    Wordle explanations are posted a day late to ensure that no one accidentally sees the solution before playing.

    Line 1: The “problem children” are back, but luckily, the “E” is in place.

    Line 2: Oh, they really did behave themselves this time! Line 2 and I have both the “E” and “A” in place!

    Line 3: Now for some more letters… It’s interesting that the “T” is there, but it doesn’t start the word, but most of the other consonants it would be paired with have already been used…

    Line 4: …except for the ones that end words together, like “PT”. “Leapt” Yay

    Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!

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  • Wordle #571

    Wordle #571

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    Wordle explanations are posted a day late to ensure that no one accidentally sees the solution before playing.

    Line 1: Nuthin’ from “grimy”. Time to go to a base word.

    Line 2: “Beast” does really well here. “E” correctly placed, and “A” and “S” in the word.

    Line 3: It’s interesting that the “E” and the “A” aren’t together, so I’m going to try the “A” in spot 4. Moving the “S” to the beginning is a random choice, but “selah” is a fun word, isn’t it?

    Line 4: “Selah” gave me enough clues for “sedan” Yay!

    Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!

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  • Wordless Wednesday #15 – Heaven over the Haze

    Wordless Wednesday #15 – Heaven over the Haze
    Heaven haze sky

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