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  • Sunday Gratitude – 2.VIII.2026

    Sunday Gratitude – 2.VIII.2026

    Boy, has it been busy the last couple of weeks! More appointments than I could shake a stick at, and a couple of weekend events as well. I’m very grateful that things pretty much went off without a hitch, and appointments were met, things a t home have been pretty quiet, and events were enjoyable.

    One of the events that I went to last Sunday was German Fest in Milwaukee. I had toyed with the idea of biking the 16 or so miles up to church, and then continuing on the eight from church to the fest, but I’m happy that I didn’t do that. Instead, I put my bike in the car and drove up to church, changed quickly afterwards in the bathroom, then biked the 8 up to German Fest. I had never biked along the Lakefront Path before, and it was really beautiful, albeit busy with people, making it impossible to go very fast. For me, one of the draws is that I get to see people I know, and so that was really fun. (I just wish my German dress still fit me.)

    I biked the 8 miles back to the car, and at the end I was tired, and I was grateful I didn’t have 16 more to go, but I didn’t feel terrible either. Last year, I parked in a place where it was a four mile ride from my car to the fest, and on the way back, I felt like I was dying. However, I probably hadn’t even been on a bike in at least 2-3 years before then. And now, well, between the Thursday afternoon before German Fest and the following Friday afternoon, I biked over fifty miles, and it was challenging, but fun. 🙂 I’m grateful for the opportunity to be working on my health.

    Silly thing, but my older son was looking for 32 gigabyte SD cards for something. I figured that that was easy enough; as long as I can remember, those things aren’t wildly expensive. Imagine my shock when I walked into Best Buy to get one, and they all seemed to be over $45. Insane. I told him to hold off on buying one, and though I often have miscellaneous extra memory cards and such around, there was nothing that would help him in this instance. Mind you, though, that I haven’t purchased any of these in at least 3 years. The next day, he and his sister went to the gym, and I decided to check out WalMart. Wouldn’t you know, but the price was almost as bad. However, there were two associates who came up right by me, one of them holding a plastic case. Wouldn’t you know, but there were two 32GB SD cards in it. They seemed to be confused about where they wanted to put the item, as it had originally come from the outdoor section, as these two were marketed for trail cams. Nobody is looking for SD cards in the outdoor section! I’m sure this is why this was marked down to $8.50. I proceeded to ask if I could buy it, and they were happy to oblige me, as that also meant that they didn’t have to find a place to put them in the case. I am very grateful I didn’t have to shell out three times as much for the same item.

    After German Fest, I went over to my church’s church picnic. That was fun, too. The location is great, and it’s nice to hang out with good people. Summer days are beautiful like that.

    Speaking of summer days, we finally got some rain. I don’t think it rained at all in July until the 27th and it was kind of sad seeing everybody’s lawns turning brown. I had mowed right around the last week of June, and I had meant to a couple of weeks after that, and I actually started to, but after about 10 minutes of mowing, I twisted my ankle and it hurt too much to keep going. By the next day already, I didn’t know if it was safe to mow, but it was interesting to see how those strips that I did mow turned very, very brown, and I’m grateful I didn’t cut the whole lawn and have it looking like that.

    On the weather front, we had strong storms that came through on the 27th. Friends of mine in Milwaukee had power knocked out, but here, thankfully, we kept power, there was no hail, etc. Unfortunately, this was not the case in all of Wisconsin, and the town of Menasha, in particular, got hit badly. My kids and I signed up for an event months ago that takes place in this area; once I heard that there was a tornado, I checked back to see if the event had been cancelled. It didn’t seem to be, so we drove up to the area and just happened to end up on the street here that this man is driving on in the first 3 minutes of the video here.

    How did I end up in Menasha? Well, our first destination was in a small town called Combined Locks. The driving on the interstate had been miserable due to rain, and at a certain point, I couldn’t take it any more, and looked for the first exit off, knowing I could come up the western side of Lake Winnebago to get to where I wanted to go. It just happens that Menasha is pretty much on the western side of the tip of Lake Winnebago, so by getting off the interstate, it pretty much meant going through Menasha. It was weird, too, because at first, I just noticed that there were a lot of tree branches and stuff on the sides of the road, and it kind of dawned on me that that must have been a result of the storm. I did not know that within about 15 minutes, we’d be driving through a disaster zone like this. The crazy thing is, though, that once I got through Menasha, my destination was about six miles down the road, and over there, things looked completely normal. For as bad as the tornado was though, it’s amazing that not a single person was killed – certainly something to be grateful for.

    The event that the little kids and I went to was a bike ride/music festival called “Bike to the Beat“. The event took place on Saturday, but the four of us made a little mini-vacation out of it, and it was an awful lot of fun. The drive up was absolutely horrendous, lasting 4 hours when 2.5 is more normal. It rained the whole time and there were accidents and road construction in the Milwaukee area. I was so incredibly grateful both to get off the interstate and to actually arrive at the hotel.

    Manitowoc train tracks Lake Michigan

    BIke to the Beat was amazing, even apart from a couple of wrinkles in the day, and I am grateful that there were no mechanical issues with the bikes, we had all the tools, I didn’t forget any pedals or anything, etc. More than that though, the kids enjoyed the hotel a lot and we took a little detour through Manitowoc on the way back, and it was really a good trip. I’m the type of person who is always trying to anticipate what might go wrong in order to avoid any pitfalls, and when things go off with no major issues, I am grateful.

    I’m grateful, too, that after far too long, I got to video chat with a dear friend. I’m grateful, too that through everything, the friendship holds.

    Wow, it’s been a full couple of weeks! Thank you all for your patience with me! I am certainly grateful for all of you!


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  • Songs of the Season – Anastasia OST – Once Upon a December

    Songs of the Season – Anastasia OST – Once Upon a December

    I saw Anastasia in the (cheap) theater when I was in college and I got the VHS (widescreen) cassette as soon as it came out. (It was the first movie I knew of that also had a website! http://www.anya.com) A little Russia obsessed? Yes. I remember lending the cassette to one of my professors who also was a little Russia-obsessed and he ended up watching it with his grandchildren. His comment, “Bad history, but a good Disney film”. (Ha ha, it’s not Disney!)

    Of course, it is “bad” history, and there were things that they changed a bit with the timeline to make it fit, but it was fairly well researched, all in all, and the music is top-level. I’ve always liked this in particular:

    This is a gorgeous piano solo version of it by Emile Pandolfi as well: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VU85bfT1EUE

    In addition to the “Carol of the Bells” playlist, I’ve started a general playlist of Christmas songs that will include pieces mentioned here, for anyone interested.


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  • Wordle #555

    Wordle #555
    Wordle #555 game board

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    Wordle explanations are posted a day late to ensure that no one accidentally sees the solution before playing.

    Line 1: “Extra”… a misplaced “E”. Deja vu all over again!

    Line 2: The “E” is in the correct space, at least.

    Line 3: I could use some more letters, misplaced or not.

    Line 4: I went for this because it is a very unusual word, and one I probably wouldn’t get other than playing it. It kind of seemed a waste, in one sense, because it wasn’t the word, but it was helpful in getting the “U” and letting me know that there was no second “E”, which is no small thing, considering how many words have multiple “E”s.

    Line 5: I thought long and hard about what letters could be played next to each other at this point, since we’d pretty much gotten down to the fact that there’s a “U” and an “E” and consonants for the rest. “D” and “G” came to mind, so I played “pudge”, thinking that this had to be the solution.

    Line 6: As soon as I saw that “pudge” wasn’t the word, I knew I was in trouble because I didn’t know if the answer was “budge” or “nudge” or “fudge”. Wouldn’t you know, it wasn’t any of these, but rather “judge”? Oh well. I was doing this in part in the waiting room of urgent care, and… I think I would have been more annoyed with myself breaking a long streak because of losing as opposed to just forgetting to play. As it stood, I only had a tiny streak after forgetting to play the other day. However, my longest streak of 106 seems more and more impressive!

    Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!

    Happy Gaming!


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  • Songs of the Season – Gordon Lightfoot – Song for a Winter’s Night

    Songs of the Season – Gordon Lightfoot – Song for a Winter’s Night

    I’d love to find a cover that slows this down a little but not nearly to the extent of Sarah McLachlin’s, though, oddly enough, it was Sarah McLachlin’s version that got me to pay attention to the lyrics for the first time.

    I got to spend time in little rural cabins back in the day, and hope maybe it’s something I can do again in the future.

    In addition to the “Carol of the Bells” playlist, I’ve started a general playlist of Christmas songs that will include pieces mentioned here, for anyone interested.


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  • Wordle #554

    Wordle #554
    Wordle #554 game board

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    Wordle explanations are posted a day late to ensure that no one accidentally sees the solution before playing.

    Line 1: “Poise”… a misplaced “E”. Where have I seen this before?

    Line 2: Progress now with three misplaced letters!

    Line 3: Three misplaced letters again, just not the same three, as I “forgot” the “T” in this play.

    Line 4: So we know now where the “R” goes and where the “E” goes through the process of elimination. I’m not seeing any good candidates starting “EA”, since the “A” has to go into spot 2 or 5.

    Line 5: It’s certainly an odd bird, but considering “TRA” as an ending made “extra” come to mind! Phew!

    Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!

    Happy Gaming!


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  • Songs of the Season – Postmodern Jukebox – Sleigh Ride (tap version)

    Songs of the Season – Postmodern Jukebox – Sleigh Ride (tap version)

    Very fun.

    In addition to the “Carol of the Bells” playlist, I’ve started a general playlist of Christmas songs that will include pieces mentioned here, for anyone interested.


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  • Never be Idle pt3 — Orthodox Christian Quotes and Catechism

    Never be Idle pt3 — Orthodox Christian Quotes and Catechism

    From St. Dimitri of Rostov’s “Instructions; Seek Diligently the Things of Salvation” “Do not bury the talent given to you in the earth through sloth and carelessness; instead strive, be vigilant, ceaselessly adding warmth to warmth and fire to fire, so that you may multiply the good given to you.Then you may daringly say to […]

    Never be Idle pt3 — Orthodox Christian Quotes and Catechism
  • Christmas Gratitude

    Christmas Gratitude

    By all worldly measures, my Christmas this year wasn’t a great one. I spent the weekend at home by myself, miserably sick. It’s the same bug that a couple of my kids have had, so I thought that I’d have symptoms over a couple of days, but be fairly “okay” whilst awake. That just hasn’t been the case, and I think there was so much fluid behind my eardrum on the one side that my eardrum popped. I had a medical “procedure” on Thursday that required a special diet in the days leading up to it, and I suppose that that didn’t help, since I couldn’t really get the nutrients needed to help combat sickness. On Thursday morning, I got a call asking if I would come in 3 hours early to see if they could get me out before the snow hit, and it worked out that I could do that. It was good to be able to eat normally again afterward. They didn’t say much, but I think they are “concerned”, but there’s no use in worrying until the test results are back. I spent the rest of the day with a terrible headache, and began Friday with the “bug” hitting me in full force.

    All in all, not fun.

    As much as it’s not necessarily fun to be by myself, I had no energy to help any child with anything these past couple days. Having the house to myself meant that I could actually try to get better without there being a million things to get done before I could actually just lay down and rest. I am grateful for that.

    I’m grateful that if there is an issue medically, it will probably get dealt with “early”.

    I am grateful for the roof over my head on such bitterly cold days and nights.

    I am grateful to God, for Christmas, that He deigned to come to earth as a baby for our salvation.

    I am grateful for all my friends, near and far, and I hope y’all understand that it’s hard to keep in touch right now.

    I’m grateful to those of you who read and follow and like and comment – at some point, I’d probably write anyway, it’s kind of how I’m wired, even if it were with a pen and paper, but the back and forth is something I really appreciate right now especially.

    A joyous feast of the Nativity for those of you celebrating today! Christ is Born!


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  • Wordle #553

    Wordle #553
    Wordle #553 game board.

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    Wordle explanations are posted a day late to ensure that no one accidentally sees the solution before playing.

    Line 1: What happened to Wordle #552? I’ve been sick, and I forgot that I didn’t do it until it was too late. I’m just annoyed that I lost my streak! “Excel” gives me a misplaced “E”, which isn’t much, but I’ll take what I can get.

    Line 2: I’ll move the “E” to the end, which does well, and put an “I” in the middle… Progress, but there’s a lot of words that could be played here.

    Line 3: Just going about my business, eliminating more letters.

    Line 4: Help? *gulp*

    Line 5: I had already tried the third vowel thing with “abide”, but I thought that it might be still possible with an “O”. It took a couple of minutes, but then the possibility of “poise” entered my head, and… Yes!

    Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!

    Happy Gaming!


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  • Songs of the Season – Cloverton – A Hallelujah Christmas

    Songs of the Season – Cloverton – A Hallelujah Christmas

    This is undoubtedly one of my favorite songs ever, and certainly influenced the name of this blog. Just listen.

    Cloverton was a little Christian band from Kansas. I don’t know how successful they were on the Christian music “scene”, but in 2012, this song went viral, even getting play on Glenn Beck’s TV show (which was hugely popular then).

    Probably because of the people who were spurring on its popularity, the band soon found itself in legal trouble over copyright. US law gets very weird with some of these things, ruling that things like parodies don’t need permission to be performed, but correct credit needs to be given for the music, etc. I really don’t know. However, at the time, Leonard Cohen was still alive, and it is said that he hated this version and he (well, probably his record company) took legal action against Cloverton. Not only could they not sell singles of this song, there was an effort to get every copy of this video purged from the internet. Youtube was taking copies of this down pretty much as fast as they went up. Things were a little better on Vimeo, and I downloaded the video before Cloverton’s channel disappeared.

    Cohen wrote a beautiful song. However, he struggled mightily with the lyrics, and he wrote and rewrote verses for it, and over the years wound up with a bunch of different versions. He uses a lot of the Old Testament imagery, which makes sense, as he was Jewish, but as beautiful as the song is here, I don’t think Cohen manages to build all the connections. First of all, he kind of walks the line between infatuation and love, which is ambiguous (and what many songs do). He seems to get to the point that sometimes there not only is suffering in love, but also humiliation. However, I don’t think he ever really makes the connection to “Hallelujah” – how we can be grateful or even joyful in our suffering. As much as I do kind of like what Cohen did, in my opinion, it almost seems like his “Hallelujah” is a surrender to masochism.

    The brilliance of this version, though, is that I think Cloverton actually does manage to get to that last point. I think that this would have been incredibly hard to do outside of a Christian context, and probably one of the stumbling blocks Cohen ran into. Cloverton’s version is one of the few Christmas songs that takes the events of Christmas and ties them firmly to Jesus’ crucifixion and death. At the same time, it takes the idea of suffering and transforms it to sacrifice and redemption, and when one can do that in real life, “breathing Hallelujah” is not a surrender to masochism, but rather a maturing of faith, the progression from “I believe” to “Let Thy Will be done in me”.

    As a side note, this song was so popular that even though it couldn’t be played on the radio because of the legal stuff, for about the next five years, versions of Cohen’s “Hallelujah” started getting added to Christmas playlists on the radio stations, and groups like Pentatonix were adding it to Christmas albums. This made no sense, as Cohen’s version has nothing to do with Christmas, but it took about five years to stop. (I think Lindsey Stirling was brilliant, doing an instrumental version for Christmas – it reminds one of the Cloverton song without using their text!)

    In addition to the “Carol of the Bells” playlist, I’ve started a general playlist of Christmas songs that will include pieces mentioned here, for anyone interested.


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  • Western Christmas Carols in Eastern Orthodox Churches

    Western Christmas Carols in Eastern Orthodox Churches

    One of the big differences between Eastern Orthodox Churches and Roman Catholic or Protestant churches is how music is used in the services. With Eastern Orthodoxy, a large percentage of the Liturgy (and most other services) is sung, but of that, much of what is sung is in response to what the priest is saying or praying. I suppose it’s a little like the stereotypical idea of one of these big, urban churches, with the pastor up front saying, “Can I get an amen?” or shouting “Hallelujah!” and having the choir and congregation respond back.

    However, with the Eastern Orthodox Churches, I’ve never seen one that has had that type of energy, and the responses involve a lot of “Lord, have mercy”, “to Thee, O Lord”, and “Amen” (though not the gospel type of “Amen!”) Each service also has other parts, some of which are pretty constant throughout the year, but others which will change depending on the service and the season. I believe the Lord’s Prayer and the Creed are in every Liturgy service, but that there’s some variation throughout the year of most other parts.

    The parts that change every week are called Troparions and Kontakions, and they commemorate any celebrations (feast days) or people for that day. For Nativity (Christmas), the Troparion text in English is something like this (translations vary):

    Thy Nativity, O Christ our God, 
    hath shined the light of knowledge upon the world; 
    for thereby they that worshipped the stars 
    were instructed by a star to worship Thee, 
    the Sun of Righteousness, 
    and to know Thee, the Dayspring from on high. 
    O Lord, glory be to Thee

    People who have been Orthodox for awhile just know that this is the piece that goes into that place of the Liturgy. It’s quite different than picking hymns out of the hymnal for the choir and congregation to sing.

    This is one of the reasons that the “kolady” aren’t generally sung in church – liturgically, they really don’t fit. There’s really only one place where they can be “snuck” in, and that’s when the priest is in the altar before he comes out with Communion, but although sometimes liturgical songs are sung here, they don’t necessarily have to be liturgical, because this is an interlude to give the people something to listen to while they can’t see the priest.

    Once the priest comes out with Communion, though, it’s back to the regular liturgical programming until the end of Divine Liturgy.

    What happens in a lot of parishes is that since Christmas services tend to be more full, and it’s cold outside, there are a lot of people who mill around a bit before leaving the church proper. Many choirs take this time to go through a lot of the old carols. For some people, hearing them is a huge part of Christmas, and not hearing them would be hugely disappointing. The days of families living within walking distance of the church and visiting with each other, and singing the old carols amongst friends has long since passed.

    Yet, it’s hard, too, for many people who don’t have the ethnic background to really feel like it’s Christmas without singing some of the famous Western carols in church. In my 20 years in Orthodoxy, I have been part of parishes who sing pretty much only “western” carols, and I have been to parishes where the attitude was that the western carols get played all the time everywhere else, so the “ethnic” carols had better get sung every chance available. It’s very much going to depend on the church.

    From earlier today in Minneapolis. They did about 25 minutes of carols before Vespers started, starting with “western” carols, and then switching to the “ethnic” ones.

    That being said, whatever is the case, it’s just good to do everything in a spirit of charity, especially at Christmas. I don’t know of any western religious carol that anyone has called out as being theologically unsound. That’s not a guarantee that your favorite song will get sung though. As much as the “ethnic” carols don’t remind me of Christmas with my family growing up, I have learned a number of them, knowing that for some people – and this generation is quickly dying off – hearing them is precious, especially when they don’t have YouTube or Spotify or whatever. Oh, gosh, but how things start getting crazy when your choir director has the choir sing “Silent Night” in English and the “original language”. What language would that be? I’m not even sure, but it’s not German, and it’s not Russian!

    In Rusyn and in Russian – completely different “translations” (I think the text to the Rusyn version has no relation to the original German.)

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