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  • Sunday Gratitude – 5.IV.2026

    Sunday Gratitude – 5.IV.2026

    To those celebrating today – Christ is Risen! – Happy Easter!

    And then there are the “weird” ones here who are still waiting another week, among which I count myself. There have been a lot of services already – yesterday, I think I was in church for nearly four hours. I’ve really struggled this Lent; from the beginning, I felt less ready for it than most years and this year… wow. For the greater part of Lent, I believed that the Orthodox were also going to be celebrating Pascha today, and it was only looking at the calendar more carefully a couple of weeks ago when I realized that no, there’s a one-week difference. I don’t know. I wasn’t expecting to spend so much time in church this weekend, but I was at vigil last night, and I certainly had the feeling of moving from the darkness into the light, and by the time the service was over, there was an air of hopefulness and joy there. For that I am grateful. (My brain did fight against this on the way home, though. *sigh*)

    I am grateful for the more spring-like weather, and the opportunity to be outside. I’m also grateful for my neighbor who invites me to come walking with her.

    I am grateful for friends who take the time to talk even in the rain.

    I am grateful for making it home in a storm the other day; I wasn’t expecting it, then all of a sudden, I was driving down this country highway with lightning flashes all around. I don’t think that they were very close, as there was only a tiny bit of thunder, but what a show! The next day, driving down those same roads, I could actually see how high the water is, and I’m grateful that there were no issues with low-lying stretches of road or the bridges.

    Mourning dove in wreath
    Time to take the Christmas wreath down!

    I am thankful to have had a little bit of time to be outside with my kids, and I’m thankful that they have places around that they can enjoy riding their bikes through, and that they’ve been fine with this “exploring”.

    I am thankful for the joy of singing.

    I am thankful for the things that are showing signs of life (and even blooming) even after a very cold winter and long periods of neglect.

    I am grateful for the opportunity to have been in contact with a number of people on this day, in the joy of Easter.

    I am grateful for yet another sign that I’m not alone through the hard stuff.

    Thank you so much for being here! Christ is Risen!

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  • Sunday Gratitude – 29.III.2026

    Sunday Gratitude – 29.III.2026

    I really hate it when it seems like I blink and yet another week has passed. Somehow so much of this time ends up feeling like a blur, and it seems like all that is left is a growing list of things that should have been done long ago, but haven’t been done yet.

    In the meantime, though, I’ve been trying not to lose a sense of gratitude, and to also try to make the most of the days at hand. We’ve had a couple of days that have hit 70F, which has been amazing, and especially as the days are getting longer, it would be terrible if we didn’t do something to take advantage of the warmer weather. My younger son had a day off of school a couple of weeks back, and the two of us went out on our bikes and rode ten miles together, and it was amazing. He also started taking pictures with my camera that afternoon, so I’ll be sharing a few of those in this post.

    Broken pier Wind Point Lake Michigan

    A couple of weeks after the real birthday, my youngest, in kindergarten, had her first real birthday party. It was a bowling alley affair, and, per the terms of the contract, was less than two hours long, but for a group of 5 and 6 year olds, it was fine. I was completely stressed out over this for at least a week for a number of reasons, but it turned out really, really good. Even the weather held out, kind of… It started raining about the time that the party started, and it was still raining as people left. Had we started a couple of hours later, everybody would have been going home in sleet, because we had a blizzard come through the next day. The kids were thrilled to get the day off of school, and despite the crazy wind, we never lost power. The next day, our dear neighbor made a path for our car using a snowblower.

    I’m grateful that even though I managed to break a spoke on the one bike (a different one than before), this happened in a place where I could ride to a place where I could leave the bike for a couple of days, and which was very close to the bike shop. On the night that this happened, I was also able to get a ride back home with one of the ladies from church. I’d never talked to her before, and she’s incredibly sweet, and lives just a couple of streets over from where I live.

    I’m grateful for the amazing time I had at St. Haralambos in Niles a couple of weeks back. Not only were some very dear “real life” friends there, I finally got to meet Fr. Andrew Damick in person. We have been online acquaintances (friends) for over 20 years, and it seemed like high time to meet him in person. He actually recognized me by sight as well, which is crazy because it’s been a looong time since I posted any photos of myself that he might come across. 🙂 That was a lot of fun, though.

    Breezy days and kites!

    I am grateful, as well, for the opportunity to visit an old friend and just enjoy sitting on the front step, having a conversation in the sunshine.

    In many ways, I feel pulled very, very, very thin. There have been a lot of good things, to be sure, but there have been a number of very, very frustrating things as well. I don’t know; at this point, I’m not sure that I’ll ever have things “figured out”, but there’s a path to go forward on, and that’s the way through this all. Forgive me again for the blog silence – I truly am grateful for you.


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  • Songs of the Season – Postmodern Jukebox – Sleigh Ride (tap version)

    Songs of the Season – Postmodern Jukebox – Sleigh Ride (tap version)

    Very fun.

    In addition to the “Carol of the Bells” playlist, I’ve started a general playlist of Christmas songs that will include pieces mentioned here, for anyone interested.


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  • Never be Idle pt3 — Orthodox Christian Quotes and Catechism

    Never be Idle pt3 — Orthodox Christian Quotes and Catechism

    From St. Dimitri of Rostov’s “Instructions; Seek Diligently the Things of Salvation” “Do not bury the talent given to you in the earth through sloth and carelessness; instead strive, be vigilant, ceaselessly adding warmth to warmth and fire to fire, so that you may multiply the good given to you.Then you may daringly say to […]

    Never be Idle pt3 — Orthodox Christian Quotes and Catechism
  • Christmas Gratitude

    Christmas Gratitude

    By all worldly measures, my Christmas this year wasn’t a great one. I spent the weekend at home by myself, miserably sick. It’s the same bug that a couple of my kids have had, so I thought that I’d have symptoms over a couple of days, but be fairly “okay” whilst awake. That just hasn’t been the case, and I think there was so much fluid behind my eardrum on the one side that my eardrum popped. I had a medical “procedure” on Thursday that required a special diet in the days leading up to it, and I suppose that that didn’t help, since I couldn’t really get the nutrients needed to help combat sickness. On Thursday morning, I got a call asking if I would come in 3 hours early to see if they could get me out before the snow hit, and it worked out that I could do that. It was good to be able to eat normally again afterward. They didn’t say much, but I think they are “concerned”, but there’s no use in worrying until the test results are back. I spent the rest of the day with a terrible headache, and began Friday with the “bug” hitting me in full force.

    All in all, not fun.

    As much as it’s not necessarily fun to be by myself, I had no energy to help any child with anything these past couple days. Having the house to myself meant that I could actually try to get better without there being a million things to get done before I could actually just lay down and rest. I am grateful for that.

    I’m grateful that if there is an issue medically, it will probably get dealt with “early”.

    I am grateful for the roof over my head on such bitterly cold days and nights.

    I am grateful to God, for Christmas, that He deigned to come to earth as a baby for our salvation.

    I am grateful for all my friends, near and far, and I hope y’all understand that it’s hard to keep in touch right now.

    I’m grateful to those of you who read and follow and like and comment – at some point, I’d probably write anyway, it’s kind of how I’m wired, even if it were with a pen and paper, but the back and forth is something I really appreciate right now especially.

    A joyous feast of the Nativity for those of you celebrating today! Christ is Born!


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  • Wordle #553

    Wordle #553
    Wordle #553 game board.

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    Line 1: What happened to Wordle #552? I’ve been sick, and I forgot that I didn’t do it until it was too late. I’m just annoyed that I lost my streak! “Excel” gives me a misplaced “E”, which isn’t much, but I’ll take what I can get.

    Line 2: I’ll move the “E” to the end, which does well, and put an “I” in the middle… Progress, but there’s a lot of words that could be played here.

    Line 3: Just going about my business, eliminating more letters.

    Line 4: Help? *gulp*

    Line 5: I had already tried the third vowel thing with “abide”, but I thought that it might be still possible with an “O”. It took a couple of minutes, but then the possibility of “poise” entered my head, and… Yes!

    Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!

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  • Songs of the Season – Cloverton – A Hallelujah Christmas

    Songs of the Season – Cloverton – A Hallelujah Christmas

    This is undoubtedly one of my favorite songs ever, and certainly influenced the name of this blog. Just listen.

    Cloverton was a little Christian band from Kansas. I don’t know how successful they were on the Christian music “scene”, but in 2012, this song went viral, even getting play on Glenn Beck’s TV show (which was hugely popular then).

    Probably because of the people who were spurring on its popularity, the band soon found itself in legal trouble over copyright. US law gets very weird with some of these things, ruling that things like parodies don’t need permission to be performed, but correct credit needs to be given for the music, etc. I really don’t know. However, at the time, Leonard Cohen was still alive, and it is said that he hated this version and he (well, probably his record company) took legal action against Cloverton. Not only could they not sell singles of this song, there was an effort to get every copy of this video purged from the internet. Youtube was taking copies of this down pretty much as fast as they went up. Things were a little better on Vimeo, and I downloaded the video before Cloverton’s channel disappeared.

    Cohen wrote a beautiful song. However, he struggled mightily with the lyrics, and he wrote and rewrote verses for it, and over the years wound up with a bunch of different versions. He uses a lot of the Old Testament imagery, which makes sense, as he was Jewish, but as beautiful as the song is here, I don’t think Cohen manages to build all the connections. First of all, he kind of walks the line between infatuation and love, which is ambiguous (and what many songs do). He seems to get to the point that sometimes there not only is suffering in love, but also humiliation. However, I don’t think he ever really makes the connection to “Hallelujah” – how we can be grateful or even joyful in our suffering. As much as I do kind of like what Cohen did, in my opinion, it almost seems like his “Hallelujah” is a surrender to masochism.

    The brilliance of this version, though, is that I think Cloverton actually does manage to get to that last point. I think that this would have been incredibly hard to do outside of a Christian context, and probably one of the stumbling blocks Cohen ran into. Cloverton’s version is one of the few Christmas songs that takes the events of Christmas and ties them firmly to Jesus’ crucifixion and death. At the same time, it takes the idea of suffering and transforms it to sacrifice and redemption, and when one can do that in real life, “breathing Hallelujah” is not a surrender to masochism, but rather a maturing of faith, the progression from “I believe” to “Let Thy Will be done in me”.

    As a side note, this song was so popular that even though it couldn’t be played on the radio because of the legal stuff, for about the next five years, versions of Cohen’s “Hallelujah” started getting added to Christmas playlists on the radio stations, and groups like Pentatonix were adding it to Christmas albums. This made no sense, as Cohen’s version has nothing to do with Christmas, but it took about five years to stop. (I think Lindsey Stirling was brilliant, doing an instrumental version for Christmas – it reminds one of the Cloverton song without using their text!)

    In addition to the “Carol of the Bells” playlist, I’ve started a general playlist of Christmas songs that will include pieces mentioned here, for anyone interested.


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  • Western Christmas Carols in Eastern Orthodox Churches

    Western Christmas Carols in Eastern Orthodox Churches

    One of the big differences between Eastern Orthodox Churches and Roman Catholic or Protestant churches is how music is used in the services. With Eastern Orthodoxy, a large percentage of the Liturgy (and most other services) is sung, but of that, much of what is sung is in response to what the priest is saying or praying. I suppose it’s a little like the stereotypical idea of one of these big, urban churches, with the pastor up front saying, “Can I get an amen?” or shouting “Hallelujah!” and having the choir and congregation respond back.

    However, with the Eastern Orthodox Churches, I’ve never seen one that has had that type of energy, and the responses involve a lot of “Lord, have mercy”, “to Thee, O Lord”, and “Amen” (though not the gospel type of “Amen!”) Each service also has other parts, some of which are pretty constant throughout the year, but others which will change depending on the service and the season. I believe the Lord’s Prayer and the Creed are in every Liturgy service, but that there’s some variation throughout the year of most other parts.

    The parts that change every week are called Troparions and Kontakions, and they commemorate any celebrations (feast days) or people for that day. For Nativity (Christmas), the Troparion text in English is something like this (translations vary):

    Thy Nativity, O Christ our God, 
    hath shined the light of knowledge upon the world; 
    for thereby they that worshipped the stars 
    were instructed by a star to worship Thee, 
    the Sun of Righteousness, 
    and to know Thee, the Dayspring from on high. 
    O Lord, glory be to Thee

    People who have been Orthodox for awhile just know that this is the piece that goes into that place of the Liturgy. It’s quite different than picking hymns out of the hymnal for the choir and congregation to sing.

    This is one of the reasons that the “kolady” aren’t generally sung in church – liturgically, they really don’t fit. There’s really only one place where they can be “snuck” in, and that’s when the priest is in the altar before he comes out with Communion, but although sometimes liturgical songs are sung here, they don’t necessarily have to be liturgical, because this is an interlude to give the people something to listen to while they can’t see the priest.

    Once the priest comes out with Communion, though, it’s back to the regular liturgical programming until the end of Divine Liturgy.

    What happens in a lot of parishes is that since Christmas services tend to be more full, and it’s cold outside, there are a lot of people who mill around a bit before leaving the church proper. Many choirs take this time to go through a lot of the old carols. For some people, hearing them is a huge part of Christmas, and not hearing them would be hugely disappointing. The days of families living within walking distance of the church and visiting with each other, and singing the old carols amongst friends has long since passed.

    Yet, it’s hard, too, for many people who don’t have the ethnic background to really feel like it’s Christmas without singing some of the famous Western carols in church. In my 20 years in Orthodoxy, I have been part of parishes who sing pretty much only “western” carols, and I have been to parishes where the attitude was that the western carols get played all the time everywhere else, so the “ethnic” carols had better get sung every chance available. It’s very much going to depend on the church.

    From earlier today in Minneapolis. They did about 25 minutes of carols before Vespers started, starting with “western” carols, and then switching to the “ethnic” ones.

    That being said, whatever is the case, it’s just good to do everything in a spirit of charity, especially at Christmas. I don’t know of any western religious carol that anyone has called out as being theologically unsound. That’s not a guarantee that your favorite song will get sung though. As much as the “ethnic” carols don’t remind me of Christmas with my family growing up, I have learned a number of them, knowing that for some people – and this generation is quickly dying off – hearing them is precious, especially when they don’t have YouTube or Spotify or whatever. Oh, gosh, but how things start getting crazy when your choir director has the choir sing “Silent Night” in English and the “original language”. What language would that be? I’m not even sure, but it’s not German, and it’s not Russian!

    In Rusyn and in Russian – completely different “translations” (I think the text to the Rusyn version has no relation to the original German.)

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  • Songs of the Season – Alphabet Photography Inc. – Hallelujah Chorus (from Handel’s Messiah)

    Songs of the Season – Alphabet Photography Inc. – Hallelujah Chorus (from Handel’s Messiah)

    Beauty arising from the mundane – gives me chills even a decade later!

    In addition to the “Carol of the Bells” playlist, I’ve started a general playlist of Christmas songs that will include pieces mentioned here, for anyone interested.


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  • O Holy Night – John Kass

    O Holy Night – John Kass

    By John Kass December 24, 2022  For all the children who should be loved always, but especially on this night, with our arms wrapped around them and a long goodnight kiss on the temple, a kiss more precious than anything wrapped in a box. For every parent who stands quietly in the darkened doorways of…

    O Holy Night
  • Wordle #551

    Wordle #551

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    Wordle explanations are posted a day late to ensure that no one accidentally sees the solution before playing.

    Line 1: One “L”, not in the right place.

    Line 2: I was doing this in a waiting room, and I was having trouble concentrating. I forgot the “L” in the first line, but I got a “C” and “E” in this line.

    Line 3: As I was saying, I was having trouble concentrating – I forgot the “E” here!

    Line 4: I have no idea what “melic” is, but I was grasping at straws here.

    Line 5: By this time, I figured that the word had to end in “CEL”, but I didn’t “see” “excel” for a bit, even after thinking that there might be two “E”s. Once I saw it, I knew this had to be the answer.

    Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!

    Happy Gaming!


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  • Songs of the Season – Vocal Crew – In Dulci Jubilo

    Songs of the Season – Vocal Crew – In Dulci Jubilo

    A girls’ choir – In Dulci Jubilo in the original German and Latin

    In addition to the “Carol of the Bells” playlist, I’ve started a general playlist of Christmas songs that will include pieces mentioned here, for anyone interested.


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