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  • Sunday Gratitude – 5.IV.2026

    Sunday Gratitude – 5.IV.2026

    To those celebrating today – Christ is Risen! – Happy Easter!

    And then there are the “weird” ones here who are still waiting another week, among which I count myself. There have been a lot of services already – yesterday, I think I was in church for nearly four hours. I’ve really struggled this Lent; from the beginning, I felt less ready for it than most years and this year… wow. For the greater part of Lent, I believed that the Orthodox were also going to be celebrating Pascha today, and it was only looking at the calendar more carefully a couple of weeks ago when I realized that no, there’s a one-week difference. I don’t know. I wasn’t expecting to spend so much time in church this weekend, but I was at vigil last night, and I certainly had the feeling of moving from the darkness into the light, and by the time the service was over, there was an air of hopefulness and joy there. For that I am grateful. (My brain did fight against this on the way home, though. *sigh*)

    I am grateful for the more spring-like weather, and the opportunity to be outside. I’m also grateful for my neighbor who invites me to come walking with her.

    I am grateful for friends who take the time to talk even in the rain.

    I am grateful for making it home in a storm the other day; I wasn’t expecting it, then all of a sudden, I was driving down this country highway with lightning flashes all around. I don’t think that they were very close, as there was only a tiny bit of thunder, but what a show! The next day, driving down those same roads, I could actually see how high the water is, and I’m grateful that there were no issues with low-lying stretches of road or the bridges.

    Mourning dove in wreath
    Time to take the Christmas wreath down!

    I am thankful to have had a little bit of time to be outside with my kids, and I’m thankful that they have places around that they can enjoy riding their bikes through, and that they’ve been fine with this “exploring”.

    I am thankful for the joy of singing.

    I am thankful for the things that are showing signs of life (and even blooming) even after a very cold winter and long periods of neglect.

    I am grateful for the opportunity to have been in contact with a number of people on this day, in the joy of Easter.

    I am grateful for yet another sign that I’m not alone through the hard stuff.

    Thank you so much for being here! Christ is Risen!

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  • Sunday Gratitude – 29.III.2026

    Sunday Gratitude – 29.III.2026

    I really hate it when it seems like I blink and yet another week has passed. Somehow so much of this time ends up feeling like a blur, and it seems like all that is left is a growing list of things that should have been done long ago, but haven’t been done yet.

    In the meantime, though, I’ve been trying not to lose a sense of gratitude, and to also try to make the most of the days at hand. We’ve had a couple of days that have hit 70F, which has been amazing, and especially as the days are getting longer, it would be terrible if we didn’t do something to take advantage of the warmer weather. My younger son had a day off of school a couple of weeks back, and the two of us went out on our bikes and rode ten miles together, and it was amazing. He also started taking pictures with my camera that afternoon, so I’ll be sharing a few of those in this post.

    Broken pier Wind Point Lake Michigan

    A couple of weeks after the real birthday, my youngest, in kindergarten, had her first real birthday party. It was a bowling alley affair, and, per the terms of the contract, was less than two hours long, but for a group of 5 and 6 year olds, it was fine. I was completely stressed out over this for at least a week for a number of reasons, but it turned out really, really good. Even the weather held out, kind of… It started raining about the time that the party started, and it was still raining as people left. Had we started a couple of hours later, everybody would have been going home in sleet, because we had a blizzard come through the next day. The kids were thrilled to get the day off of school, and despite the crazy wind, we never lost power. The next day, our dear neighbor made a path for our car using a snowblower.

    I’m grateful that even though I managed to break a spoke on the one bike (a different one than before), this happened in a place where I could ride to a place where I could leave the bike for a couple of days, and which was very close to the bike shop. On the night that this happened, I was also able to get a ride back home with one of the ladies from church. I’d never talked to her before, and she’s incredibly sweet, and lives just a couple of streets over from where I live.

    I’m grateful for the amazing time I had at St. Haralambos in Niles a couple of weeks back. Not only were some very dear “real life” friends there, I finally got to meet Fr. Andrew Damick in person. We have been online acquaintances (friends) for over 20 years, and it seemed like high time to meet him in person. He actually recognized me by sight as well, which is crazy because it’s been a looong time since I posted any photos of myself that he might come across. 🙂 That was a lot of fun, though.

    Breezy days and kites!

    I am grateful, as well, for the opportunity to visit an old friend and just enjoy sitting on the front step, having a conversation in the sunshine.

    In many ways, I feel pulled very, very, very thin. There have been a lot of good things, to be sure, but there have been a number of very, very frustrating things as well. I don’t know; at this point, I’m not sure that I’ll ever have things “figured out”, but there’s a path to go forward on, and that’s the way through this all. Forgive me again for the blog silence – I truly am grateful for you.


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  • Wordle #550

    Wordle #550
    Wordle #550 Game board

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    Wordle explanations are posted a day late to ensure that no one accidentally sees the solution before playing.

    Line 1: One misplaced “R”. Better than nothing.

    Line 2: Let’s get some new letters… Hmm… “R” still isn’t in the right place, but there’s an “N” to work with now as well.

    Line 3: If the “R” can’t be in the 2nd or 4th spot, let’s try the end. Since the “N” probably won’t sit next to the “R”, why not in the middle. “Lunar”? Crazy! Yes!

    Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!

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  • Songs of the Season – Wiener Sängerknaben/Vienna Boys Choir – Stille Nacht (Silent Night)

    Songs of the Season – Wiener Sängerknaben/Vienna Boys Choir – Stille Nacht (Silent Night)

    Christmas as heard in Germany (and Austria).

    Having lived in Germany for 4 1/2 years, there aren’t really “popular” Christmas songs, but tons and tons of songs and hymns that typically get sung by choirs, of different sizes and makeups, children, adults, girls, boys, mixed, with organ, with orchestra… The Vienna Boys Choir is one of the most famous groups, and this is one of their versions of “Stille Nacht” (Silent Night).

    In addition to the “Carol of the Bells” playlist, I’ve started a general playlist of Christmas songs that will include pieces mentioned here, for anyone interested.


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  • Emmet Otter’s Jug-Band Christmas/A Charlie Brown Christmas – ‘Tis the Season Cinema

    Emmet Otter’s Jug-Band Christmas/A Charlie Brown Christmas – ‘Tis the Season Cinema

    It’s hard to believe that this is the last week of ‘Tis the Season Cinema with Lisa at Boondock Ramblings and Erin at Cracker Crumb Life! This has been such a fun exercise – I’ve gotten to discover films that I may not have otherwise seen, and I’ve also gotten to know Erin and Lisa a little better! This week’s movie selection is actually a double feature of shorter films. Both are kids’ movies, and both debuted on television – Emmet Otter’s Jug-band Christmas and A Charlie Brown Christmas.

    Emmet Otter’s Jug-Band Christmas

    The first of these two movies that I watched was Emmet Otter’s Jug-band Christmas. Mind you, I liked it – it’s cute and sweet and I think that in the end, it works. That being said, there were two things that came to mind when I was watching it that were unexpected.

    The first thing I did when the movie was over was check out when Jimmy Carter’s “sweater” speech aired. That was February 2, 1977. When did this movie air? December 4, 1977. Why do I believe this matters? When Jimmy Carter came into office, one of the first things he did was give a speech talking about energy policy. Not only does he propose the creation of the Department of Energy, but he talks about how there will be permanent energy shortages, and how it is the responsibility of every American to conserve energy. He goes on to propose that in every American household, the thermostat never be turned up over 65F during the day, and 55F at night. In short, the good times are over, and I, as your President, can do nothing to remedy any of this.

    Maybe it’s just a coincidence, but that vibe of the permanently downtrodden was a little weird for an American children’s TV special. It reminds me a little bit of the scene with the song “Not in Nottingham” in Disney’s Robin Hood, but in this case we understand that this is England, where bad rulers oppress good people. I noticed at the beginning of the film that the book this movie was based on was written by Russell and Lillian Hoban, who are probably most famous for the “Frances” kids’ books. Although Russell Hoban is American, he moved to England in 1969, and I wonder a little if the tenor of the book, written in 1971, is influenced to some degree by a more English attitude of inevitability.

    That being said, I’m not one that buys into the idea of that riches are the reward of doing things right. In 1973, most of the television programs that were more rural-themed or more popular in rural areas were axed from the US television lineup (Little House on the Prairie and The Waltons being a couple survivors). Emmet Otter goes for a story here of US rural poor, but unlike Little House or The Waltons, who seem to be just getting by, poor Emmet and his mother are not even doing that well.

    Movie still/promo shot – (not my work)

    The major plot-point of the movie is that there’s a talent contest that’s been announced, and as both Emmet and his mother are pretty talented singers, both find it imperative to enter. However, as both of them want to take the winnings to surprise the other with a wonderful Christmas. Up until this point, it sounds somewhat reminiscent of O. Henry’s Gift of the Magi. The big change, though, is that in the story Gift of the Magi the two individuals sacrifice things of their own to pay for gifts to the other, in Emmet, the two characters end up sacrificing things that belong to the other person in the hopes of having a chance to win something for the other person. (The very practical side of me screams, “This isn’t a good idea!”)

    In the end, what might have been a disaster is salvaged, and mother and son come to a place where they’re working together better. I’m not sure if the “lesson” from this was supposed to be the “working together” part, or that if you’re not “getting by”, you’ve got to take a chance on doing something different.

    That being said, it’s a very cute film, and I think Jim Henson and Company did a great job of taking unusual source material and creating something that is pretty memorable in its own right


    A Charlie Brown Christmas

    I had seen A Charlie Brown Christmas many times before, but I bet it’s been at least 30 years, meaning that I haven’t seen the whole thing since I was a kid.

    A Charlie Brown Christmas is a classic, and there are pieces of it that come up in pop culture regularly – everybody knows what a “Charlie Brown Christmas tree” is, for example, but in many ways it’s… different.

    film still – (not my work)

    First of all, it’s not a “Story of Christmas” movie, nor is it a “Let’s Celebrate this Wonderful Christmas” type movie that a person might expect from child cartoon characters.

    Instead, for the most, part, it’s quite an introspection on holding on to the Biblical meaning of Christmas amidst all the hullabaloo around Christmas, be it the decorations, letters to Santa, gifts, etc. Most affected by this seems to be Charlie Brown, who is having a hard time reconciling this.

    It’s interesting that it seems like, to some extent, the show is almost made up of a series of vignettes which come together to build the greater story. Being as this is how good comic-strip writers have to write to build up longer stories, this makes sense, but at the beginning it can seem a little disjointed.

    The music by Vince Guaraldi is superb. There’s music through a lot of this, but it really is played very quietly, which is surprising. It’s modern without being excessively weird. Guaraldi’s version, here, of “O Christmas Tree”, which plays when Charlie Brown and Linus are picking out a tree is perfect to underscore the moment without stealing thunder from the characters. (First, the transition from “Linus and Lucy” – one of Guaraldi’s original songs)

    For a “kids’” special, it’s fairly dark – there’s a good amount of discord and bullying amongst the kids, Charlie Brown and others are allowed to experience the mixed emotions that sometimes accompany the holidays, and there’s no guarantee that most people are even going to appreciate what the holiday is about. However, it’s still a hopeful movie, and I think the point Schulz is trying to make is that even among all the trappings of Christmas, the reason for Christmas is always there if we’re willing to seek it. This scene is probably one of the most iconic of the 50 years of the Peanuts’ strip:

    When this came out in 1965, the comic strip Peanuts had already run in papers for 15 years. There had been popular comics before, but Peanuts was probably the first to break out into merchandising – toys, clothing, animated specials, licensing – and there was no looking back. In 1966, the pop song “Snoopy vs. the Red Baron” by the Royal Guardsmen hit #2 on the Billboard Top 100 singles, and the same group came out with “Snoopy’s Christmas” (which I post about here) the next year.

    Being a huge Calvin and Hobbes fan back in the day, I read what Bill Watterson had to say about the world of being a comic strip creator. Mind you, Watterson had nothing bad to say about Schulz, but Watterson turned down an awful lot of money by refusing to license Calvin and Hobbes for merchandising. I think the reason was that he felt like he’d lose too much creative control over his work if he agreed to it. All that is well and good but in watching “A Charlie Brown Christmas” now, it almost feels strange that Charlie Brown is complaining about all the commercialism when Snoopy and Charlie Brown were all the rage in the late 1960s. That is, unless one takes this almost as a metaphor as well, that besides the “true meaning of Christmas”, that in whatever one is looking for, it’s important to follow the still, small truth and ignore all the noise and the hype around it. Peanuts made Charles M Schulz a fortune, but it seems that although he lived well, he wasn’t ostentatious, and until the end, he was devoted to keeping his humble little strip – his core thing – going until he physically couldn’t anymore.


    I had a medical thing scheduled for yesterday, and so I had my day pretty much planned out, including time to finish this post. While I was writing it, I got a call from the hospital asking me if I might be able to come in three hours early to see if they could get me out before the snow was supposed to get really bad. No problem, I figured I’d just finish writing when I got home, except that I felt awful for the rest of the afternoon and evening, and I’m just kind of getting back up to speed.

    Now I am excited to read the Lisa and Erin’s reviews! Lisa’s review is here: https://lisahoweler.com/2022/12/22/tis-the-season-cinema-emmett-otters-jug-band-christmas-and-charlie-browns-christmas/ and Erin’s is here: https://crackercrumblife.com/2022/12/22/tis-the-season-cinema-emmet-otters-jug-band-christmas-and-charlie-browns-christmas/


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  • Songs of the Season – Mark Hayes (arr) – One Small Child

    Songs of the Season – Mark Hayes (arr) – One Small Child

    “One Small Child” is a Christmas song that came out of the 1970s, originally by David Meece. His recording isn’t bad, but by now it sounds very dated. I don’t know if Mark Hayes, who arranged the choral setting, did so in the 1980s, but I do remember singing this for my school’s Christmas program in 1987. My teacher was a very talented musician herself, and had us sing an arrangement similar to this (two groups, though I don’t think we were split boys and girls since none of the boys were strong singers) with a simple piano accompaniment. There are a number of “professional” versions out there, it’s just that this sounds the closest to memory for me. (Reminds me of historical antiphons, but that’s just me being a geek.)

    In addition to the “Carol of the Bells” playlist, I’ve started a general playlist of Christmas songs that will include pieces mentioned here, for anyone interested.


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  • Wordle #549

    Wordle #549
    Wordle #549 game board

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    Line 1: One misplaced “T”. Better than nothing.

    Line 2: I decided to move the “T” to the beginning, put an “H” after it, and use a vowel that I hadn’t used before. “THI” is correct – not bad.

    Line 3: “Third” – my next guess of a word starting with “THI”. This went surprisingly quickly!

    Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!

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  • Wordless Wednesday #12 – The Bears’ Christmas

    Wordless Wednesday #12 – The Bears’ Christmas

    bears christmas skiing window

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  • Wordle #548

    Wordle #548

    Wordle #548 game board

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    Wordle explanations are posted a day late to ensure that no one accidentally sees the solution before playing.

    Line 1: The “problem children” (“E” and “A”) are back, and they brought a friend! How sweet!

    Line 2: Shall we put them all together to spend some time together? Not a bad choice at all!

    Line 3: With moving the “E” over to the end, I pick a blend to put at the beginning and absolutely shock myself to guess the word of the day so quickly!

    Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!

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  • Songs of the Season – The Royal Guardsmen – Snoopy’s Christmas

    Songs of the Season – The Royal Guardsmen – Snoopy’s Christmas

    This is a fun little song by the Royal Guardsmen, who got to be known as the “Snoopy band” for their hits – two gold records – about Snoopy. It wasn’t necessarily their choice, but they had a surprise smash hit with “Snoopy vs. the Red Baron” in 1966 (hitting #2 on the chart) and their manager was keen to keep trying to do the same thing. Now, “Snoopy’s Christmas” may be the more famous of the two of their “gold” singles with it’s story reminiscent of the 1914 WWI Christmas truce.

    I’d seen the animated video to go with this song, but this live version is awesome as well. I mean, how often do you see a marching glockenspiel in a pop band? The 60s era “high tech” graphics are a hoot as well, and if you think the young men look impossibly young… Well, when “Snoopy vs. the Red Baron” came out in 1966, four of the members of the band were still in high school, and touring had to wait for Christmas break and once they graduated in 1967. While this song was recorded in 1967, the four were no longer in high school, but still in their teens.

    Another little bit of trivia here – According to the band, they were the first band from Florida to have a record to sell a million copies.

    In addition to the “Carol of the Bells” playlist, I’ve started a general playlist of Christmas songs that will include pieces mentioned here, for anyone interested.


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  • December Melancholy

    December Melancholy

    There are a lot of reasons for joy in December. We commemorate the birth of Jesus Christ, who was sent for our redemption. This church holy day has kind of taken on a life of its own, and I see comments all the time about it often hardly seems like that holy day has any meaning in the midst of it.

    The “image” of what Christmas “should be”, of presents and laughter, family and good food, is not necessarily a bad thing either, but for a lot of people, it can be jarring, especially if one gets to feeling lost or left behind in all of it.

    Also for those of us in the Northern Hemisphere, December is the month of the shortest days of the year, of cold, of darkness, and of death. Many times, there is a distinct feeling of loneliness, often exacerbated by the hustle and bustle of others.

    There are some scientific reasons for this, Seasonal Affective Disorder being one of them. Many times, it’s more difficult to pin down. I know I dislike being fed the idea that December is a time when I *should* be happy or excited or what have you.

    I also think it’s interesting that even with the number of “happy” Christmas songs and carols, there are a lot which are much more melancholy, and I have kind of been drawn toward those even as a kid. Give me “Christmas Dinner” by Peter, Paul, and Mary any day over Paul McCartney’s “Wonderful Christmastime“, which makes me want to shoot the radio every time I hear it (and which, thankfully, has not been in heavy rotation on my local “Christmas station” this year).

    I guess when it comes to December melancholy, I try to ride the line between feeling it but not falling into despair, to not try to ignore Christmas, but let it bring its true joy come forth from within, rather than the forced “happy, happy, happy” that would be sold a person. I believe that this is a reasonable place to be, especially during difficult or transitional times, but sometimes “just because”.


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  • Wordle #547

    Wordle #547
    Wordle #547 game board

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    Wordle explanations are posted a day late to ensure that no one accidentally sees the solution before playing.

    Line 1: An “R” in the wrong place isn’t much, but at least it’s something!

    Line 2: Oooh. Now *3* letters all in the wrong places! Progress! 🙂

    Line 3: With an “E” and and “R”, the word wouldn’t happen to end in “ER” now would it? If it does, let’s make it something-“A”-consonant-“ER”. Unfortunately, it’s not “later”. We also can see where the “T” belongs.

    Line 4: Yes, “T” in the right place, but it wasn’t “tamer”

    Line 5: “Taper”? Yes! I’m guessing in the sense of to “taper off” or as in a candle rather than somebody who tapes something 😉

    Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!

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