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Sunday Gratitude – 18.X.2026

Hi everyone! Glad to be back here. I’m still struggling with a lot, and there’s a lot that’s really overwhelming. However, I’m going to give it a shot as far as gratitude here.
Most importantly, probably, is that my son had a surgery on his ear a couple of weeks back, and everything went really, really well. Yes, he had the same surgery back in February on the other ear, and it went really well, but there’s still a good bit of nervousness attached to all these things.

Secondly, I recently took part in the Serbian Orthodox Choral Association’s annual choir festival. Because it was only a week after the surgery, I wasn’t going to go, but then there were people who had signed up who either couldn’t go or couldn’t sing, and I was asked if there might be some way that I could go. I managed to get things arranged, and I went. It was an amazing trip, and I hope to write about it separately. Most of us who went ended up driving, including the people I rode with, but everything went off without a hitch, there were no accidents or incidents with the driving, and the event was a lot of fun. I am very grateful for that, and for getting to see the city and experience the city a little.
If any of you are interested, our choir’s performance can be found here (our group starts at 45:15):
The weather has gotten cooler, and I’m grateful for that (St. Louis at over 90F was quite a shock to the system). This just seems to be one of those patches that is especially rough, so I’d appreciate your prayers for me and my kids.

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Saturday on Substack – 23.III.2024

Well, yes, it’s Monday. But Saturday’s post is up, and I’m already gathering links for next week!
https://open.substack.com/pub/breathofhallelujah/p/saturday-on-substack-23iii2024

Last year’s daffodils – even with the snow, they’re not this far, but quite far along

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Sunday Gratitude – 24.III.2024

(Just a note – I haven’t finished “Saturday on Substack” this week because last night my computer froze and as it was after midnight, I figured that I could update later, and when I went to update on Substack a little while ago, I couldn’t – the page I was working on couldn’t be worked on and essential navigation buttons weren’t working.)
All in all, it’s been a good week, and I’m thankful for that. I’m thankful that I got to make it to church on Thursday, though unplanned until almost the last minute, and I’m thankful to have been helpful to the service on Saturday. And today was really nice as well!
I’m thankful to be seeing a little bit of progress in some of the work here. I’m grateful to have been able to get through the week and not feel crushed by it. I’m grateful to hear what might turn out to be some really good news for a friend who really needs it.
I’m grateful that the snow seems to be disappearing almost as fast as it came, though I’m grateful that my youngest got what was probably a last chance to run around and play in the snow.

This absolutely looked like an angel embracing the sun, and the light spreading out beneath the sun with the clouds. I knew a cell-phone photo wasn’t going to do it justice, but you get a little bit of the idea, especially if you think of the very top there as the neck. I’m grateful to have had the chance to catch up with a friend – over two hours on the phone! *L* It turns out my bone conduction headset also has a microphone, so it was easy to pick up the boy’s room and wash dishes and have hands free to work, and ears free to hear what was going on around me. When I think about what a daytime call like that would have cost even when I was in college! I’m grateful that we can talk to people practically anywhere for minimal cost.
I’m grateful to be learning things, to have a roof above our heads, sustenance, and even a decent amount of comfort. I am grateful to God who loves me, and that there are people who love me as well. I am extraordinarily grateful for all of you who read and write and interact here as well.

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Wordless Wednesday #60 – Old Addresses









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Online Forgiveness

Today marks the beginning of Great Lent in the Eastern Orthodox Church, and practically all Orthodox churches had a service last night called “Forgiveness Vespers” to get things started on the right foot. I’ve heard certain priests say that they notice a lot of people skip the service, and I’m sure they do. Basically, at the conclusion of the service, people line up, often in a circle, and each person goes to every other person in attendance there and asks for forgiveness. It’s beautiful and moving… and difficult, because it’s easy to be frustrated or upset with people whom we know and try to work with.
Mind you, no one should ever think of me as the person who gets Orthodoxy “right”. It was the first time in ages I managed to get kids to church in the morning, and it was a struggle. Maybe it’s just my own weakness, but I didn’t feel up to that struggle a second time in the same day. Besides this, I was just exhausted. I feel really bad we didn’t go to church in the evening, but some days (many day), after a certain point, I’m just done.
One of the ladies at church with whom I’m friendly stopped me as I was leaving the service and said “Forgive me…” Even though the priest had basically just gotten done with reminding everyone of the later service, this lady stopping me to say this surprised me. And then I figured that as I probably wasn’t going to make it to the evening service (and dinner), I should do the same with the people I was talking to at coffee hour before I left. Mind you, it’s not a substitution for the actual service, but there’s certainly a desire that if I have done anything this past year or so, that it can be forgiven, once and for all.
About twenty years ago, in the earlier stages of “online Orthodoxy”, I started noticing something similar virtually, that people writing on their blogs and such would post asking for forgiveness on forgiveness Sunday. Officially, I don’t know if the Orthodox Church has a position on this, but although I found it kind of odd at first, I’ve come around to actually kind of liking the practice.
My reasoning is more or less as follows; when people had a church in their village, their family, friends, and community were very much tied to these parishes, and the people one saw in church were the people one saw in other places in life. These days, not only is that not the case – the people most of us see in church are not the same people we see in day-to-day life – but there’s another group of people whom we encounter, and that is people online. And if there’s one space in particular that could use more of the spirit of forgiveness and goodwill toward one another, that would be online. It’s easy to get caught up in controversies and “reactions” and what-have-you. But for those of us who put significant time into an online presence, it seems right that we’re not just asking forgiveness from the people who happen to be at church on one night, but that we’re also asking it from people we interact with, even if it is virtually.
That being the case (or at least my opinion), even though I’m a day late with this, please forgive me for anything that I may have done here to hurt, frustrate, annoy, or otherwise need forgiveness. Even with this being a very small blog in terms of readership, I’m still very grateful for each of you.

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Sunday Gratitude – 17.III.2024

Wow, I am grateful that it’s been a “down” week, and I’m grateful that it looks like some progress has been made on certain things
I am grateful to have gotten to church with three of the kids, at least. They were incredibly sleepy, but also incredibly quiet.
I’m grateful to have found a number of things that were missing, and I hope that by continuing on, I can find even more missing items!
I’m grateful for having had the chance to see the film “Sacred Alaska”, even if it meant a trip down to Illinois. I’m grateful to have gotten to chat with some people there as well.
I’m grateful for the opportunity to learn about things, because this world is full of wonder, even on the worst of days.
I say it all the time, but I certainly always am grateful for all of you who read this! It’s kind of like setting one side of a conversation free; one never knows what the response may be.

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Saturday on Substack – 16.III.2024

Getting things in under the wire (hopefully).
Come check this out! https://open.substack.com/pub/breathofhallelujah/p/saturday-on-substack-16iii2024

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Wordle #1000


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Wordle explanations are posted a day late to ensure that no one accidentally sees the solution before playing.
Line 1: “Since” – just the “E”. Boo!
Line 2: Moving the “E”, gained the “P”, but I still don’t know how these go together
Line 3: I’m getting good at knowing where the “E” doesn’t go!
Line 4: A word ending in “ER” ? Nope… So by process of elimination, the word must start with “E”
Line 5: And with that clue, and the fact that “P” and “T” needed to get squeezed in somehow, the word is “ERUPT”
Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!
Happy Gaming!
(I hadn’t played in a long time until a few months ago, and I’ve picked it up again, but I don’t think I’ve managed a streak of over six – when my record is 106! #1000 seemed like a reason to “celebrate”, though!)

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Sacred Alaska – Impressions

I had the privilege of being able to see the movie Sacred Alaska in the theater last Tuesday. The film has no “official” theatrical release and theatrical showings have been sponsored by churches. This showing was sponsored by Holy Trinity Orthodox Cathedral in Chicago and the showing took place at the Pickwick Theatre in Park Ridge, Illinois. The owners of the Pickwick are also Orthodox, and besides Tuesday’s showing, they ran it on Wednesday and Thursday as well. The showing was followed by a Q&A segment with Silas Karbo, the producer of the film.
Trailer First of all, the cinematography is gorgeous. Then again, if a person can’t make Alaska look beautiful, something’s wrong. From the time I was five years old, going to Alaska was one of the things I wanted to do most in my life, and I got to visit a friend who lived there when I was nineteen. It was amazing, and that was just staying in Anchorage most of the time. I’d love to go back and really soak it all in for awhile!
I’ve done bits and pieces of research on Orthodoxy coming to Alaska, so I was really interested to see what the movie had to present. It actually surprised me. The beginning of the film was an introduction, of sorts, to Alaska and to the history of the Russians who came over to make money there. These were not Russian families who were coming over to settle.
The movie transitioned into the stories of some of the monks who came from Russia, both for the spiritual needs of the Russians, but also to evangelize the native populations. Although it wasn’t stressed in the film, a number of these monks died in the effort, but there were a couple who went to almost superhuman lengths to bring the Gospel to the Alaska natives. In contrast to the popular idea of peoples being forced to convert under pressure, these missionaries took a lot of time to get to know the peoples and the languages so that they could present the Gospel in a way that made sense to these particular people. As a result, many of these tribes have remained Orthodox now for hundreds of years.
It’s funny, because the film transitions in a way that’s barely perceptible. As this history is being presented, so is present-day life in some of these tribal villages, along with interviews with people and clergy who live out there.
If I remember correctly, the movie speaks about St. Herman of Alaska, St. Innocent, St. Jacob Netsvetov, and then Olga Michael, who was glorified as a saint in the Orthodox Church just this past November. Forgive me if I’ve missed anybody. However, through these saints, the film gives us a little bit of an overview of how Orthodoxy came to these places, and how its lived in these far-flung locales today.
However, the part that I wasn’t expecting was how the film works to put all of this history together not as something that’s merely “nice to know”, but as a key to a mode of living that is challenging, to say the least. Alaska’s rates of alcoholism and suicide are some of the highest in the country, many of the native villages are incredibly poor while prices are incredibly high, and with access to the internet, for example, the comparison of a “subsistence” life to a “Hollywood” life looms large. I think the way this was handled was really, really well done, because it would have been really easy to end the film with the very common, “there’s beauty here but also challenges, and time will tell which side will win out”. All things considered, that would have been a discouraging ending, but they really used the stories of these saints in a way that was quite uplifting to tie it all together.
As far as a couple of small nit-picks, because I knew some of this history already, I could tell that most of the footage was from Central-west Alaska (Bethel being the any town of any size in that area), Spruce Island, and a couple shots from Juneau. Although St. Innocent spent an incredible amount of time in the Aleutians, and they have an incredible and fascinating history, they didn’t make it out there. Knowing a little bit about Alaska, it really sticks out, because there were all these shots of trees and forests and such and… well, trees don’t grow in the Aleutians because the weather is too harsh. (There’s actually a sad story from WWII about this, when Aleutians were relocated to areas near Juneau to protect them from further Japanese attacks and kidnappings, and these people really didn’t know what to do, having never lived among trees!)
Another very small thing was that it seemed like a couple scenes, like of the forest on Spruce Island, got shown a couple times. I know it was mainly for atmosphere, and the shots were breathtaking, but it left me wondering a little where the movie was going. It’s probably something I wouldn’t even notice the second time around. Also, a couple of the drone shots are slightly shaky; not bad, but enough that on a big screen, I thought, “Yep, definitely a drone shot!”
All in all, it was well worth seeing, particularly how the film got to “everyday saints”. I don’t think that this is necessarily a film that would only appeal to the Orthodox, considering the history and cinematography and modern day parts, but there’s a lot of talk of saints, which a few people have issues with. From what Mr. Karbo said afterward, it’s looking like a DVD/streaming release will happen near the end of summer or early fall. I’m adding a Reddit post here that has the showing schedule, which also seems to be available in a post on their Facebook site – which Facebook won’t let me link to directly.

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How are you? (Video)

I filmed this on Tuesday, but I didn’t manage to get it posted… I don’t want to say that there aren’t enough hours in the day because I don’t know if I could handle that, but things always take somewhat longer than expected. I just had some thoughts and figured I’d mix things up a bit and do a video. 🙂
I was having some issues with “technology” and the fact that I’m dealing with a lot of congestion.
“How are you” is an interesting question to be sure, and it can change so much in such a short time! It doesn’t mean that it’s not an important question, though!

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Sunday Gratitude – 10.III.2024

I can hardly believe that it’s almost midnight here! Then again, the “spring forward” effect is in play here along with the fact that I did get in a little bit of a PLN.
I am grateful that older son is not helpless when he’s on his own… In fact, he’s quite independent, and as much as he’s still “little” (though almost as tall as I am), I’m thankful for that as well! I’m grateful that he seemed to take a less-than-ideal situation in stride.
I’m grateful to be getting some work done here, even if there’s so much more to be done.
It had been nearly a month since I’d been at the church I’m usually at due to different issues, and I’m grateful to feel like people were happy to see me back.
I’m thankful for the little bit I seem to be able to listen to people, even when I don’t know them well. All these people that we interact with, all of them have lives and stories, dreams and heartbreaks, but a lot of times, we’re kind of stuck in the mode of thinking of them as say, “the clerk at the gas station”.
I’m thankful to finally have the Christmas tree packed up in its box in the basement.
I’m grateful to have gotten to have a long chat with a dear friend I haven’t spoken with in a long time.
I’m grateful that even with me and kids not feeling wonderful last week, there was nothing too bad.
I’m thankful that a certain history project got done!
I’m grateful for having developed some weird skills. Right now, I’m working on creating an EPUB (ereader/Kindle) file of a very old book. I’ve been struggling with some of it, as my HTML and CSS skills haven’t been used in more than a decade. Tonight is when this thing finally started showing signs of a really cool finished project. I’m about 2/3 done with the text, but I started working with the formatting, and though it’s a slog, I’m also feeling more optimistic about doing a good job with it… I don’t know why, but I’m hoping honing these skills can lead to good things.

AI prompt: Breath and Starshine I’m grateful for God’s Love which is around me all the time.
I’m grateful for the patience so many people have had with me.
As always, I am thankful for you.

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