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  • Sunday Gratitude – 18.X.2026

    Sunday Gratitude – 18.X.2026

    Hi everyone! Glad to be back here. I’m still struggling with a lot, and there’s a lot that’s really overwhelming. However, I’m going to give it a shot as far as gratitude here.

    Most importantly, probably, is that my son had a surgery on his ear a couple of weeks back, and everything went really, really well. Yes, he had the same surgery back in February on the other ear, and it went really well, but there’s still a good bit of nervousness attached to all these things.

    St Louis arch and church

    Secondly, I recently took part in the Serbian Orthodox Choral Association’s annual choir festival. Because it was only a week after the surgery, I wasn’t going to go, but then there were people who had signed up who either couldn’t go or couldn’t sing, and I was asked if there might be some way that I could go. I managed to get things arranged, and I went. It was an amazing trip, and I hope to write about it separately. Most of us who went ended up driving, including the people I rode with, but everything went off without a hitch, there were no accidents or incidents with the driving, and the event was a lot of fun. I am very grateful for that, and for getting to see the city and experience the city a little.

    If any of you are interested, our choir’s performance can be found here (our group starts at 45:15):

    The weather has gotten cooler, and I’m grateful for that (St. Louis at over 90F was quite a shock to the system). This just seems to be one of those patches that is especially rough, so I’d appreciate your prayers for me and my kids.

    Orthodox Church St Louis

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  • Saturday on Substack – 3.II.2024

    Saturday on Substack – 3.II.2024

    The weekly roundup of odds and ends has been posted to Substack!  Check it out here: https://open.substack.com/pub/breathofhallelujah/p/saturday-on-substack-3i2024

    (Apparently, I went from getting the year wrong here yesterday updating pages, and I sent the Substack thing out with the wrong month! *L* ) 


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  • Hostage to the Devil – Impressions

    Hostage to the Devil – Impressions

    Malachi Martin – a very interesting character himself – wrote Hostage to the Devil in the 1970s, on the heels of the popularity of the movie The Exorcist. The book covers five exorcisms of contemporary Americans, and attempts to walk the line between truth in reportage and changing the details enough to protect the privacy of those involved. It seems that in most cases, there were at least audio recordings, and it also appears that Martin conducted a large number of interviews with people who were involved with the stories. 

    The main body of the book is made up of the stories of these five exorcisms. The “contemporary” Americans were born in the early half of the twentieth century, which makes sense considering that the youngest of those being exorcised was, I believe, in her late 20s or early 30s. The exorcisms seem to have taken place primarily in the 1960s, though I believe some of the dating is purposely a little fuzzy to protect identities. While this would have been very recent to 1976, even though this edition has an updated foreword by Martin from the 1990s, as someone who was born after the book was published, “contemporary” does start to feel a little dated in setting.

    What makes the book still interesting, though, is how current it still seems, regardless of the time. It was surprising – but not – that one of the cases involves someone who was transsexual (transgender in today’s parlance) who had gone so far as to have gender reassignment surgery done and live as the opposite sex. Three of them, including a priest, seem to have allowed the demons in through various ways from the pride their had in their intellect. One of these was a college professor, and it’s astounding how Martin is able to get to the heart of the matter in this case – the evil one was not just interested in this man’s soul, but in the influence he had on the next generation of intellectuals; that if “religious experience” could be figured back to brain chemistry or what have you, it makes religion, as such, pointless. 

    I had been warned before starting that this is a very, very scary book. It’s raw and sometimes a bit graphic (but only as necessary) but I didn’t find it particularly scary, but I also have followed news and crime stories for many years, and very little actually surprises me any more as far as the absolute cruelty people can show other peoples. That the demons seem to use these same tactics isn’t a surprise either. I’d guess they’re behind much of the evil stuff that shows up on the news, so seeing it here only seems logical. 

    One of the things that Martin manages to do is really lay out the incredible effort priests put in to an exorcism, that it not only affects them, but, in his opinion, they offer themselves up as hostages to the devil in order to draw the demons out of the possessed. It is only at the point where the demons come out to attack the priests can they really have any success, and that is only with total reliance on Jesus to protect them and fight the battle. There’s actually a sixth story in the book, the story the book opens and closes with, which deals with a priest who conducted a failed exorcism and the aftermath of that. There’s another story where the exorcism, though successful, surely led to the death of the priest months afterward, and yet another priest who allowed himself to be partially possessed falling into the same intellectual trap as the original person who had been exorcised. (In this case, the person being exorcised was a former student of the priest conducting the exorcism, so it’s actually fairly easy to believe that this could happen.) 

    The five cases are as follows:

    • Zio’s Friend and the Smiler – Marianne, a 26-year-old woman living in New York, becomes possessed, despite her very normal upbringing in a Catholic family. 
    • Father Bones and Mister Natch – A young priest gets carried away in intellectual theological “innovation” and ends up possessed because of it. To make matters worse, this spirit goes on to partially possess the priest who does the exorcism.
    • The Virgin and the Girl-Fixer – This was probably the scariest of all the cases and dealt with the man who had had the gender reassignment surgery. 
    • Uncle Ponto and the Mushroom-Souper – An interesting case, as the spirits seem to have been after the man who ended up being possessed from practically birth. Although much of the man’s early life had been a living hell, he pulled himself up out of it, only to have his life nearly destroyed by the spirit who wouldn’t leave him.
    • The Rooster and the Tortoise – This was the story of the professor whose whole life’s goal became chasing the paranormal. What could possibly go wrong? 

    Martin also includes the sections about the failed exorcism, and then short sections that talk about the proper order of God and man and the spiritual world out there. These sections are titled “Good, Evil, and the Modern Mind”, “Human Spirit and Lucifer”, “Human Spirit and Jesus”, and “The Process of Possession”. The first three really remind me of titles to books by Nikolai Berdyaev, and while it’s been a very long time since I’ve read Berdyaev, I know that Martin, like Berdyaev, saw the world not just in the realm of the things that we do see, but understood that there was probably at least as much that remains unseen. In fact, the torture of the priest who failed completing the exorcism seemed to be the inability to tune out completely from the unseen realm. 

    All and all, it was a good read, but not one that I’d recommend to everyone. It’s tough to read a book that shines a light on how easily people can be lured into evil.  Nearly fifty years on, Martin’s observations about modern people and the role the evil one has in things “falling apart” are spot on. In his new forward, published in 1992, he notes that since the book was originally published, things were worse due to demonic possession becoming an “entertainment”. However, throughout the book, he reiterates many times that evil spirits can’t possess someone without that person giving permission initially, and that exorcism can’t be successful unless there is some part of the person which is still struggling against evil, no matter how bad the situation seems. The times may change, but there are things that are understood and are timeless. 

    At least two of the stories were of non-Catholics being possessed, with another of a man who grew up only with a limited sense of cultural Catholicism. Despite this, when it was recognized that an actual possession had occurred, the priests were still willing to go through with the exorcisms because it’s part of what they do. 

    As the very last part of the book, Martin includes the Roman Catholic Rite of Exorcism, complete with instructions for the priest. Although each exorcism is unique, it’s interesting to see the form that this takes. 

    I’ve commented a couple times about the book in other places, I’m including one here as well (though I can’t seem to find the quotes from the book that I wanted to use). 

    As coincidence would have it, the fifth case examined deals with a professor of parapsychology who seems to have some natural psychic ability. Martin makes the claim that it was the professor’s inability to distinguish this ability from psychic experience that led to him being possessed, since the professor’s assumption seemed to be that if he could have these psychic or paranormal experiences, what he experienced, then, must be true or a gateway to truth.

    Reading that last night seemed quite profound, because that does seem to be the case with most people who dabble in alternative or alternate consciousnesses, there doesn’t seem to be a skepticism (…) that what can be experienced can also be some sort of lie…

    Back to the book, though. Martin contrasts the professor with the priest who does the exorcism on him; this is also a man who noted that he had some psychic ability at a young age, but he grew up deep in Wales, where, according to Martin, that isn’t necessarily considered so abnormal. The priest wasn’t necessarily afraid of learning more about such abilities – which was why the paths of the priest and the professor crossed in the first place – but he was much more careful about understanding what he could do as an ability not to be exploited merely for the experience.

    This got me thinking about the stories of very pious monks in modernity who have demonstrated paranormal psychic abilities. It kind of makes me think that some of this may be something that all (or at least most) of us can do under the right conditions, but that generally, it’s a hard talent to unlock because it requires so much discipline to attain. With that much discipline, it would be much harder for evil spirits to take advantage of someone on that plain because one who had the discipline to attain that state wouldn’t be doing it for the experience. With psychedelics, there’s a kind of “hacking” into that state, but it opens the door to all sorts of evil things because it’s like letting kids play with blowtorches.

    Anyway – have any of you read this book? Any other thoughts? Let me know in the comments!


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  • Lilla Rose February 2024 Update

    Lilla Rose February 2024 Update

    For the latest Lilla Rose posts, please check out the following:

    The author of this blog is a “Flexi Rep/Affiliate” with Lilla Rose, and is not employed by Lilla Rose. Purchases made through this link <https://www.lillarose.com/katja> will earn the author a commission.

    Lilla Rose has some pretty big changes going on, and while most of these are more on the backend of things – there’s a couple worth mentioning here. 

    First off, Lilla Rose started off as a direct-sales company, and as such, fell into the realm of multi-level marketing (MLM) companies. While some people find these controversial, many of these companies have some really good products – besides Lilla Rose, Tupperware, Norwex, and the Pampered Chef come to mind. The percentages show that most people don’t make a whole lot of money with these BUT it’s not impossible to do. It’s also not impossible to make a little. I know a lady from church who makes decent money with Pampered Chef and Norwex, but I think she also spends as much time on these things as with a “real” job. In any case, Lilla Rose is changing their structure from being an MLM to being a wholesaler/affiliate business. For me, it doesn’t make a whole lot of difference. However, it does make it much easier to be an affiliate and there’s information on that available here: https://www.lillarose.com/blogs/blog-2/becoming-a-lilla-rose-affiliate

    Secondly, the Lilla Rose website has been totally redone, including a new URL. They are now at lillarose.com rather than lillarose.biz, and so I’ve updated my links (though I probably have at least one more Lilla Rose address to update). The new website is much much more mobile-friendly for those on phones and it (*finally*) gives us reps the opportunity to link to specific items. If I want to talk about their fantastic hairbrush -which is probably the best hairbrush I’ve had in my life – I can have a link to that product without things breaking. (That link is https://www.lillarose.com/ydljjh, btw! *L*) I’m sure there will be glitches, especially in the beginning, but all in all, I think it’s an improvement!

    So, on to this month’s features –

    The “Mane Event”. This month, a tribute to Valentine’s Day, but the flexi offered is hardly limited to the holiday. 

    I think I mentioned the mini-sport. I got two, they are super-cute, but like their bigger siblings, they really hold. I put one in the hair of my 3-year-old for a trip to an indoor bounce fun house, and it held her wispy and fine hair for the time we were there (and you’d better believe I was watching to make sure it didn’t get lost)! You ever lose track of time to the point where you write something and then realize you’ve written about it before. Yep. You know that *never* happens to me! *L* 

    I have been marvelling a bit with the regular-sized flexi for ponytails. Winter was especially brutal to my hair, and I’d get tangles due to dryness, and many times I’d literally end up breaking hair left and right to free it from the ponytail holder that would get stuck on a small number of strands. It’s been a year and a half since I’ve had to deal with any of that! 

    We’re still in the quarterly promotion of free shipping on orders of $60 or more, which is good through the end of March. 

    And… New releases! 

    I have not found my swerve – (it was a large, black metallic one) so, it may be time to replace it. 

    I had the idea a good while ago just to go through sizes and such, for what might be a helpful reference – I know there are the “official” guides and stuff, but sometimes it helps seeing some of this a little differently. I’m also one of the few who can legitimately use (and has used) clips all the way from the mini to the XXL, so I could talk about how that works as well. We’ll see. 

    To order, make sure to click through with my link; every little bit helps.

    https://www.lillarose.com/katja


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  • Fifty-five years later, still shutting down the music in London

    Fifty-five years later, still shutting down the music in London

    Fifty-five years ago, midday on a chilly and grey winter’s day in London, the Beatles went up to the rooftop of the building they were recording and played their last live performance. The “concert” lasted for 42 minutes, and ended with police shutting down the spectacle. As it was supposed to be incorporated into the movie project that they were working on (at that point, still named Get Back, though the film was salvaged and released as Let It Be). 

    Some of the concert is just magical:

    I haven’t seen the Peter Jackson documentary, but I remember seeing scenes in The Compleat Beatles of people going about their normal day hearing this and looking up. (It’s so rare sometimes, isn’t it?) None of them could see the Beatles, none of them had heard this music before, but a lot of people stopped to listen, as it was certainly out of the ordinary. 

    Pretty soon, though, there were complaints about the noise and all the people around; the police were called, and they made their way to the building to put a stop to this nonsense. Apparently, Paul McCartney had already reckoned that the police might make an appearance, and I suppose not unlike many YouTubers today, the idea that they could possibly be arrested was enticing. 

    What took me a long time to pick up on, and only became a clear thought with the Brendan Kavanagh piano issue is that I think British people have a somewhat different attitude concerning police. Hear me out: In the US, people traditionally have thought of the police as representing the people, that they come from the people and their job is to enforce the law on behalf of the people they come from. Therefore, it makes sense that people would show deference to law enforcement, but it would also put a certain responsibility on the officer to act more in the spirit of the law than merely following it to the letter.

    Although this seems to basically be the principle of the beginnings of a police force in the United Kingdom (if Wikipedia is to be trusted), I get the feeling that for a good long while, many Britons regard the police force as an extension of the Crown, that while they may be a “necessary evil”, those who choose to be police officers are, in some way, traitors to their people or their class. (This reminds me of Zacchaeus in the Bible as well.) It seems, too, that there seemed to be somewhat of a rebellious streak in the British psyche, the idea that not only should officers not be given the same level of respect as in the US, but there’s a duty to give them a little bit of a hard time, just as a reminder not to get too high and mighty. The assumption here, though, is that an officer will do as he is told, no matter how absurd, and the objective is not to figure out who is right and who is wrong, but to “keep the peace”. In that respect, the untrue statements that this officer tells Kavanagh make complete sense (same video as before but starting at the point of the police officer’s goofiness):

    She obviously doesn’t see her job as “upholding the law” but rather “keeping the peace” and she’s going to try to do that by going after the party whom she thinks is most pliable to make that happen, regardless of who is right. When Kavanagh stands up for himself, the disgust on her face is plain as day. How dare he! 

    I’m not saying here that the Beatles should be above the law and not expect that if they were breaking the law, there shouldn’t have been some sort of response (though the police saying they had to go to the roof or there’d be arrests may have been a bit much. I think for the most part, the Beatles were happy that law enforcement was around – the photos of the British cops holding back throngs of screaming girls are famous, and for the cops involved, that couldn’t have been easy! On the other hand, the Beatles do poke fun at law enforcement a good number of times in their films and in their music. Probably the most blatant example is in the lyrics of “She Came in Through the Bathroom Window”, where there’s a lyric that goes as follows:

    And so I quit the police department
    And got myself a steady job
    But though she tried her best to help me
    She could steal, but she could not rob

    Obviously, there’s absurdity in the entire song, but the lyric definitely insinuates that crime is a more steady gig than being a cop. 

    Anyway, maybe I’m completely wrong on all of this, and maybe I’m just chattering on about nothing. It wouldn’t be the first time. If there’s a lesson, though, I suppose it is that when authority moves away from enforcing the law to benefit the people it supposedly serves, it’s probably not a bad thing to be a little bit of a burr on its pant leg, whether it be an “unauthorized” concert from a rooftop or refusing to back down in the face of communist goons, even if that would make the job of the cops easier. Let the music play on!

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  • Sunday Gratitude – 28.I.2024

    Sunday Gratitude – 28.I.2024

    I’m thankful that the thaw is on, even though it’s resulted in an awful lot of fog, and many mornings that were very hard to wake up with. I’m grateful that we were all safe on the roads, because especially at the beginning of the week, a good number of people slid off the roads with their cars.

    I’m grateful that no matter how many times I seem to twist my ankles, I don’t ever seem to break anything. I’m pretty sure part of the reason that I was having the plantar fasciitis so bad is that my joints are more flexible than they should be – the tightening of the muscles helped keep me from rolling my ankles whilst walking, but it ended up being incredibly painful. Now that things aren’t so tight again – I’m rolling my ankles again. I have strengthening exercises; I just need to find them and do them now! 

    I am grateful that we made it to the kids’ appointments this week. I’m grateful that the double-scheduling this coming week was caught, and hopefully, won’t be a problem. 

    I’m grateful that my kids’ teachers care about them a lot. I’m thankful for their dentist, who has seen way too much of a couple of them, but still hasn’t given up on them as lost causes! 

    I’m grateful for God’s Love which is around me all the time.

    I’m grateful for the patience so many people have had with me.

    As always, I am thankful for you.


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  • Saturday on Substack – 27.I.2024

    Saturday on Substack – 27.I.2024

    The weekly roundup of odds and ends has been posted to Substack!  Check it out here: https://open.substack.com/pub/breathofhallelujah/p/saturday-on-substack-20i2024


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  • Psychedelics, Rod Dreher, Malachi Martin, Harry Potter – immortality?

    Psychedelics, Rod Dreher, Malachi Martin, Harry Potter – immortality?

    So, Rod Dreher has a forthcoming book on enchantment, and from what I understand, he’s also going to be going into dark/false enchantment a little bit. As part of this, on his Substack, he’s been discussing subjects such as UFO phenomena, artificial intelligence, and psychedelics as examples of modern false enchantments. On the surface, none of these things necessarily scream “conduit to demons”, but as one gets further down into all three of these, there’s a really unsettling amount of really weird, religious type stuff that seems to attach itself to all of it. 

    The funny thing is, I’m just about done with Malachi Martin’s book, Hostage to the Devil. About two-thirds of the way through, instead of being shocked and horrified, I got hit with a very depressive sense surrounding the book, kind of a profound sadness connected to how easy it seems to be for evil spirits to capture people sometimes, especially when they are self-assured to the point of being prideful. It seems like we still fall for the very old promise that if we eat from the fruit, we shall be as gods… 

    The last case that Martin writes about is about a professor who, as a child, realized that he had some psychic ability. He was so taken by this that his whole life became dedicated to the study of parapsychology, eventually becoming a professor in that field. It is in that capacity that he meets a Roman Catholic priest who takes a couple of his classes. Little does he know, but the priest, too, has some innate psychic ability. 

    However, the difference between the two of them is that the professor is chasing the experience of his psychic abilities, never questioning whether what he experiences is the truth or not, whereas the priest is much more cognizant that the ability and the experience are not the same thing, and even in the unseen realm (and probably especially so), every spirit must be tested. 

    I am an ardent believer in the realms of the unseen. Heck, I miss enough of what actually is visible, it’s really no stretch of the imagination that there are lots of things out there that most people will never have the slightest knowledge of, nor is it important to the fabric of their lives. I am fascinated, though, of the stories of holy people – particularly monks – who seem to be able to see things on a different plane – people’s thoughts or infirmities, communicating with people at long distances, even bilocation and the occasional remote rescue. The thing in common here, though, is that when, say, a Christian monk enters that realm, it’s through years of aesthetic practice and discipline. It is not the experience that is sought out.

    Psychedelics, for one, offer the user a shortcut, or “hack”, to the experience. Sure, the user may experience something of that other plane, but they totally lack what they need to comprehend it or to armor themselves against the evil spirits who are looking for easy prey. 

    Furthermore, by assuming that the experience is just a chemical reaction in the brain, it makes it seem as though religion as we know it can be explained and controlled through chemical and/or technological means. Those with the expertise to do this – whether they be modules of “artificial intelligence” or “aliens” – they become the gods who are worshipped and charged to rule the masses. 

    Mind you, a lot of this emergent technological development, while not new in conception, has a lot more “mainstream” support. And of course, one of the goals of it all is the eternal desire of many to live forever. 

    The combination of all these things got me thinking of Harry Potter. Well, Harry Potter and every story where the hero goes through all sorts of trial and tribulation to possess something that others desire for power, without desiring that power for one’s self. In Harry Potter, the Philosopher’s Stone (Sorcerer’s Stone in some editions) is like this; it is highly desired for its granting of immortality to the one who possesses it. For this reason, Voldemort is willing to kill for it, regardless of the fact that even if he would acquire immortality, it would be a cursed existence due to the evil that Voldemort undertook in order to gain that immortality. In some sense, I’d say, Voldemort was looking to “hack” his way into immortality. 

    The flip side to this is when Harry seems to enter a realm between life and death, and this is where he meets Dumbledore again, even though Dumbledore has been dead for a year by this time. At one point, Harry questions Dumbledore about whether this is all real or in his head. Dumbledore responds by assuring him that yes, this is happening in his head, then questioning why something “in one’s head” can’t simultaneously be real. It’s a very good question. But assuming that Dumbledore is real there – perhaps residing “beyond the veil” – he has achieved some sort of immortality, and it’s obviously a much more blessed state than Voldemort ever could dream of. 

    In the same way, I think that if we do try to attain “higher consciousness” through the “hacks”, we will often end up very much in a cursed state like Voldemort, and we allow evil to work itself in. 


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  • Wordless Wednesday #57 – Ironmongery

    Wordless Wednesday #57 – Ironmongery







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  • The power of “no”

    The power of “no”

    This is scary:

    For a little background, Brendan Kavanagh is a pianist and a Youtuber with over 2 million subscribers. His biggest “thing” is playing at public pianos and playing, but also getting people interested in talking with or performing with him. Being public pianos, the instruments are not in the greatest shape, Kavanagh has a knack not just at getting the most out of the instruments, but getting the best in the people that he interacts with, inviting them to chat, play the piano, sing, or dance. It’s uplifting, and this world certainly needs more of that! 

    Here, though, he’s being bullied by Chinese Communists. Who they are and what or who they represent is almost beside the point; they come up to him and demand that none of them show up on the internet. Never mind the man is doing a livestream with hundreds of viewers, so that train has already left the station. When he points out that they’re in a public place in Britain, and he’s got the right to film, there’s a lot of agitation, and almost a threatening vibe from the man who is speaking to Kavanagh. This man does not take “no” easily. 

    The group gets the police involved, and it’s obvious that the police just want to “smooth over everything”. The Chinese man accused Kavanagh of being a racist, which, if I understand correctly, could get Kavanagh in legal trouble under the guise of “non-criminal hate incident” – don’t laugh, it’s a real thing – and Kavanagh points out that he’s got the whole thing on camera, that he called them “communists” because they’re literally walking around the train station with their red scarves and Chinese communist flags. 

    Because Kavanagh refused to buckle, both under the pressure of the Chinese group and the police, he was able to walk away from the incident. However, the video has blown up, and the internet rumor is that this may actually have risen to an “international incident” behind the scenes. 

    One would hope that Kavanagh’s life isn’t ruined by this, that he won’t have to worry about some CCP goon getting revenge on him sometime down the line. On the flip side, I feel a little sorry for the Chinese group – they’re doing exactly what they’ve been programmed to do, and I think it’s ended up embarrassing China. Chinese people who embarrass China have a lot to worry about as well… 

    Here’s an interview with Kavanagh that came out about a month ago after he had an issue with security services before Christmas. It’s quite interesting; the man has a PhD in English and Latin and quit teaching because he got frustrated with the system, and he became a Youtuber rockstar… 

    Fascinating. His persona out in public is a little dumb when it comes to authority, like “I’m just a dumb guy chasing Youtube stardom at a piano, you’ve got better people to pick on.” Hearing him interviewed here, though, he’s quite sharp, and makes a lot of important observations. 

    After hearing the interview, it’s much less surprising to hear that he dug in his heels with the Chinese group, and God bless him for it. I think most people would have just concluded that it wasn’t worth the effort to keep arguing with them, that in the grand scheme of things, these little acts of defiance don’t matter. However, they do. No one expected this to become an “international incident”, and I’m not saying that Kavanagh won’t suffer for it, but he demonstrates that when it comes to matters of conscience, the choice to say “no” still exists. That is more important than words can express.

    I leave you with a few of Kavanagh’s “hits” – hopefully, it’ll be a joyful experience to listen to.

    A random aspiring opera singer:

    Add a violin:

    Mr. Boogie Woogie and Mr. Jazz

    How to fascinate three Dutch girls:

    Breathtakingly beautiful. Parts of this remind me a little bit of Yann Tiersen:

     Oh, and please, whatever you do, don’t go sharing this tweet around


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  • Sunday Gratitude – 21.I.2024

    Sunday Gratitude – 21.I.2024

    The temperatures have risen a bit; it’s still cold, but I’m thankful that it’s not nearly as bitterly cold as before, and that it looks like the snow may be melting this week. 

    I’m grateful to finally have a pair of winter boots. Some of you must be thinking that it’s crazy that I’ve lived so long so far north without them, but at some point, one often just kind of gets used to it. I remember the spring of ’97, which was so long in coming that I was out in shorts as soon as the temperature was coming up to freezing – but I lived in Minnesota, and I’m a descendant of Scandinavians who settled in Minnesota, so why should I have so much winter gear when the cold generally doesn’t bother me? But the boots do an excellent job of giving me grip on the snow and keeping my feet from freezing. 

    I am grateful that I was able to meet up with a friend whom I hadn’t seen since this summer. More than that, I’m glad he’s still around to still meet up with. These last couple years, I have felt, intensely, this notion of shared struggle and bearing each other’s burdens. I feel more able to get through things because I’m bound to others who are going through tough things. Should one of us fall, there’s not just the pain of losing a friend, but of losing some of that “webbing” that makes it possible to keep going myself. 

    I’m thankful that Oxy-clean takes out most washable marker marks on clothes, as my youngest decided to draw all over her white, knit dress today. 

    I’m grateful that some missing things have turned up due to cleaning. 

    I’m thankful to be exchanging messages with friends far and near. I’m thankful I saw the one clerk that I chat with the most at the local gas station today; it had been so long since I’d seen her that I thought maybe she stopped working there. 

    I’m thankful for the little child who sometimes thanks me for the most mundane things. (“Mommy, you washed my shirt? THANK YOU MOMMY!”)

    I’m grateful for God’s Love which is around me all the time.

    I’m grateful for the patience so many people have had with me.

    As always, I am thankful for you.


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