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Sunday Gratitude – 2.VIII.2026

Boy, has it been busy the last couple of weeks! More appointments than I could shake a stick at, and a couple of weekend events as well. I’m very grateful that things pretty much went off without a hitch, and appointments were met, things a t home have been pretty quiet, and events were enjoyable.

One of the events that I went to last Sunday was German Fest in Milwaukee. I had toyed with the idea of biking the 16 or so miles up to church, and then continuing on the eight from church to the fest, but I’m happy that I didn’t do that. Instead, I put my bike in the car and drove up to church, changed quickly afterwards in the bathroom, then biked the 8 up to German Fest. I had never biked along the Lakefront Path before, and it was really beautiful, albeit busy with people, making it impossible to go very fast. For me, one of the draws is that I get to see people I know, and so that was really fun. (I just wish my German dress still fit me.)
I biked the 8 miles back to the car, and at the end I was tired, and I was grateful I didn’t have 16 more to go, but I didn’t feel terrible either. Last year, I parked in a place where it was a four mile ride from my car to the fest, and on the way back, I felt like I was dying. However, I probably hadn’t even been on a bike in at least 2-3 years before then. And now, well, between the Thursday afternoon before German Fest and the following Friday afternoon, I biked over fifty miles, and it was challenging, but fun. 🙂 I’m grateful for the opportunity to be working on my health.
Silly thing, but my older son was looking for 32 gigabyte SD cards for something. I figured that that was easy enough; as long as I can remember, those things aren’t wildly expensive. Imagine my shock when I walked into Best Buy to get one, and they all seemed to be over $45. Insane. I told him to hold off on buying one, and though I often have miscellaneous extra memory cards and such around, there was nothing that would help him in this instance. Mind you, though, that I haven’t purchased any of these in at least 3 years. The next day, he and his sister went to the gym, and I decided to check out WalMart. Wouldn’t you know, but the price was almost as bad. However, there were two associates who came up right by me, one of them holding a plastic case. Wouldn’t you know, but there were two 32GB SD cards in it. They seemed to be confused about where they wanted to put the item, as it had originally come from the outdoor section, as these two were marketed for trail cams. Nobody is looking for SD cards in the outdoor section! I’m sure this is why this was marked down to $8.50. I proceeded to ask if I could buy it, and they were happy to oblige me, as that also meant that they didn’t have to find a place to put them in the case. I am very grateful I didn’t have to shell out three times as much for the same item.
After German Fest, I went over to my church’s church picnic. That was fun, too. The location is great, and it’s nice to hang out with good people. Summer days are beautiful like that.
Speaking of summer days, we finally got some rain. I don’t think it rained at all in July until the 27th and it was kind of sad seeing everybody’s lawns turning brown. I had mowed right around the last week of June, and I had meant to a couple of weeks after that, and I actually started to, but after about 10 minutes of mowing, I twisted my ankle and it hurt too much to keep going. By the next day already, I didn’t know if it was safe to mow, but it was interesting to see how those strips that I did mow turned very, very brown, and I’m grateful I didn’t cut the whole lawn and have it looking like that.
On the weather front, we had strong storms that came through on the 27th. Friends of mine in Milwaukee had power knocked out, but here, thankfully, we kept power, there was no hail, etc. Unfortunately, this was not the case in all of Wisconsin, and the town of Menasha, in particular, got hit badly. My kids and I signed up for an event months ago that takes place in this area; once I heard that there was a tornado, I checked back to see if the event had been cancelled. It didn’t seem to be, so we drove up to the area and just happened to end up on the street here that this man is driving on in the first 3 minutes of the video here.
How did I end up in Menasha? Well, our first destination was in a small town called Combined Locks. The driving on the interstate had been miserable due to rain, and at a certain point, I couldn’t take it any more, and looked for the first exit off, knowing I could come up the western side of Lake Winnebago to get to where I wanted to go. It just happens that Menasha is pretty much on the western side of the tip of Lake Winnebago, so by getting off the interstate, it pretty much meant going through Menasha. It was weird, too, because at first, I just noticed that there were a lot of tree branches and stuff on the sides of the road, and it kind of dawned on me that that must have been a result of the storm. I did not know that within about 15 minutes, we’d be driving through a disaster zone like this. The crazy thing is, though, that once I got through Menasha, my destination was about six miles down the road, and over there, things looked completely normal. For as bad as the tornado was though, it’s amazing that not a single person was killed – certainly something to be grateful for.
The event that the little kids and I went to was a bike ride/music festival called “Bike to the Beat“. The event took place on Saturday, but the four of us made a little mini-vacation out of it, and it was an awful lot of fun. The drive up was absolutely horrendous, lasting 4 hours when 2.5 is more normal. It rained the whole time and there were accidents and road construction in the Milwaukee area. I was so incredibly grateful both to get off the interstate and to actually arrive at the hotel.

BIke to the Beat was amazing, even apart from a couple of wrinkles in the day, and I am grateful that there were no mechanical issues with the bikes, we had all the tools, I didn’t forget any pedals or anything, etc. More than that though, the kids enjoyed the hotel a lot and we took a little detour through Manitowoc on the way back, and it was really a good trip. I’m the type of person who is always trying to anticipate what might go wrong in order to avoid any pitfalls, and when things go off with no major issues, I am grateful.
I’m grateful, too, that after far too long, I got to video chat with a dear friend. I’m grateful, too that through everything, the friendship holds.
Wow, it’s been a full couple of weeks! Thank you all for your patience with me! I am certainly grateful for all of you!

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Sunday Gratitude – 14.I.2024

Oh, man, is it cold outside!
I’m grateful to be in a warm house, certainly.

I had a situation this week – a payment that was supposed to come earlier didn’t – and so I was in a little bit of a panic, as to a bill that needed to get paid today. I ended up scrambling around a bit today to take care of that, but was very grateful to see that the payment came through sometime between last night and this morning. I’m grateful that even if the payment hadn’t come through, I wasn’t totally out of options.
I’m grateful for some time alone; I got a project done that had been sitting, undone, for a year. It makes me feel better because now each one of the kids has their own of this item.
I’m grateful for the ladies at church who cheerfully stayed after realizing I had left my purse there. They didn’t know my number, so I was home before the phone tag caught up with me that this was where my purse was. I said that it would be a half-hour before I could get back to the church, otherwise I could pick it up from somebody somewhere later in the week, but the ladies who were cleaning up said they’d stay, and even said that they were glad for the time they had just to sit and chat with each other while I made it back.
I’m thankful that the car seems to be running well, even in the extreme cold.
I’m thankful that the boots I ordered last week are only slightly delayed, and not lost in Tacoma, as it seemed they might be earlier in the week.
I’m thankful I got to spend a few minutes checking out Lake Michigan today.

I’m grateful for God’s Love which is around me all the time.
I’m grateful for the patience so many people have had with me.
As always, I am thankful for you.

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Saturday on Substack – 13.I.2024

I don’t feel like I necessarily have a whole lot to say, but if you want to get a glimpse of my week online, please follow the link: https://open.substack.com/pub/breathofhallelujah/p/saturday-on-substack-13i2024

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Resolutions, Progress, and Self-Love

I don’t typically do New Year’s resolutions, and I suppose by this time, a lot of people have already given up on theirs. As so many people have pointed out, it’s almost impossible to get somebody to change drastically by will alone. Certainly, will is a part of that, and wanting to change is part of that. However, resolving to go to the gym five times a week when this is a total change from one’s routine is setting ones’ self up for failure. Sure, some people manage it, but most people are going to be discouraged after a few weeks and give up.
This isn’t to say that the goal isn’t laudable, but the path there isn’t practical. (Yes, I was listening to Jordan Peterson again, but he’s got some really interesting things to say. This isn’t exactly what he says, but it got me thinking.) When people want to make a change, even a small change for the better is good. However, to enact change takes some strategy and planning; rather than signing up for the gym plan, making time in one’s schedule for ten minutes of walking every day is probably a much more attainable goal.
For years, for a variety of reasons, I’ve basically quit reading books. It annoyed me a lot, and last year I bought a LOT of books. This year, not necessarily as a resolution, but because there’s so much I want to read, I’m trying to switch things around a bit to make that more possible, by telling myself that there’s a certain time that the chores should generally be done, and if they’re not, letting some of it go. Furthermore, I’m telling myself that even if I only manage ten pages, it’s better than nothing, but that it’s important to read from a book every day. I’ve also been using bookmarks to hold my place (to cut down on the time it takes to search for it) and I got myself a clip-on book light to improve lighting at night (they are remarkably improved from even 15 years ago!) We’ll see what happens.

Not my house! (AI image) Another thing I’m working on trying to change is getting chores under control. It seems like no matter what I do, I’m playing whack-a-mole with what needs to be done. If I catch up on folding laundry (which almost never happens), then something else falls apart, and at the end of the day (week, month, year) I’m completely frustrated and discouraged. I started using an app a couple of years ago, and that’s helped some. One of the neat things, though, is that the app has a timer, and can give you an “average time” of a task. Not that this works for everything, but I think I need to switch from “I need to work in this room until it’s done” to “I’m going to spend an hour on this now and come back to it next week.” Hopefully, if there’s a bunch of things that get an hour here or an hour there, things will feel better.
Another part to this is trying not just to get the daily/weekly things done, but to try to do something that’s longer-term along the way as well. With the app, I can schedule something for pretty much as much time as I want between actions, but it’s not terribly in sync right now.
This may sound like I’m contradicting what I said above about leaving things go, but there’s an interesting point that Peterson makes (assuming I have this right) about how, when we do things with the future in mind, it’s a form of loving one’s future self. In practice, if I take the time to finish putting the groceries away after getting back from the store, it’s saving the future me time (and possibly injury) from tripping over the jugs of apple juice. Again, there’s a balance – sometimes, there are decently good reasons that the things get left for later, but that it shouldn’t be anywhere near one’s “default mode”.
I know, I know, there’s nothing terribly earth-shattering – or even new – in all of this chatter, but I’ve always struggled with being able to be disciplined over the long haul, which makes creating the structure for that even harder. So maybe it starts here, just spending a bit of time every day reading, spending a chunk of the day with house chores so that they’re not completely overwhelming all the time, and getting to the point where it’s easier to write and do other things. It seems so much like the past couple years, especially, have been busy with taking care of one “fire” or another, and I’m exhausted. Giving up isn’t an option. Reviewing strategy, though, does seem to be necessary.
(P.S. Someone requested a list/post on books on my “to be read” list, and I’ll hopefully get to doing that soon!)

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Wordless Wednesday #55 – House Blessing?








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Sunday Gratitude – 7.I.2024

To those celebrating Christmas today – Christ is Born!
I should have been in church this morning, but one of the kids wasn’t feeling well, then kept waking up with a pain in the ear, and as a result, I was probably up at least six times between midnight and 4:30am. No, it wasn’t going to be a day where I got the kids up and going for an early church service. Besides, I was kind of dreading going to Christmas services twice. I’m grateful that once I turned the humidifier on full blast, the child seemed seemed able to sleep and the next time I looked at the clock, it was 10:45am.
I’m grateful that I got to catch up on sleep a little last weekend, and that New Year’s was a quiet affair.
I’m grateful that the kids and I got to spend a little time with the neighbors who were visiting; I’m glad that I got past my nervousness and suggested “spur of the moment” plans that ended up being a lot of fun.
Despite everything, I’ve been on a fairly even keel for the last month or so, I’ve felt that despite everything, God is in control. As things kind of sink in, by the end of the week, I felt like Peter taking his eyes off Christ as he was walking on the sea and just starting to drown & right there was someone to talk to to help me back up, and I’m so very thankful for that.
It looks like we might get hit with a lot of snow this week, which reminded me of a pair of boots that I saw at Land’s End awhile back. I decided to check again to see if they might be on sale or clearance, but they weren’t. However, I noticed that they weren’t actually a Land’s End item, so I checked the website of the company that made the boots. By going with another color and using a coupon code, I managed to buy the boots for roughly half of what they were on Land’s end.

I got myself a USB rechargeable book light, and I hope this makes me more prone to reading. I really hope to read more consistently this year. It’s something I miss, and I really enjoy them. (And my TBR pile is insane – I got a LOT of books in 2023!)
I’m grateful I remembered to call in my credit card payment with about an hour and a half to spare! I’m thankful that, if nothing went wrong, the car’s last payment happened this week.
I’m grateful for God’s Love which is around me all the time.
I’m grateful for the patience so many people have had with me.
As always, I am thankful for you.

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Songs of the Season 2023 – Божић Божић благи дан (Bozic, Bozic, blagi dan)

For those on the Old Calendar – Christ is born! Merry Christmas!
And finally – something in Serbian!

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Saturday on Substack – 6.I.2024

Maybe this is truly the day of “Happy Holidays” with the unique confluence of so many coming together on this date on the calendar. Click on over for the entire post! https://open.substack.com/pub/breathofhallelujah/p/saturday-on-substack-6i2024


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Songs of the Season 2023- The Cherry Tree Carol – Mary Hopkin

“The Cherry Tree Carol” is one of my favorite Christmas carols, though this Mary Hopkin version isn’t my favorite. (It’s grown on me though!) Mary Hopkin is known best for the song “Those Were the Days“, which came out in 1968. However, she did other songs as well, this very old carol being one of them.
Evidence of versions of this song date back to the 1500s or so, and one of the interesting thing I like about this version is that the verse about Christ’s birth being January 6 is retained. So, whether one is celebrating Epiphany, Theophany, Christmas, or Christmas Eve, I wish you all the best!

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A Friday Night at Home in the New Year

I’ve got things I want to write about, but at the same time, they’re not things that I want to start the new year off with. Yes, it’s a calendar page; much like birthdays, New Year’s Days don’t magically change anything, the sun and moon still follow their paths, oblivious to the human invention. At the same time, it’s a place when most of the people in the world do something together, even if it is the proverbial turning of the calendar page, rather than partying in Times Square.

Funny how cold fireworks and hot fireworks look about the same! :) When I was a kid, I kept thinking to how old I would be in 2000, and how things might be when I was twenty. At the time, even high school was barely fathomable. And yet, here I am, now having lived more of my life after 2000 rather than before it.
I caught this article from Not the Bee yesterday about how the calendars for 1996 and 2024 line up (though not Easter) and while I can get into why this happens – there are only 14 different calendars, total, and I spent far too many hours as a kid reading the World Almanac – it’s still a fun little piece of nostalgia. 1996 was one of the more memorable years of my life, and it’s crazy to think that it’s been 28(!) years since these things took place. Yet looking at those calendars – Jonathan Taylor Thomas, etc – it’s easy to be transported back to that time. Unfortunately, I don’t *think* I have any 1996 calendars to share, but I’m pretty sure I have a couple from 1997 (and I think I even marked them on the back as to when I could use them again though I missed chances in 2003 and 2014.)
The world is crazy, and I think there’s a lot more cynicism in the air this New Year than in 1996. I feel like there’s an expectation this year that everything falls apart. In the aftermath of 2020, I can’t really blame anyone for doing so.
Still, each of us has some power to influence our little corners of the world for the better, and in 2024, this is going to be more important than ever, as we feel the structure of things shake beneath our feet. It’s not the time for despair, though. It’s a time to renew our resolve to hold on to God, and hold on to each other in order to make it through whatever this year holds in store. And don’t forget – a lot of that will be positive as well.
Happy New Year!

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Songs of the Season 2023 – O Little Town of Bethlehem – Gaither Vocal Band

Forgive me – I totally forgot about posting yesterday! I’m surprised that it doesn’t seem like I have a version of “O Little Town of Bethlehem” up, so I’m sharing this one, which is beautiful. :)

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