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Sunday Gratitude – 2.VIII.2026

Boy, has it been busy the last couple of weeks! More appointments than I could shake a stick at, and a couple of weekend events as well. I’m very grateful that things pretty much went off without a hitch, and appointments were met, things a t home have been pretty quiet, and events were enjoyable.

One of the events that I went to last Sunday was German Fest in Milwaukee. I had toyed with the idea of biking the 16 or so miles up to church, and then continuing on the eight from church to the fest, but I’m happy that I didn’t do that. Instead, I put my bike in the car and drove up to church, changed quickly afterwards in the bathroom, then biked the 8 up to German Fest. I had never biked along the Lakefront Path before, and it was really beautiful, albeit busy with people, making it impossible to go very fast. For me, one of the draws is that I get to see people I know, and so that was really fun. (I just wish my German dress still fit me.)
I biked the 8 miles back to the car, and at the end I was tired, and I was grateful I didn’t have 16 more to go, but I didn’t feel terrible either. Last year, I parked in a place where it was a four mile ride from my car to the fest, and on the way back, I felt like I was dying. However, I probably hadn’t even been on a bike in at least 2-3 years before then. And now, well, between the Thursday afternoon before German Fest and the following Friday afternoon, I biked over fifty miles, and it was challenging, but fun. 🙂 I’m grateful for the opportunity to be working on my health.
Silly thing, but my older son was looking for 32 gigabyte SD cards for something. I figured that that was easy enough; as long as I can remember, those things aren’t wildly expensive. Imagine my shock when I walked into Best Buy to get one, and they all seemed to be over $45. Insane. I told him to hold off on buying one, and though I often have miscellaneous extra memory cards and such around, there was nothing that would help him in this instance. Mind you, though, that I haven’t purchased any of these in at least 3 years. The next day, he and his sister went to the gym, and I decided to check out WalMart. Wouldn’t you know, but the price was almost as bad. However, there were two associates who came up right by me, one of them holding a plastic case. Wouldn’t you know, but there were two 32GB SD cards in it. They seemed to be confused about where they wanted to put the item, as it had originally come from the outdoor section, as these two were marketed for trail cams. Nobody is looking for SD cards in the outdoor section! I’m sure this is why this was marked down to $8.50. I proceeded to ask if I could buy it, and they were happy to oblige me, as that also meant that they didn’t have to find a place to put them in the case. I am very grateful I didn’t have to shell out three times as much for the same item.
After German Fest, I went over to my church’s church picnic. That was fun, too. The location is great, and it’s nice to hang out with good people. Summer days are beautiful like that.
Speaking of summer days, we finally got some rain. I don’t think it rained at all in July until the 27th and it was kind of sad seeing everybody’s lawns turning brown. I had mowed right around the last week of June, and I had meant to a couple of weeks after that, and I actually started to, but after about 10 minutes of mowing, I twisted my ankle and it hurt too much to keep going. By the next day already, I didn’t know if it was safe to mow, but it was interesting to see how those strips that I did mow turned very, very brown, and I’m grateful I didn’t cut the whole lawn and have it looking like that.
On the weather front, we had strong storms that came through on the 27th. Friends of mine in Milwaukee had power knocked out, but here, thankfully, we kept power, there was no hail, etc. Unfortunately, this was not the case in all of Wisconsin, and the town of Menasha, in particular, got hit badly. My kids and I signed up for an event months ago that takes place in this area; once I heard that there was a tornado, I checked back to see if the event had been cancelled. It didn’t seem to be, so we drove up to the area and just happened to end up on the street here that this man is driving on in the first 3 minutes of the video here.
How did I end up in Menasha? Well, our first destination was in a small town called Combined Locks. The driving on the interstate had been miserable due to rain, and at a certain point, I couldn’t take it any more, and looked for the first exit off, knowing I could come up the western side of Lake Winnebago to get to where I wanted to go. It just happens that Menasha is pretty much on the western side of the tip of Lake Winnebago, so by getting off the interstate, it pretty much meant going through Menasha. It was weird, too, because at first, I just noticed that there were a lot of tree branches and stuff on the sides of the road, and it kind of dawned on me that that must have been a result of the storm. I did not know that within about 15 minutes, we’d be driving through a disaster zone like this. The crazy thing is, though, that once I got through Menasha, my destination was about six miles down the road, and over there, things looked completely normal. For as bad as the tornado was though, it’s amazing that not a single person was killed – certainly something to be grateful for.
The event that the little kids and I went to was a bike ride/music festival called “Bike to the Beat“. The event took place on Saturday, but the four of us made a little mini-vacation out of it, and it was an awful lot of fun. The drive up was absolutely horrendous, lasting 4 hours when 2.5 is more normal. It rained the whole time and there were accidents and road construction in the Milwaukee area. I was so incredibly grateful both to get off the interstate and to actually arrive at the hotel.

BIke to the Beat was amazing, even apart from a couple of wrinkles in the day, and I am grateful that there were no mechanical issues with the bikes, we had all the tools, I didn’t forget any pedals or anything, etc. More than that though, the kids enjoyed the hotel a lot and we took a little detour through Manitowoc on the way back, and it was really a good trip. I’m the type of person who is always trying to anticipate what might go wrong in order to avoid any pitfalls, and when things go off with no major issues, I am grateful.
I’m grateful, too, that after far too long, I got to video chat with a dear friend. I’m grateful, too that through everything, the friendship holds.
Wow, it’s been a full couple of weeks! Thank you all for your patience with me! I am certainly grateful for all of you!

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Songs of the Season 2023 – Let All Mortal Flesh Keep Silence – Stone’s Throw Band


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Songs of the Season 2023 – I Wonder as I Wander – Lindsey Stirling

Maybe it’s just me, but it seems like in the 1980s, “I Wander as I Wander” was a song a lot of people performed, but nobody ever made really popular, and in the ensuing years, it’s fallen out of favor. It’s a strange song, and it’s one that’s really easy to make sound terrible. As I was poking around to find out more about the song, I learned that the composer, John Jacob Niles, was a hammered dulcimer player. Hearing the tune being played on the hammered dulcimer explains some of the strangeness of the chords, but it’s still strange, there’s no chorus, and it’s almost more of a Good Friday song than Christmas song.
I always remember this song being featured in the Newbery Award-winning book “Jacob Have I Loved” by Katherine Paterson; considering what I mentioned about the 1980s, I looked back to see when the book came out and it turns out it won the Newbery Medal in 1980.
In any case, Lindsey Stirling’s version, which I like more with every listen. She’s modernized it, but at the same time really captures some of the strangeness of the piece, both in the instrumental and vocal sides.
A couple more traditional renditions – first off, a vocal version by Jennifer Skaw
and a hammered dulcimer/guitar duo (Steve & Ruth Smith):

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Songs of the Season 2023- Once in Royal David’s City – Sufjan Stevens


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Sunday Gratitude – 17.XII.2023

(Forgive me for being late on this – I got frustrated with finding images and decided to leave it for a bit rather than let the frustration get too out of hand.
I missed the Feast Day of Santa Lucia (St. Lucy). It’s a big deal in Sweden, especially, but Lucia is strongly associated with the light, and in the knowledge and hope that the light is coming. And… Even though I missed commemorating the day, I’m grateful that as much as so much has been incredibly difficult, this may be the turning point to head into the light.
(My Swedish grandmother had this thing that looked suspiciously like a St. Lucia crown, though it probably was too heavy. My sister and I would sneak it out of the side table and play with it by putting it on our heads. It wasn’t going to break, but we weren’t supposed to be playing with it. I still kind of wonder if it weren’t an antique St. Lucia crown.)
I’m grateful that people are praying for me and the kids.

I’m grateful that as dreary as the weather has been, there hasn’t been a lot of snow, and the temperatures haven’t been terribly cold.
I’m grateful that, God willing, there are friends whom we haven’t seen in months coming to visit.
I’m grateful for friends, and friendships old and new.
I’m grateful for the patience so many people have had with me.
I’m grateful for church and the people and the priests.
As always, I am thankful for you.

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Songs of the Season 2023 – Varpunen jouluaamuna – Jarkko Ahola

I saw some people joking about how dark Finnish Christmas songs tend to be. I can’t actually speak to that, but this is definitely one of Finland’s favorite Christmas songs. It’s called “Varpunen jouluaamuna” which translates to “The Sparrow on Christmas Morning” and originally dates back to 1859.

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Saturday on Substack – 16.XII.2023

I don’t have a lot to say other than if you’d like to see this week’s odds and ends, check out the post here: https://open.substack.com/pub/breathofhallelujah/p/saturday-on-substack-16xii2023

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“A Hidden Life” movie impressions

Maybe it was the stories of Daniel in the lion’s den, or the stories of Christians holding on to their faith under the yoke of Communism that I kept hearing in school in the 1980s, but for the majority of my life now, I’ve been intrigued about why people resist tyranny. Obviously, it would be much easier for them to keep their heads down and not attract undue attention and do their best to get through it.

Title photo The tyranny of Adolf Hitler and the Nazis is one that is easily misunderstood. We can comfortably look back and say, “Well, of course he was a monster,” but it wasn’t necessarily so easy coming into it. Besides the legal pressure to conform, the societal pressure was incredible as well, after all, if someone didn’t want Germany to succeed, they must certainly want his friends and neighbors to end up as slaves to another power. Blood traitors and all that.
Yet there were those few who risked everything to stand up. I’ve gone deeply into the history of the White Rose. Franz Jägerstätter was also one of these, though he did not attempt to encourage any widespread resistance to the Nazi regime, through his faith, he got to a point where he felt like swearing allegiance to Hitler was a sin, and he simply would not do it, come what may.
This movie, which came out in 2019, is very atmospheric. The majority is set in the mountain village in Austria where Franz Jägerstätter, his wife, and three little daughters lived. When his friends and neighbors find out that Franz refuses to “help the cause”, they put enormous pressure on the whole family to change their ways. After all, if their husbands, sons, and brothers are fighting for Germany, why should this man refuse? Yet the Jägerstätters continue on, bearing it all to the best of their ability.

Movie still What was somewhat surprising was seeing how, even in the 1940s, in this remote place, how much of the farmwork was done by hand. It seems like due to the location in the mountains, there wasn’t even a lot of farm work done with animals, that everything happened – the planting, the sowing, the reaping – through backbreaking labor, and that when Franz is away, his wife Fani has to take that up. But what other choice does she have? The men are away and if these things don’t get done, they starve.
Even so, Fani Jägerstätter supports her husband until the end. In fact, some of the people felt like Franz became more religious because of her, and to a large degree, it was her fault that he did this. It seems like it is only when Franz is in prison, awaiting execution for his “treasonous” activities, that there starts to grow a begrudging respect for the Jägerstätters, because by the summer of 1943, there were actually plenty of people who knew Germany couldn’t win this war, and they knew their men were being sacrificed in the name of an evil tyrant.

Movie still I liked the movie quite a bit; apart from the heavy subject matter, there’s nothing objectionable – no swearing, no sex, etc. My 7-year-old caught me watching and watched with me for at least a half an hour near the end. I stopped watching before the execution because I wasn’t sure how they would handle that, and I didn’t want a traumatized child on my hands, but when I watched the last five minutes by myself, there was nothing there that would have been terrible for her to see.
It’s interesting, too, how they handled the language. The entire cast is German-speaking, but they speak English for the film. There’s a fair amount of “atmospheric” chatter that happens in German – even some that does sound somewhat more in dialect than standard German, and for the most part, I think that worked.
I feel like I do want to watch this movie again. Despite what happens, the location and cinematography are breathtaking, but at the same time, the director did a good job of demonstrating that the life up there wasn’t an easy one. Franz Jägerstätter stood up against the powers that be for the sake of his home there, the irony, of course, being that because he resisted, he was taken from that home and thrown into a prison under terrible circumstances, never to come out again alive. Here is where the common thread with a large number of those who stood up against tyranny can be found; as much as he loved his life, he loved God more, and walked in the certainty that there are worse fates that can befall a person than physical death. Franz Jägerstätter’s life bears witness to that, and to God’s truth, which he stood for. The Catholic Church beatified Jägerstätter as a martyr in 2007, and his feast day is May 21, on the anniversary of Jägerstätter’s baptism.

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Songs of the Season 2023 – Merry Christmas allerseits – Udo Jürgens

There are songs that manage to be bilingual pretty well, think Jose Feliciano and “Feliz Navidad“, “Angels We Have Heard on High“, or even “In Dulci Jublio“. This, however, is not one of them. Not by a long shot. Not only does he try to put English in the German word order, with the auxiliary verbs at the end, he fails to use proper English pronouns, using the German language genders instead, and randomly word-swaps. It’s so bad, it nearly had me falling out of my seat laughing.
h/t Jordan Prince for the heads up. As he commented, it gets better every time!

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Orthodox Help Reblog – Seminarian fighting cancer


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