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Sunday Gratitude – 5.IV.2026

To those celebrating today – Christ is Risen! – Happy Easter!
And then there are the “weird” ones here who are still waiting another week, among which I count myself. There have been a lot of services already – yesterday, I think I was in church for nearly four hours. I’ve really struggled this Lent; from the beginning, I felt less ready for it than most years and this year… wow. For the greater part of Lent, I believed that the Orthodox were also going to be celebrating Pascha today, and it was only looking at the calendar more carefully a couple of weeks ago when I realized that no, there’s a one-week difference. I don’t know. I wasn’t expecting to spend so much time in church this weekend, but I was at vigil last night, and I certainly had the feeling of moving from the darkness into the light, and by the time the service was over, there was an air of hopefulness and joy there. For that I am grateful. (My brain did fight against this on the way home, though. *sigh*)
I am grateful for the more spring-like weather, and the opportunity to be outside. I’m also grateful for my neighbor who invites me to come walking with her.
I am grateful for friends who take the time to talk even in the rain.
I am grateful for making it home in a storm the other day; I wasn’t expecting it, then all of a sudden, I was driving down this country highway with lightning flashes all around. I don’t think that they were very close, as there was only a tiny bit of thunder, but what a show! The next day, driving down those same roads, I could actually see how high the water is, and I’m grateful that there were no issues with low-lying stretches of road or the bridges.

Time to take the Christmas wreath down! I am thankful to have had a little bit of time to be outside with my kids, and I’m thankful that they have places around that they can enjoy riding their bikes through, and that they’ve been fine with this “exploring”.
I am thankful for the joy of singing.
I am thankful for the things that are showing signs of life (and even blooming) even after a very cold winter and long periods of neglect.
I am grateful for the opportunity to have been in contact with a number of people on this day, in the joy of Easter.
I am grateful for yet another sign that I’m not alone through the hard stuff.
Thank you so much for being here! Christ is Risen!

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Sunday Gratitude – 29.III.2026

I really hate it when it seems like I blink and yet another week has passed. Somehow so much of this time ends up feeling like a blur, and it seems like all that is left is a growing list of things that should have been done long ago, but haven’t been done yet.
In the meantime, though, I’ve been trying not to lose a sense of gratitude, and to also try to make the most of the days at hand. We’ve had a couple of days that have hit 70F, which has been amazing, and especially as the days are getting longer, it would be terrible if we didn’t do something to take advantage of the warmer weather. My younger son had a day off of school a couple of weeks back, and the two of us went out on our bikes and rode ten miles together, and it was amazing. He also started taking pictures with my camera that afternoon, so I’ll be sharing a few of those in this post.

A couple of weeks after the real birthday, my youngest, in kindergarten, had her first real birthday party. It was a bowling alley affair, and, per the terms of the contract, was less than two hours long, but for a group of 5 and 6 year olds, it was fine. I was completely stressed out over this for at least a week for a number of reasons, but it turned out really, really good. Even the weather held out, kind of… It started raining about the time that the party started, and it was still raining as people left. Had we started a couple of hours later, everybody would have been going home in sleet, because we had a blizzard come through the next day. The kids were thrilled to get the day off of school, and despite the crazy wind, we never lost power. The next day, our dear neighbor made a path for our car using a snowblower.
I’m grateful that even though I managed to break a spoke on the one bike (a different one than before), this happened in a place where I could ride to a place where I could leave the bike for a couple of days, and which was very close to the bike shop. On the night that this happened, I was also able to get a ride back home with one of the ladies from church. I’d never talked to her before, and she’s incredibly sweet, and lives just a couple of streets over from where I live.
I’m grateful for the amazing time I had at St. Haralambos in Niles a couple of weeks back. Not only were some very dear “real life” friends there, I finally got to meet Fr. Andrew Damick in person. We have been online acquaintances (friends) for over 20 years, and it seemed like high time to meet him in person. He actually recognized me by sight as well, which is crazy because it’s been a looong time since I posted any photos of myself that he might come across. 🙂 That was a lot of fun, though.

Breezy days and kites! I am grateful, as well, for the opportunity to visit an old friend and just enjoy sitting on the front step, having a conversation in the sunshine.
In many ways, I feel pulled very, very, very thin. There have been a lot of good things, to be sure, but there have been a number of very, very frustrating things as well. I don’t know; at this point, I’m not sure that I’ll ever have things “figured out”, but there’s a path to go forward on, and that’s the way through this all. Forgive me again for the blog silence – I truly am grateful for you.

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Songs of the Season 2023 – What Child is This? – Harry Connick, Jr.

I had this lined up to go yesterday, but things got busy here. I’m not fond of the odd accidental (which a lot of people do), but I was having fun with it in the car this past Sunday, singing along with it – in the same octave!

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Songs of the Season 2023 – Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer – Jack Johnson

This is another really good version of a song that isn’t one of my favorites:
He’s also got here a new ending for the song; I’m not usually a fan of this, but in this instance, it works well enough!

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Sunday Gratitude – 3.XII.2023

It has been a couple of crazy-busy weeks recently; sometimes I hardly know if I’m coming or going. (And attempting to go shopping without my wallet really wasn’t slick!)

In any case, I’m thankful that Thanksgiving happened without any major issues. I’m glad that everyone got a couple days off, even if I was feeling sick.
I’m glad that the appointments I was worried I had missed took place this week without a hitch (and that the only issue that came up was not because of me).
As much as life is incredibly difficult right now, I’m grateful that I’m still standing.
I am incredibly grateful for an ear to listen on a very lonely weekend.
I am grateful that the kids are back home.
As always, I am thankful for you.

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Saturday on Substack – 2.XII.2023

December is here! https://open.substack.com/pub/breathofhallelujah/p/saturday-on-substack-2xii2023


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Songs of the Season 2023 – Christmas in Prison – Carson & Skylar McKee

I’m not exactly sure what I think of this song. On one hand, I’m a sucker for a sad Christmas song, on the other, I don’t think I understand this song well enough to have a really strong opinion. I wouldn’t have included this if it were the original version by John Prine, but the brotherly harmonies of Carson and Skylar McKee are amazing.

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Songs of the Season 2023 – Little Drummer Boy – Bing Crosby

I can’t even begin to tell you how much I’ve fallen in love with Bing Crosby’s voice in the last year or so! And to think, when I lived relatively close to Spokane, the fact that he hailed from there seemed like an odd little fact of relatively minor importance. While, in the greater scheme of things, this may be true, it annoys me a bit that I wasn’t a little more curious about him back then. This is not one of my favorite Christmas carols, but my goodness, does Bing make it sound good! 🙂

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Lilla Rose December 2023 Update

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Here we are in December, and Lilla Rose still has specials going on.
First off, December’s “Mane Event”

The “Mane Event” set is 20% off through December 3rd, and the flexi clip is exclusive to the set.
Next off, the retail promotion… Spend $50 and get a free Christmas/winter hair stick.

The new releases are pretty!

Also, Lilla Rose included a graphic here of their top ten items. I’m a statistics geek, and it’s really interesting to me how many of these are not the flexis:

I ordered a couple things for myself and a few gifts on Cyber Monday, but I haven’t received the package yet to report back to you how the sport minis work. I’ve been wearing my swerve recently; I was having some trouble before with it poking my neck, but if I position it further up, I don’t have that problem and my hair isn’t so ridiculously high that it looks weird.
And a couple of more things before I go! (Both are continued promotions that started last month, which is why the graphics are the same.)
Stocking stuffers:

Also, save on sets:

Take care! 🙂
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Songs of the Season 2023 – Sophia nasci fertur – Lumina Vocal Ensemble


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First impressions – The Shift (Angel Studio’s first original movie)

(I got a discounted ticket through Angel Studios, but this was not in consideration of a review and has no bearing on my opinion of the movie.)

Christian science fiction. On one hand, I would expect someone like Jonathan Pageau to say that it’s not so far-fetched because even when one has a story depicting dystopia, a good story can’t help but ring true because of the way it resonates with the Great Story, that is, Scripture, because even our attitudes of what makes a dystopia dystopic is in our attitudes of truth. I know a lot of people scoff at science fiction as not being “real” literature, but I think the genre is very important in its function that it gets to bend the edges of reality a bit in order to highlight a point, and many of those points are ahead of the curve as far as society goes. On the radio today, Mark Belling commented that the movie 2001: A Space Odyssey was 60 years ahead of the conversation on artificial intelligence, as an example.
I think Christian science fiction is hard because a lot of sci-fi relies on the importance of technology, from its ubiquitous nature to reliance upon it and even as far as fear and reverence of it. Adding a Christian element necessarily changes the focus somewhat because here you have an element that usurps the superiority of the technology. Again, this can be done, but I don’t think there are too many authors that manage to do this well.
In any case, to the story. In the beginning of the film, a man who is not dressed to be swimming is struggling for his life in a lake, where he makes it to the shore with great difficulty. We see the man is injured, he is looking for somebody, and then he disappears.
The viewer is then pulled back, five years earlier, on what started out as the worst day of this man’s life. He was employed by Bear Stearns, and the whole house of cards went falling, and the man – Kevin – sits at a hotel bar having just lost his very well-paying job. However, as he’s sitting there, an attractive woman comes to chat with him. She said she was dared to talk to him by her friends, but they decide to keep chatting from that point.
From here, we start getting glimpses of what life was like going forward. There are the very good things, but we also get clued in that there are some very concerning things as well. We’re brought to a point where Kevin seems to be on the brink of losing his job, things at home are not well, and he’s emotionally stretched beyond what he can take.
Of course, life often throws us curveballs when things are the most stressful, and here is no different, for as everything else is happening, Kevin ends up in an accident, but instead of waking up to an ambulance and a ride to the hospital, he finds himself face to face with a man who calls himself “The Benefactor”. The Benefactor has a veneer of caring about him, but it quickly becomes apparent that his anger has cowed people into doing what he wants.
There was a little bit here that reminded me of the movie The Butterfly Effect, because it turns out that the Benefactor can send a person into an alternate timeline on a whim and can also create doppelgängers of people to cover (or replace) the person “shifted” out of their own time. So, at any point in time, there are thousands upon thousands of multiple timelines happening.
Kevin is resistant to the Benefactor, and does something that affects the Benefactor in a way that no one else has been able to do before. In fact, some people even think the Benefactor may be dead, but in the meantime, Kevin is trapped in this dystopian alternate reality with little clue as to how he might escape. The movie then becomes the story of how Kevin has to survive, what he has to anchor him to keep him from going insane, and how to figure out a way to get back to his real life.
The movie is purposefully confusing, and even somewhat clunky in some parts. Twice, they went with voiceovers to move the story forward. It worked, and it probably would have taken a ton of time to show the information given there, but it probably wouldn’t have been every filmmaker’s choice. They used a lot of slightly shaky close shots, probably to increase the feeling of tension, but I wasn’t a big fan of that either – shaky cameras always remind me of feeling sick from watching the Blair Witch Project in the theater years ago, and while this was nothing like on that level, I did notice it.
That being said, I liked the movie pretty well, and I’ll probably get the DVD when it comes out. It’s interesting and original, and it’s saying something that almost no one these days is saying, which is there is value in resisting evil and following the good even if our resistance isn’t perfect, and even if we remain unknown, and even if we “fail”. Strangely enough, I finally got around to watching the movie A Hidden Life this week. It is about an Austrian farmer who became a conscientious objector to Hitler and paid for it with his life. There are certainly some parallel themes here, and as much as I like history, it’s fun to see someone use science fiction to portray this.
Apparently, the book of Job was more or less the template for the story, and the book itself makes a (paraphrased) appearance. However, because the story draws from Job, there is a very distinct sense that suffering, loss, and patience are both requirements to fighting the good fight.
There was one other thing that reminded me of The Butterfly Effect, and it was in the message at the end. Angel Studios crowdfunds projects, and there’s a little bit of a “pitch” from the character who plays Kevin after the movie has ended. He states that there’s an additional scene that can be accessed by people who make a “Pay it Forward” donation through Angel to help people who might not have the means for tickets to get them for free. In any case, from what I understand, the director’s cut of The Butterfly Effect has an ending there that is quite different than the original; because this movie also jumps realities, I could see even a small additional scene here giving the story a slightly different context.
In any case, if any of you have seen the movie, I’d love to hear from you! Also, if you’re interested in donating or receiving tickets through the Pay it Forward program, the link to that is here: https://www.angel.com/pay-it-forward/the-shift

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Songs of the Season 2023 – This Christmas – Laurel Taylor (feat. JWOODZ)

No, this is not the song “Last Christmas”, which I hate with a passion. It’s definitely an interesting and modern Christmas song, even incorporating rap, which one wouldn’t really expect.

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