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Sunday Gratitude – 18.X.2026

Hi everyone! Glad to be back here. I’m still struggling with a lot, and there’s a lot that’s really overwhelming. However, I’m going to give it a shot as far as gratitude here.
Most importantly, probably, is that my son had a surgery on his ear a couple of weeks back, and everything went really, really well. Yes, he had the same surgery back in February on the other ear, and it went really well, but there’s still a good bit of nervousness attached to all these things.

Secondly, I recently took part in the Serbian Orthodox Choral Association’s annual choir festival. Because it was only a week after the surgery, I wasn’t going to go, but then there were people who had signed up who either couldn’t go or couldn’t sing, and I was asked if there might be some way that I could go. I managed to get things arranged, and I went. It was an amazing trip, and I hope to write about it separately. Most of us who went ended up driving, including the people I rode with, but everything went off without a hitch, there were no accidents or incidents with the driving, and the event was a lot of fun. I am very grateful for that, and for getting to see the city and experience the city a little.
If any of you are interested, our choir’s performance can be found here (our group starts at 45:15):
The weather has gotten cooler, and I’m grateful for that (St. Louis at over 90F was quite a shock to the system). This just seems to be one of those patches that is especially rough, so I’d appreciate your prayers for me and my kids.

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Lilla Rose Fab Friday #2

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I’m a little late here in not posting before the Facebook “event” for Lilla Rose Fab Fridays, but at the very least, I can post that the discount for today and tomorrow is 35% sitewide, which is very, very good!

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Sunday Gratitude – 5.XI.2023

Dear Lord, I am grateful to have made it through another week. It was certainly a week which wore me out, nothing got done easily, and there’s still a good bit more coming up this week.
Still, there are important things to be grateful for. I am grateful that I got to see the specialist I needed without having to wait a long time; I am grateful that I can start physical therapy tomorrow. Physical therapy seems to work most of the time with this, so I am thankful that there looks like the road to healing may be starting.

I am grateful to have had the opportunity to talk to a couple of friends over the phone. Especially on Thursday, I was feeling quite down, and being able to talk about things – even random silly things – is such a help.
I’m thankful that despite the snow, we ended up with some decent weather, and despite all the other issues, I was able to cut the grass. It may be the last time I need to mow this year, but by having the leaves mulched in, there should be much less of a mess come spring. Besides this, I didn’t manage to finish the back a couple weeks ago, and looking out the back windows, it was kind of ugly.
I’m extremely grateful that the solution to going to Confession seems to be working fairly well. I’m grateful to the priest, who has been incredibly kind to me in the midst of so many of my difficulties.
I am grateful for old friends for whom gaps in time are not reasons for the friendship to fall apart.
I am grateful for the teachers my kids have, especially the two younger ones. It’s made a lot of difference as far as their attitudes toward school but I think even beyond. I’m grateful to the staff and volunteers who have just been very nice and very understanding, even when I end up at the school multiple times in the same day.
As much as I miss the kids, I am grateful for a little time to be able to rest, to not be interrupted 30 times in trying to put a thought together in my head, to not feel like I should be doing five things at once, to the point where I feel like I hardly know what I’m doing anymore.
I am thankful to witness beautiful things with the kids, holding them close, artwork, three-year-old “thank-yous”, etc.
As always, I am very thankful to you who read this. Have a great week!

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Saturday on Substack – 4.XI.2023

The rain didn’t exactly wash away the wild and windy Halloween that we had here, but the snow on the ground was pretty in the morning. Come check out my Saturday Substack post over here! https://open.substack.com/pub/breathofhallelujah/p/saturday-on-substack-4xi2023


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No Bravery

This Twitter (X) post came to my attention today
This pastor, Josh Buice, and his wife decided to visit St. Peter’s Basilica in Rome on Reformation Day, wearing Martin Luther T-Shirts and take pictures of themselves doing that there. How stunningly clever! How brave! I’m not Roman Catholic, nor have I ever been, but this couple embarrasses me as an American because they reinforce all sorts of stereotypes about clueless and rude Americans in Europe. However, Andrew Isker, a fellow Protestant, takes them to task as well here: (full tweet text below)
It is remarkable just how immature these guys are. The “immaturity” I am talking about is not “making memes.” It is well known how Luther and the reformers used the 16th Century version of the internet (the printing press) to poast [sp]. I am not talking about that.
But rather the immaturity of not knowing what time it is, and pretending like re-fighting the battles that were pressing in the 16th Century is both extremely edgy and a worthwhile pursuit as our enemies are actively destroying every last remnant of Christendom.
I don’t fight with other Christians over doctrine, even ones I consider to be in very, very serious error unless that doctrine is relevant to the battles we are currently fighting. I don’t fight baptists over baptism. I don’t fight orthos over icons. I don’t fight Catholics over soteriology and the papacy. This is not because I don’t think these things are extremely important doctrinal concerns. They are.
There are not, however, where the battle facing the church is at this moment. It is not the 16th and 17th Century anymore. Anyone with any awareness of the world we live in knows you are infinitely more likely to go to prison for opposing the regime than the Papacy—a regime that murders countless babies, mutilates the genitals of children, sends hundreds of thousands to die in pointless wars, and robs everyone of both their wealth and their historic way of life.
To engage in such pointless trolling, to edgelord in the safety of battles fought by much more courageous men centuries ago is to demonstrate profound immaturity. A childishness that plays silly games as our entire civilization burns to the ground.
-Andrew IskerIsker is spot-on here, especially in talking about the internet trolling and how safe it was for the two of them to do this. What was the worst that was going to happen? Somebody telling them they had to leave because their clothing wasn’t appropriate? Big deal! Apparently, that didn’t happen, because had it, they probably would have posted about that as well.
This reminds me of a story from years back, either in 2006 or 2007. I had already moved back to the US, but I was visiting a dear friend in Germany, and he had taken me to Eichstätt, where there is a major Catholic university. Outside of town, he drove me to a little Turkish restaurant where, he said, the food was more authentically Turkish than most döner stands in Germany.

Not the same cross, but I’ve misplaced the one from the story Once the man standing at the counter looked at us, I was filled with fear. He wasn’t mean or nasty, but my blood ran cold as he saw the three-bar-cross hanging from my neck. I have never had something anything like that happen before or after. We ordered our food, and sat down in the small dining area to the right of the front counter and acted as normally as possible.
A very clear thought came to my mind, “If you know what is good for you, you will NOT cross yourself before you eat.” Whether it was the voice of fear itself, or whether there was some other reason that came to my mind, I don’t know. I just had the strange feeling as though I would be risking my life to show any more outward sign of being Christian. Part of me felt as though I was falling into nonsense, and I fought the feeling back. When we had our food, I paused for a moment, crossed myself and quietly prayed, “Lord, Jesus Christ, bless the food and drink of these your servants, for you are ever gracious, holy, blessed, and love mankind, Amen.” All in all, what, ten seconds?
My friend and I ate our food. We weren’t exactly in a rush, but we didn’t dawdle, and we left immediately after we had finished. We exited the restaurant, and before we got to the car, my friend – who is extremely gentle and had probably seen me pray before a meal hundreds of times before – turned to me and chastised me, saying, “Why did you have to cross yourself like that? You could have gotten both of us killed!”
The strange situation had gotten even stranger; I had said nothing to him about the weird sense I had gotten in the restaurant, particularly not that I felt that I was in danger. My response was, “And if he killed me, that’s on him, not me, isn’t it?”
(I almost wanted to apologize for the fact that he probably would have been killed with me, as I had actually thought of that, but I didn’t.)
The momentary flash of anger dissipated. Although my friend knew that I took being an Orthodox Christian seriously, I believe this was the first time he realized that I’d actually be willing to die for my faith. He understood that I hadn’t just done something foolish because I didn’t know better. I sensed awe mixed with tenderness in him as he answered, “I guess you’re right.” He wasn’t even angry that he probably would have suffered for my “sin” as well.

Random Eichstätt I don’t know what in the world happened that day, whether the man or the place had some sort of evil attached to them, or the two of us were suffering separate but shared delusions. I just know that I did not feel safe there, showing the outward expression of Christianity, and neither did my friend.
I’m not saying the pastor above isn’t a brave person; I don’t know him or his story, so I can’t speculate. However, there wasn’t an ounce of courage required to pull off this stunt. There was more courage standing up to whatever malevolent force was in that restaurant. There’s more courage with Jewish students in the US (much less Europe) wearing things that identify them as such. There’s more courage in the sixth-grader I know who refused to bow to the whims of his school administration by refusing to “admit” that there are more than two genders. Maybe the pastor just meant to be funny, but then he ought to have been clear about that (and maybe not worn shorts).

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Lilla Rose November 2023 Update

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With Christmas coming up, there’s a lot of stuff going on with Lilla Rose here in November, so let’s get started!
First off, the “Mane Event”

Yes, it’s the 3rd, but for once, I’m not late! The “Mane Event” set will be 20% off from today until the 5th in conjunction with the return of Lilla Rose’s November “Fab Fridays”.

Every Friday at 11am Pacific, the discount wheel at the Lilla Rose Facebook Page will be spun and a discount of that amount will be applied to orders made that Friday or Saturday. For those who join in live, there’s a chance to win a new release item.
As mentioned in the above graphic, the promotion this month is free shipping with orders of $60 or more.

Not only that, but there are some interesting new releases:

The necklace chain looks like it could be finicky or quite pretty if done right.
I haven’t done a whole lot with my hair in the last month; I’ve actually been wearing it down more than I have in a long time. I did have one event that I did my hair up for, though I lacked the bobby pin or two to keep the little braid ends tucked up where I wanted them to stay.
I haven’t tried the sport minis yet; I’ll probably order a couple things in time for Christmas, and I’ll probably add a couple in there. I’ll let you know how that works out.
Stocking stuffers:

Also, save on sets:

There’s also a bundle offer for anyone who might want to get into selling Lilla Rose. (Not a requirement for enrolling!)

Take care! 🙂
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Wordless Wednesday #49 – Pumpkins (no spice)






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Sunday Gratitude – 29.X.2023

The weather was beautiful this week, for the most part, though the chilling fingers of winter started grasping over the area yesterday or so. We went from having the windows wide open to having the heat on. I pulled the potted plants in, and I planned to bring a few to share at church today, but we didn’t make it, as neither I nor a couple of the kids felt great.
My mind is incredibly scattered at the moment, and not in a good way. I’m hoping the routine of school tomorrow will help get me back on track. As it appears though, we may have one kid home sick. We’ll see.

I am grateful that the weather was nice and that there was a chance to go out to the park on more than one occasion. I’m grateful that the one day there was a little girl there just a few months older than my youngest, and the two of them had a grand time going around with each other while the girl’s grandmother and I had a nice chat in the lovely, warm sun. I gave the girl’s grandmother my phone number on the chance that she’d like to get together again.
I am grateful for the very sweet things my toddler does. How she’ll say “thank you” for little things she appreciates, or how she’ll exclaim “I love you mommy!” when something makes her really happy. It melts my heart! (And it breaks it knowing she’ll grow up out of this.)
I’m grateful that the kids had a couple of “extra” days off of school where we could really take it easy.

I’m grateful I got to talk to a couple of my friends in Germany this past week.
I’m thankful that we did make it out to a pumpkin patch, even if it is one of the little local ones. The little kids looked forward to that for a long time.
I’m grateful that when I was shopping and I dropped my coupons ($15 worth, and the reason we went to that store on Friday) that I retraced my steps and found them easily.

Quince harvest 2023. Unfortunately, all but one were already split open. I’m in a weird state of mind right now, and I think it’s a reaction to a number of things not going well over which I have little control except for my actions and reactions. I just have to keep reminding myself of that adage that when one is going through hell, the worst thing one can do is just stop and stay where one is.
I am thankful for you.

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Saturday on Substack 28.X.2023

I totally forgot to post Saturday on Substack here last night! Here goes! https://breathofhallelujah.substack.com/p/saturday-on-substack-28×2023

Even in the warm weather, the leaves begin to thin out

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Wordless Wednesday #48 – Houses Without Corners (Anton Kratochvil)









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Sunday Gratitude – 22.X.2023

My Sunday afternoon got hijacked by something unexpected – not necessarily a bad thing, but something unforeseen – and so sitting to write didn’t happen yesterday. Oh, I should never plan on writing after the kids are asleep – I usually nod off myself and that’s the end of the story! *L*
I am grateful that the past week was an awful lot calmer. No kids’ activities to attend, no doctor’s appointments, no administrative or legal appointments. Despite all the greyness and rain, it was really good to be able to relax a little.
I am grateful that even though kids weren’t feeling great at the beginning of the week, it seems like it’s a pretty minor bug and that it left pretty much as soon as it came (except for the youngest – but she got to stay home and rest!)
I am grateful to have found my missing camera.
I am grateful to have wonderful friends to connect with, both old and new. That community is so necessary in these days!
I am grateful for all the beauty of fall. Despite all the grey and rain, it hasn’t been a hard rain, and so most of the leaves are still on the trees. When the sun comes out, the reds and yellows – and almost purple of some trees – is dazzling.

I had to stop to get a picture of this tree! I am grateful that it’s finally feeling like a lot of the mind-numbingly slow and tedious work in the house is finally feeling like it’s bearing fruit.
I am grateful for these days, as crazy as they may be, both in the small and large scope, because the days – and we walk so few, actually – are a gift from God.
Thank you so much for reading!

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