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  • Sunday Gratitude – 18.X.2026

    Sunday Gratitude – 18.X.2026

    Hi everyone! Glad to be back here. I’m still struggling with a lot, and there’s a lot that’s really overwhelming. However, I’m going to give it a shot as far as gratitude here.

    Most importantly, probably, is that my son had a surgery on his ear a couple of weeks back, and everything went really, really well. Yes, he had the same surgery back in February on the other ear, and it went really well, but there’s still a good bit of nervousness attached to all these things.

    St Louis arch and church

    Secondly, I recently took part in the Serbian Orthodox Choral Association’s annual choir festival. Because it was only a week after the surgery, I wasn’t going to go, but then there were people who had signed up who either couldn’t go or couldn’t sing, and I was asked if there might be some way that I could go. I managed to get things arranged, and I went. It was an amazing trip, and I hope to write about it separately. Most of us who went ended up driving, including the people I rode with, but everything went off without a hitch, there were no accidents or incidents with the driving, and the event was a lot of fun. I am very grateful for that, and for getting to see the city and experience the city a little.

    If any of you are interested, our choir’s performance can be found here (our group starts at 45:15):

    The weather has gotten cooler, and I’m grateful for that (St. Louis at over 90F was quite a shock to the system). This just seems to be one of those patches that is especially rough, so I’d appreciate your prayers for me and my kids.

    Orthodox Church St Louis

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  • Another “Orthodox Coincidence” courtesy of St. Alexander of Munich

    Another “Orthodox Coincidence” courtesy of St. Alexander of Munich

    I really shouldn’t be all that surprised. After all, these have been happening to me for 20 years now. It’s one of the reasons I, as a former Protestant, have no problem believing that the saints live on and intercede for us. I have no other explanation for this type of thing.

    It started with a post to the Orthodox Christianity group on Reddit asking if anybody could recognize this saint. The person asking is Roman Catholic, and it is obviously a Roman Catholic pendant (reliquary pendant, actually), and though the poster thought it might be Mary, it didn’t seem to make sense with the rose and the fact that it seems to be a second-degree relic.

    I was intrigued; it’s beautiful. I now wanted to know as much as almost anybody who is depicted here.

    Since it seemed like part of the problem is that the pendant is yellowed, I decided to take the image and use a photo-editing program to try to remove some of the excess yellowing and see if there was any color to revive. The result came out like you see here.

    Here, it is somewhat easier to see that the the red object is not a sacred heart, but indeed, a rose. It is also more clear that the woman’s hands are not holding the rose but are folded in front of her. Besides the red rose in the center, there’s a white rose to the left of the center one, and what looks to be a half-hidden golden rose on the right.

    This makes it almost indisputable that this is a “Rosa Mystica” – or Mary of the Mystical Rose – pendant. There was an Italian woman by the name of Pierina Gilli who claimed to have had a series of visions of Mary between 1947 and 1983. Although the Roman Catholic Church does not officially recognize the visions, at least not yet, ever since 1947 people have made pilgrimages to Montichiari, Italy, where many of the visions took place. Although Mary of the Mystic Rose already existed as a title for Mary, the description here – with the three roses of white, red, and yellow/gold – is from Gilli’s description. Furthermore, the feast day is July 13.

    Now, it’s July 13th that seems to be the start of the coincidences. July 13 is the day St. Alexander of Munich is commemorated. I mentioned to the person who posted originally that it seemed to be a coincidence, roses and July 13. He wrote me back saying that he was very familiar with St. Alexander, as the wife of his priest, Alexandra Lloyd, has written and published two books about the White Rose.

    By this time, I was stunned. What was even crazier is that in our conversation, he mentioned that he’s happy that the cause of Willi Graf to be canonized as a Roman Catholic saint has proceeded along, and that in 2017, the first step towards beatification was initiated, and that in 2020, that preparations for his beatification are being made. There was a German television special from the 1980s that had made mention that Willi Graf and Christoph Probst (Alexander Schmorell’s best friend) would be considered for sainthood, but I had searched for years for any further information than that. Because of being busy with kids and family, it’s something that I wasn’t actively hunting for for quite awhile, but even as recently as about a week ago, I posted the question online in a Catholic forum for any information, and every single avenue has come up with nothing – until now, randomly chatting with somebody because of a post about a reliquary medal.

    As far as the members of the White Rose go, it’s a shame that they all won’t be glorified as saints, because I think it’s the proper thing to do. I think with Alexander Schmorell, it was special that there were still people alive who knew him who were either at the glorification, or knew it was happening. St. Alexander has a special place in my heart, and is intricately linked to my journey into and in Orthodoxy. However, Willi Graf is probably the person in the group whose personality seems to be most similar to mine. I have always had an incredible respect and admiration for him, and I’ve known for ages that if anybody is a saint of the twentieth century, Willi Graf certainly is.

    A cross belonging to Willi Graf, which he brought back with him from the Eastern Front. (I took the picture before I knew how to take good digital pictures inside in dim light, hence the poor quality.)

    Reliquary pendant photos used with permission.


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  • Wordle #523

    Wordle #523
    Wordle #523 game board

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    Wordle explanations are posted a day late to ensure that no one accidentally sees the solution before playing.

    Line 1: Hmm.. Just an “E” and in the wrong place.

    Line 2: Still not the right place for the “E” and some more consonants eliminated

    Line 3: Nothing in the right place, but some more letters, yay!

    Line 4: Oh, boy. For all the times I used “feast” as a starting word, and now it’s actually the solution! 🙂

    This does make me wonder about the new “curated” list. After all, yesterday was “drive”, and in the US, it’s one of the heaviest days for driving, with the Thanksgiving holiday and all, and today, “feast”, because that’s what Thanksgiving is known for. Just a couple things that make me go “hmm”.

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  • Wordle #522

    Wordle #522
    Wordle #422 game board.

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    Line 1: This is crazy – I play yesterday’s word, and I get three letters correct already!

    Line 2: Not “brine”. Time to pick out some more consonants!

    Line 3: Yay for “drive”!

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  • White Christmas – ‘Tis the Season Cinema

    White Christmas – ‘Tis the Season Cinema

    I am tagging a long a bit with Lisa at Boondock Ramblings and Erin at Cracker Crumb Life with their Christmas movie watching (‘Tis the Season Cinema). Last week was a lot of fun, so even though I might be kind of late here, here I go with this week’s film.

    And yes, Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

    Singing! – (still from the film White Christmas – not my work)

    Wow! No wonder people went to the movies once upon a time! I have been to the movies twice in the last ten years or so – I saw They Shall Not Grow Old in 2018 and Man of God earlier this year. Both were fantastic, but both were fairly “niche” films which had very limited runs. I don’t work right by a movie theater anymore, but for years now, I don’t hear about anything I’d like to watch in theaters – they all seem to be blockbusters, and almost nothing seems appropriate for bringing kids to.

    This actually reminds me of passing a theater in a mall in Sioux Falls, South Dakota in 2020. South Dakota did even less “locking down” because of Covid-19 than Florida did, and that summer, there were no new movies being released to theaters because theaters pretty much everywhere else were closed. Obviously, somebody had a James Bond thing going on here, but there still were a mix of adult, family, and kids’ movies.

    So… “White Christmas”. I had never seen this movie before. I’m not kidding you. I think one of the reasons I don’t think about “movies” as a recreational pastime is that my parents weren’t very much into movies either. This is a movie that is a feature-length (2 hours) “adult” movie with no swearing, no sex, no violence, and a group of characters who may not always be angels, but are primarily motivated by the good. I guess I shouldn’t be surprised, as the movie is from 1954, but it was amazing to watch. How sad that the “family-friendly” romantic comedy seems to be dead, dead, dead. The most “risque” thing here is probably the men “filling in” for the young women in their song and dance number while the young women are escaping the premises. Very, very tame by today’s standards!

    I had two classes in college under the theater department, one was a beginning acting class, and one was “American Musical Theater”. I kept noticing things that were mentioned in both classes regarding the period and the acting and everything. The “show within a movie” is a pretty tried-and-true method of getting some extra songs and dances in, and I supposed this is the one place where I wasn’t necessarily feeling that some of that was moving the plot along, but if you went to the movies wanting to see songs and dance, it works. 🙂

    I also have been watching a fair amount of YouTube channels about historical hair and clothing, and I remember somebody recently mentioning about how the 1950s fashion still has an outsized influence on fashion and what we consider beauty today, so seeing this “in its element” was gorgeous too.

    The plot, like a lot of musicals, was fairly thin, but the characters who are able to work with the plot twists are what really make the film watchable. It’s because of this that even though the movie is set in its present time, and could only work there, the movie is still a classic.

    It was amazing to see the treatment they had of veterans, but considering that the film came out less than ten years after the end of WWII, that’s understandable, as much more of the general population had experience with being in the military than today. I worked on US military bases abroad for nearly four years, and it was nice to see a film that depicts military members that do go back home to “normal” lives, rather than being either part of some elite fighting force or damaged by their experiences in the military.

    A still or promo shot of the characters in a military show – (not my work)

    The Stanislavski method was already a thing then, but it was fun to see a movie with acting rather than just emoting all over the place. And adults acting like adults, and humor that was funny without being gross.

    Yes, it’s a Christmas movie, and yes, it gives Bing Crosby two occasions to sing “White Christmas” (one as a solo). Again, his voice is amazing, but he’s got so much control over it (I’m so glad Mariah Carey was not allowed to trademark calling herself the “Queen of Christmas”. She has an incredible voice and an incredible range, but she’s completely the opposite of Bing Crosby in style – she’s just all over the place with her voice, and I’ve never liked that.)

    (I also want to mention, very quickly that the hairstyle of Phil (played by Danny Kaye) reminded me very much of Kramer from Seinfeld, and I couldn’t not see that sometimes.)

    Anyway, I don’t know if this is a great review, but it’s been a busy week and I was happy for the chance to watch a refreshingly sweet movie (even if I had to break it up). Happy Thanksgiving to you all!

    I haven’t read the other reviews, but if you’re interested to read, Lisa’s review is here: https://lisahoweler.com/2022/11/26/tis-the-season-cinema-white-christmas/ and Erin’s is here: https://crackercrumblife.com/2022/11/26/tis-the-season-cinema-white-christmas/. I appreciate being able to tag along with these movies! 🙂

    P.S. If you would like to watch this, I watched it on DailyMotion at this link: https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x7v2t88


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  • Wordle #521

    Wordle #521
    Wordle #521 game board

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    Wordle explanations are posted a day late to ensure that no one accidentally sees the solution before playing.

    Line 1: “Axiom” did okay. “I” already correct, and an “M” somewhere else.

    Line 2: Sometimes “I” and “M” go together – this was one of those times!

    Line 3: Make it “IME” and then pick a blend to start the word, and voila!- “PRIME”

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  • Wordless Wednesday #8 – Happy Thanksgiving!

    Wordless Wednesday #8 – Happy Thanksgiving!
    Thanksgiving pinecone turkeys

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  • Wordle #520

    Wordle #520
    Wordle #520 game board

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    Wordle explanations are posted a day late to ensure that no one accidentally sees the solution before playing.

    Line 1: So… “Brave” gave me a misplaced “A”. Better than nothing, I suppose.

    Line 2: Moved the “A” to the beginning, and added an “I”, and did well with both there. As for consonants, not so great.

    Line 3: The first consonant! Yay!

    Line 4: You can tell when I’m having trouble when I start playing words I don’t know are actually words. I was looking for something that would give me an “SM” ending, so I made it up; it happened to work, but it’s not what I was actually looking for.

    Line 5: Without “SM”, there were very few choices of what the letter between the “I” and the “M” could be. “O” was definitely a choice, but which of the remaining letters could then fit between the “A” and the “I”. One by one, I started trying to match these things up, and as soon as I got to “X”, it clicked. It just took awhile to get there!

    Just a note – this week has been kind of crazy, and I have been feeling incredibly tired. I mean to post more than Wordle, but life has a way of making me try to focus on other things.

    Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!

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  • Wordle #519

    Wordle #519
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    Line 1: Wow… “Avert” really worked out well here. Makes me wonder about having the game curated now.

    Line 2: “Crave” it is not

    Line 3: But “brave” it is. Crazy quick puzzle.

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  • Sunday Gratitude – #8

    Sunday Gratitude – #8

    It’s been a cold week, and so all the winter things have been pulled out from various closets and containers and purchases have been made to “fill in” where an item or two has been needed. I am grateful to be at a point where when one of the kids says they need something for school (usually in the morning as I’m trying to get them in the car) that there’s usually something that will work, or at the very least, temporarily make due.

    I am grateful that I can spend some time doing what I like – in this case, blogging – and that it’s been wonderful starting to get to know people in the community.

    I’m grateful that even when things seem to all be going wrong and stuff seems to be falling apart right and left, I have faith that God has given that this is a season, and that things do get better.

    I’m grateful for my dentist and the dental hygienist where I go – they are both fantastic people.

    I feel as though this is a period of not loneliness, but of going through something alone, in phase not exactly of resignation, but of just being silent and enduring, of having the choice of giving up which would lead to disaster, or allowing God to use this fire for a better end, as tough as that is.

    On this day nine years ago. Lake Michigan in Milwaukee

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  • Wordle #518

    Wordle #518
    Wordle #518 game board

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    Line 1: I was not expecting this word to do well, and I wasn’t disappointed!

    Line 2: With a better word, some progress. The “T” is good, now there’s going to have to be some shuffling of my two favorite problem children.

    Line 3: Wow! The main thing that I came into this guess wanting to do was find the places for “A” and “E”. We see from guess #2, that they aren’t in 2 and 3, and because of the “T” a the end, they can’t be in 3 and 5, so I decided to go for a word that started with “A” and put “E” in the middle. “Avert” was the first thing that came to mind, and I was shocked to see it be the solution!

    Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!

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