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  • Sunday Gratitude – 2.VIII.2026

    Sunday Gratitude – 2.VIII.2026

    Boy, has it been busy the last couple of weeks! More appointments than I could shake a stick at, and a couple of weekend events as well. I’m very grateful that things pretty much went off without a hitch, and appointments were met, things a t home have been pretty quiet, and events were enjoyable.

    One of the events that I went to last Sunday was German Fest in Milwaukee. I had toyed with the idea of biking the 16 or so miles up to church, and then continuing on the eight from church to the fest, but I’m happy that I didn’t do that. Instead, I put my bike in the car and drove up to church, changed quickly afterwards in the bathroom, then biked the 8 up to German Fest. I had never biked along the Lakefront Path before, and it was really beautiful, albeit busy with people, making it impossible to go very fast. For me, one of the draws is that I get to see people I know, and so that was really fun. (I just wish my German dress still fit me.)

    I biked the 8 miles back to the car, and at the end I was tired, and I was grateful I didn’t have 16 more to go, but I didn’t feel terrible either. Last year, I parked in a place where it was a four mile ride from my car to the fest, and on the way back, I felt like I was dying. However, I probably hadn’t even been on a bike in at least 2-3 years before then. And now, well, between the Thursday afternoon before German Fest and the following Friday afternoon, I biked over fifty miles, and it was challenging, but fun. 🙂 I’m grateful for the opportunity to be working on my health.

    Silly thing, but my older son was looking for 32 gigabyte SD cards for something. I figured that that was easy enough; as long as I can remember, those things aren’t wildly expensive. Imagine my shock when I walked into Best Buy to get one, and they all seemed to be over $45. Insane. I told him to hold off on buying one, and though I often have miscellaneous extra memory cards and such around, there was nothing that would help him in this instance. Mind you, though, that I haven’t purchased any of these in at least 3 years. The next day, he and his sister went to the gym, and I decided to check out WalMart. Wouldn’t you know, but the price was almost as bad. However, there were two associates who came up right by me, one of them holding a plastic case. Wouldn’t you know, but there were two 32GB SD cards in it. They seemed to be confused about where they wanted to put the item, as it had originally come from the outdoor section, as these two were marketed for trail cams. Nobody is looking for SD cards in the outdoor section! I’m sure this is why this was marked down to $8.50. I proceeded to ask if I could buy it, and they were happy to oblige me, as that also meant that they didn’t have to find a place to put them in the case. I am very grateful I didn’t have to shell out three times as much for the same item.

    After German Fest, I went over to my church’s church picnic. That was fun, too. The location is great, and it’s nice to hang out with good people. Summer days are beautiful like that.

    Speaking of summer days, we finally got some rain. I don’t think it rained at all in July until the 27th and it was kind of sad seeing everybody’s lawns turning brown. I had mowed right around the last week of June, and I had meant to a couple of weeks after that, and I actually started to, but after about 10 minutes of mowing, I twisted my ankle and it hurt too much to keep going. By the next day already, I didn’t know if it was safe to mow, but it was interesting to see how those strips that I did mow turned very, very brown, and I’m grateful I didn’t cut the whole lawn and have it looking like that.

    On the weather front, we had strong storms that came through on the 27th. Friends of mine in Milwaukee had power knocked out, but here, thankfully, we kept power, there was no hail, etc. Unfortunately, this was not the case in all of Wisconsin, and the town of Menasha, in particular, got hit badly. My kids and I signed up for an event months ago that takes place in this area; once I heard that there was a tornado, I checked back to see if the event had been cancelled. It didn’t seem to be, so we drove up to the area and just happened to end up on the street here that this man is driving on in the first 3 minutes of the video here.

    How did I end up in Menasha? Well, our first destination was in a small town called Combined Locks. The driving on the interstate had been miserable due to rain, and at a certain point, I couldn’t take it any more, and looked for the first exit off, knowing I could come up the western side of Lake Winnebago to get to where I wanted to go. It just happens that Menasha is pretty much on the western side of the tip of Lake Winnebago, so by getting off the interstate, it pretty much meant going through Menasha. It was weird, too, because at first, I just noticed that there were a lot of tree branches and stuff on the sides of the road, and it kind of dawned on me that that must have been a result of the storm. I did not know that within about 15 minutes, we’d be driving through a disaster zone like this. The crazy thing is, though, that once I got through Menasha, my destination was about six miles down the road, and over there, things looked completely normal. For as bad as the tornado was though, it’s amazing that not a single person was killed – certainly something to be grateful for.

    The event that the little kids and I went to was a bike ride/music festival called “Bike to the Beat“. The event took place on Saturday, but the four of us made a little mini-vacation out of it, and it was an awful lot of fun. The drive up was absolutely horrendous, lasting 4 hours when 2.5 is more normal. It rained the whole time and there were accidents and road construction in the Milwaukee area. I was so incredibly grateful both to get off the interstate and to actually arrive at the hotel.

    Manitowoc train tracks Lake Michigan

    BIke to the Beat was amazing, even apart from a couple of wrinkles in the day, and I am grateful that there were no mechanical issues with the bikes, we had all the tools, I didn’t forget any pedals or anything, etc. More than that though, the kids enjoyed the hotel a lot and we took a little detour through Manitowoc on the way back, and it was really a good trip. I’m the type of person who is always trying to anticipate what might go wrong in order to avoid any pitfalls, and when things go off with no major issues, I am grateful.

    I’m grateful, too, that after far too long, I got to video chat with a dear friend. I’m grateful, too that through everything, the friendship holds.

    Wow, it’s been a full couple of weeks! Thank you all for your patience with me! I am certainly grateful for all of you!


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  • Music Memory – Elliott Smith – Say Yes

    Music Memory – Elliott Smith – Say Yes

    The summer of 2003, like the summer of 2002, was brutally hot in Europe. That year, I was blessed to be working a job that not only did not require me to work in the heat of the day, but also was air-conditioned. My hours were such that not only did I have Saturdays and Sundays completely free, but by the time I came in for work on Monday, most of the people running “normal hours” were on their way home, so if I squinted really hard, it seemed almost like a 3-day weekend every week. It was glorious.

    I don’t remember a lot about the summer, but I do remember that the fall was absolutely glorious, the weather was amazing, the sun’s rays painted the world with a golden brush, and my view to the Alps got more colorful by the day. I had gotten into the habit of listening to AFN radio – American Forces Network – a lot. There were three things that stuck out in my mind from AFN that fall – a tribute commemorating the 30th anniversary of Jim Croce’s death, staying up ridiculously late to hear the Chicago Cubs not make it into the World Series, and news that Elliott Smith had died, apparently of suicide.

    I didn’t know a whole lot about Elliott Smith, but I did know who he was, and I was acquainted with his music through the soundtrack of Good Will Hunting. It’s interesting to me how Good Will Hunting was really a big deal when it came out and how it seems to be almost forgotten now. I’m sure some of that came about stemming from the whole drama between Matt Damon and Minnie Driver that put off a whole lot of people, but during the time that there was a lot of “buzz” about the movie, Elliott Smith was even nominated for an Oscar for his song “Miss Misery“, which features prominently in the film.

    Smith at the Oscars, 1998

    Over the next couple of weeks, in these days before Youtube, I listened to my Good Will Hunting soundtrack many, many times. Elliott Smith isn’t exactly a rockstar, and he’s not even what you would call a singer. He sings, but unlike most, he sings to the top range of his voice, which, in a voice like his that isn’t terribly strong, a sense of being vulnerable, or of being ready to fall apart. A lot of Elliott Smith’s original music is like that, he sings as one who struggles with the modern things, not trying to feed a family of six children on a miner’s salary, but more of trying to hold on against the darkness of today’s zeitgeist. At the same time, he’s able to create beauty in large part because of the experience of the pain.

    I think the Beatles were masters of using that juxtaposition of generally upbeat music with lyrics that were a lot more depressing. It’s impossible not to hear the Beatles’ influence on Eliott Smith, apart from all the covers he did of Beatles’ songs – from the types of chord changes to the voice double-tracking to his look – but while the Beatles tended to still be positive on the full message, Smith’s direction was much more questionable, and his songs were more explicit about drinking and drugs and hopelessness.

    During that time in 2003, the train track closest to where I lived was under repair, and for a couple of weeks there, there was a bus that was being run to take care of the passengers that had to go that way. There was no road that ran roughly parallel to the line, and so the route that the bus had to make to get to all the little stations here in the foothills of the Alps in southern Bavaria was very circuitous. (A long and winding road! Ha!) I rode in the bus, my little portable CD player with me, in awe of the scenery around, the mountains in the distance, the hills, the farms, the roadside shrines, and the gentle warmth of the sun illuminating the green and orange and red as if it were stained glass. The juxtaposition of that beauty with the knowledge that the man singing into my ears had taken his life just a few days before was hard to process.

    Not 2003, but 2005 a little further north

    Over at Pleximama, she recently wrote a post entitled “Say Yes”, which has nothing to do with Elliott Smith, even though that’s the name of one of his best-known songs. The post is worth a read, but talks about how we should “say yes” to God where we are because He loves us as we are. Crazily enough, “Say Yes” by Elliott Smith has a little of that same theme; by his standards, a “happy” song, about the hope that comes with a girl who he’s surprised may love him despite being “damaged bad at best”. The common thread here is that when one can accept being loved as one is, the change in perspective that a person has is nothing less than life-altering, and with God, that love is eternal.

    It’s heartbreakingly sad that there are so many people who do succumb to the darkness, as Smith apparently did. I felt that sadness riding the bus that day, and as much as there are things that I really do like about Smith’s music, even his Beatles’ covers are sometimes hard for me to listen to because he does seem to color him with the sadness he carried.

    Nineteen years have now passed since Smith’s death on the 21st of October, 2003. He was 34 then. I’m close to a decade past that age, and neither time nor age have made any of it any less sad. I think of his songs that I know from time to time, but on some level, they’re connected now to listening to AFN at odd hours and riding on that replacement bus through the fall colors all those years ago.

    Not 2003, but 2005 a little further northhttps://pleximama.blogspot.com/2022/10/say-yes.html

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  • Wordle #489

    Wordle #489
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    Line 1: “Denim” isn’t a horrible word to start with, but it sure didn’t give me a whole lot to go on here!

    Line 2: Using one of my base words, I didn’t get too much more here, though I got the place of the “E”

    Line 3: I’m wagering here that it’s going to be an “O” word rather than “U”, and the word will probably fit the pattern consonant-consonant-O-consonant-E, but there are a lot of words that fit that, even with discovering an “R”.

    Line 4: I found the place for the “R”, but I’m starting to worry now – even with the number of letters to be used dwindling, I don’t feel like I have a good grasp on this.

    Line 5: Oh, boy… Well, I guess getting 4 of the 5 constitutes a “good grasp”!

    Line 6: Grove! Hallelujah!

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  • Wordle #488

    Wordle #488
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    Line 1: No, I don’t think “quirk” is in my “Top 1000 words for starting Wordle”. At least I got an “I” out of it, even in the wrong place!

    Line 2: Thankfully, more letters on this line, but where to put them? Fun times!

    Line 3: Shuffling things around again. I seem to have talent in placing letters where they do not belong!

    Line 4: Since the chances of the I being in position 4 are higher than in position 5, I’m going to look for something that puts the “I” in four which would probably put that elusive “E” in spot two. This guess also lets us know that the “N” has to go in the middle.

    Line 5: This took a little bit of time to figure out; there aren’t a whole lot of words with “ENI” in the middle with so many letters, including the “S” being out of play. I started going through letters for both open places, and when I thought of the possibility of the word ending in “M”, the word “denim” seemed to scream at me that it was the answer to this puzzle

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  • Wordle #487

    Wordle #487
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    Line 1: Even with the “X”, I was hoping for a little more from “exist”

    Line 2: The “I” in the middle with no “E”, “S”, or “T” makes this very interesting. Also, an “R” that’s not in place two but not part of “RT” to end… Interesting, indeed!

    Line 3: I wasn’t a fan of the double “R” here, but I was having a tough time thinking of anything to play. At least with this, if the word wasn’t “whirr”, I’d know exactly where the “R” went.

    Line 4: One of the possibilities here is “quirk”. Yes, there are other “IRK” words out there, but I couldn’t think of anything that wasn’t ruled out by other letter being ruled out. Why not? Just because there was another “Q” word recently doesn’t mean that it can’t pop up again… Hit the button… Yay! 🙂

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  • Wordless Wednesday #3 – Answering the Hypothetical

    Wordless Wednesday #3 – Answering the Hypothetical
    Tow truck on a tow truck


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  • Wordle #486

    Wordle #486

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    Line 1: This is quite nice – we know what 4 of the 5 letters are!

    Line 2: The problem is, all of these letters are so common, there’s a lot of ways to arrange them!

    Line 3: We start with “stein”, now “geist” – Feel the German influence? (Though “stein” in English does not mean what “stein” in German does.) Finally, I’ve got some letters nailed down.

    Line 4: Hmm… Could this actually be a word using the letter “X”? Yes it is! 🙂

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  • Wordle #485

    Wordle #485
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    Line 1: You could do a lot worse than “spade” for a beginning word!

    Line 2: So if I move the “E” to the middle position, I’m guessing that “T” is the most likely choice for a blend with the “S” – awesome! The “N” is a bonus too!

    Line 3: “Stein” seems to be the best guess here, and it works! I thought the days of 3-guess games might be over, what with some of the silly starts, but I’m glad to have gotten this.

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  • Gratitude – Sunday #3 – A breath of hallelujah

    Gratitude – Sunday #3 – A breath of hallelujah

    This is the fourth week in a row that we’ve missed church; I realized at the end of my toddler’s “cold” that besides the cold, she almost certainly was teething, in which some of her symptoms and behaviors make a lot more sense.

    It’s been a very tough week, and as much as taking the kids to church is stressful, I was planning on it. Then I woke up this morning and felt uncomfortable pressure in my head which eventually morphed into a headache around my right eye and the uncomfortable feeling as though too much motion might make me throw up. Were I alone, I still might have pushed through with it, but with kids, it just wasn’t going to happen. I feel guilty about it, even with two of the kids having minor cold symptoms as well (mostly occasional phlegmy coughs).

    It is often hard to feel gratitude in times that are crazy stressful. Yet in the midst of it all, it’s absolutely gorgeous outside as we’re at the very colorful part of fall, full of soft, golden light, before the leaves pile on the ground and the sun’s light is cold.

    I’m reminded as well, from the phone call with my priest friend that I mentioned last week, that despite everything, there’s a lot to be grateful for. I don’t mean this at all in the sense of “I’m glad I’m not those people, because they’re going through something so much worse”, but rather that there are a lot of people suffering through different things. It does no good to compare sorrows, but the realization that there are a lot of people out there who are dealing with really big things. It’s doesn’t make the path less lonely, per se, but it grants a perspective where one is less alone.

    I think that’s the best I can do to explain this without getting into specific details. I certainly don’t want to use someone else’s tragedy as an example. All I do want to say is that where there is life, there is hope, but through the sacrifice of Jesus God gave us that hope which continues into the next life. The struggle is worth it, not just for ourselves but for our “neighbor” as well. It’s kind of the sense of where the title of this blog came from; that even in the midst of all the suffering we carry on a breath of hallelujah.

    I am also very grateful that my kitchen sink is working enough better that at the moment, I can use both sinks. The disposal died and that has led to all sorts of problems with the sink on that side as well as the dishwasher which drains through the disposal. It’s caused a tremendous backup of dishes in the house, which has not helped my sense of being stressed.

    I am grateful to be listening to my toddler, who is singing in the kitchen right now. She’s making a huge mess with a hamburger bun, but she only gets to be little once.

    But even if you should suffer for righteousness’ sake, you are blessed. “And do not be afraid of their threats, nor be troubled.” But sanctify the Lord God in your hearts, and always be ready to give a defense to everyone who asks you a reason for the hope that is in you, with meekness and fear;  having a good conscience, that when they defame you as evildoers, those who revile your good conduct in Christ may be ashamed.

    1 Peter 3:14-16

     

    #notmycar 🙂

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  • Wordle #484

    Wordle #484
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    Line 1: The only thing caught here with “catch” is an “A” in the incorrect spot.

    Line 2: New letters, moving the “A” to the middle, etc.

    Line 3: Trying to figure out where the “P” goes, got the “E” as a bonus.

    Line 4: I see here that the “P” has to go in the second position, but I totally forgot that it can make a blend with “S”. After several minutes of going through all sorts of vowel combinations, I realized my error and had the puzzle solved.

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  • Wordle #483

    Wordle #483

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    Line 1: “Floor” didn’t do great things here.

    Line 2: Breaking out a base word here – good ol’ “baste”. It does a little better.

    Line 3: I know “watch” was a solution quite awhile ago, but I play it anyway, on the off chance that the “T” actually goes in the middle. This pays off mightily.

    Line 4: Here’s the issue though. The word could be “catch”, “hatch”, “match”, or “patch”. I do not have enough guesses to guess all of these (though I think this would be the only thing allowed in hard mode). Instead, I play “campy” in order to see which of these letters should go in the first spot.

    Line 5: What a “catch”! 🙂

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