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  • Sunday Gratitude – 18.X.2026

    Sunday Gratitude – 18.X.2026

    Hi everyone! Glad to be back here. I’m still struggling with a lot, and there’s a lot that’s really overwhelming. However, I’m going to give it a shot as far as gratitude here.

    Most importantly, probably, is that my son had a surgery on his ear a couple of weeks back, and everything went really, really well. Yes, he had the same surgery back in February on the other ear, and it went really well, but there’s still a good bit of nervousness attached to all these things.

    St Louis arch and church

    Secondly, I recently took part in the Serbian Orthodox Choral Association’s annual choir festival. Because it was only a week after the surgery, I wasn’t going to go, but then there were people who had signed up who either couldn’t go or couldn’t sing, and I was asked if there might be some way that I could go. I managed to get things arranged, and I went. It was an amazing trip, and I hope to write about it separately. Most of us who went ended up driving, including the people I rode with, but everything went off without a hitch, there were no accidents or incidents with the driving, and the event was a lot of fun. I am very grateful for that, and for getting to see the city and experience the city a little.

    If any of you are interested, our choir’s performance can be found here (our group starts at 45:15):

    The weather has gotten cooler, and I’m grateful for that (St. Louis at over 90F was quite a shock to the system). This just seems to be one of those patches that is especially rough, so I’d appreciate your prayers for me and my kids.

    Orthodox Church St Louis

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  • Wordle #496

    Wordle #496
    Wordle #496 game board

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    Wordle explanations are posted a day late to ensure that no one accidentally sees the solution before playing.

    Line 1: It’s always nice when words outperform their statistical probability – this one, however, did not. The “A” is my only clue, but it’s in the wrong place.

    Line 2: Reverting to “beast” here, to keep the “A” out of the second spot. It’s nice to get the “S” and the “E”.

    Line 3: More letters in the incorrect spots, but the “N” is nice to have. Now I have 4 of the five letters, but no sense of order.

    Line 4: I guess that maybe the “S” and the “N” might go together. Logically “E” and “A” might as well, epecially considering that the “A” can’t be in the third spot. With guessing “SNEA”, the only logical thing to play is “sneak”.

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  • Where Saints Have Tread

    Where Saints Have Tread

    Six years ago this week, very early on a Monday morning, residents around Wicker Park in Chicago were awakened to a huge sound and rumbling, which some compared to an earthquake. When the dust settled, it became clear that the empty church building located at 1903-05 W. Schiller street. 1903-05 W. Schiller St. had collapsed.

    The church had belonged to a congregation called Mision Cristiana for many years, but as I wandered through the neighborhood one day in around 2007, it was almost immediately apparent to me that the church had not been built for this Spanish-speaking Protestant congregation, but had once been an Orthodox church. This was particularly interesting because the area already has a number of Orthodox Churches, and it was intriguing to find that there had once been yet another one. (I was also struck as to how oddly-shaped the church was, being situated on a triangular-shaped lot.)

    As it turns out, the church was the original home of Holy Resurrection Cathedral, and the parish had moved to a bigger church further northwest in the city in the 1970s. The address of the church had originally been 8 Fowler Street, but with the changes to addresses and hundreds of street names that took place in Chicago between 1895 and 1920 (over 500 in 1913 alone!) the address of the original church would become 1905 W. Schiller. However, the church purchased parcels that would be known as 1903 W. Schiller, 1905 W. Schiller, and 1907 W. Schiller.

    In the beginning, there was a two-story building at 1905 W. Schiller, as can be seen at this link: https://oururbantimes.com/development/historic-mystery-revealed-proposed-conversion-wicker-park-church. It seems as though there may have also been a building at what became 1907 W. Schiller, and the two buildings were incorporated into the church complex when the church building was constructed in the early 1930s. (That anything was being built in Chicago at that time was a miracle – the Chicago Tribune made the claim in 1932 that this church and the post office were the only buildings being built in the entire city at that time.)

    Getting back to the early 1900s, though, the priest in charge of organizing this new parish was none other than Archimandrite Sebastian (Dabovich), who had, in 1905, been chosen to head the Serbian Mission of the Russian Orthodox Church in the United States. In 2015, this remarkable priest would be glorified of a saint of the Orthodox Church – St. Sebastian. Fr. Sebastian was such a remarkable priest already, having helped establish churches in multiple US states. Archbishp Tikhon (Bellavin) – who would also be glorified as an Orthodox saint – would come to Chicago, to the little church at 8 Fowler, to give Fr. Sebastian the rank of archimandrite.

    A photo from 1905, from a series of photos by the Chicago Daily News, of the newly constructed Holy Trinity Cathedral. Holy Trinity is located about 10 minutes by foot from 8 Fowler Street. The priest here isn’t named, but is almost certainly St. Sebastian.

    In any case, St. Sebastian would stay in Chicago for the next few years, working to build up Holy Resurrection while, at the same time, working to administer to the needs of all Orthodox Serbs in the United States. Although he met with many challenges, his influence on the Orthodox Church in the United States is indelible.

    Even though the parish moved to a larger church in the 1970s, many people still remember the old church and held it dear. According to one commenter at the “Our Urban Times” link above, it was written into the contract for the sale of the church that it remain a church for at least 50 years after the sale. However, like many small (and some large) churches in Chicago that find themselves on very valuable property, the parish decided to sell the complex of “1903-1907 W. Schiller” and the property was purchased by a condominium developer who planned to redevelop the church and the living areas into condos.

    I remember in 2007, I believe, a Chicago publication – whether it was the Red Eye or some other publication, I’m not sure – ran an April Fool’s joke article claiming that Holy Trinity was going to be rehabbed into condos. Mind you, of all the churches out there, Holy Trinity is probably one of the least likely to be a candidate for this, not just because it’s on the National Register of Historic Places, but because its style would make it ridiculously difficult to have any decent living space in the church itself. So I could laugh about it. I could even be happy that Holy Trinity was getting a bit of press. However, the priest of Holy Trinity at the time was close to apoplectic, and he commented online on the article about how unfunny and inappropriate the piece was, and he even wanted an apology.

    Holy Trinity Orthodox Cathedral 2007
    Holy Trinity Orthodox Cathedral in 2007

    As I’ve gotten older, and seen what is happening to churches in the US; how so many small parishes are closing up, and how many church buildings are being “repurposed” for condos, I can be much more sympathetic to this priest’s reaction. That that which was once dedicated to God is being profaned by mundane use should not be considered lightly.

    No one knows exactly what happened that Monday morning. One man said he heard a great wind before the church collapsed. The fact of the matter is that it happened at a point in time where not a single person was killed – or even injured. Considering how much foot traffic takes place there, especially being across the street from a park in a neighborhood known for its nightlife, one has to consider a miracle.

    Even though some, even in the Serbian community, would have rather that the building be preserved to some extent, I also consider the possibility that considering that this was where St. Sebastian lived and worked for years, that the complex was not going to be permitted to be profaned. One of the theories is that one of the walls that had formerly been exterior had collapsed, but even so, the damage was so extensive to all three parts of the complex that the City of Chicago ordered that the entire thing be demolished immediately. (There are also good before and after pictures there.)

    In the end, there was some settlement between the developers and the city as far as permit violations and work being done that exceeded what the permits allowed. New buildings were constructed. Yet it is good to remember that the saints walk and have walked among us, redeeming time, and sanctifying those places where they have worked and dwelt among us.

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  • Wordle #495

    Wordle #495
    Wordle #495 game board

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    Wordle explanations are posted a day late to ensure that no one accidentally sees the solution before playing.

    Line 1: So… No four in a row for words starting with “F”. Now, “flout” isn’t the most horrible word to start with, but it didn’t do anything here.

    Line 2: I would have started with “baste” or “beast”, except that the “T” has already been eliminated. Moved the “O” to the correct position… eliminated some lettersMoved the “O” to the correct position… eliminated some letters

    Line 3: Hmm… Only the “A”, so I’m going to try a word I play fairly often, especially when I just have an “A” that might be in the second place, and it works well. Pretty good.

    Line 4: I don’t like playing the double letter, and it’s frustrating that it doesn’t work out.

    Line 5: Turns out, I wasn’t too far off with the double letter thing, I just picked the wrong letter first. Sounds familiar, doesn’t it?

    Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!

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  • Wordle #494

    Wordle #494
    Wordle #494 game board

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    Line 1: Three in a row starting with “F”! And an “O” as a bonus.

    Line 2: Moved the “O” to the correct position… eliminated some letters

    Line 3: Found the right letter to blend with “F” with the “L” and… is it? No, not quite.

    Line 4: “Flout” It’s done.

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  • Wordless Wednesday #4 – Hamburg Days

    Wordless Wednesday #4 – Hamburg Days
    Port of Hamburg, 1996


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  • Wordle #493

    Wordle #493

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    Line 1: Interesting… Another word beginning with “F”

    Line 2: “F” and “O”… Let’s keep some momentum going!

    Line 3: I had a hard time thinking of something to play here. As much as I don’t like playing multiples of the same letter if I don’t have to, I could think of more “FOO” words than “FO” alone. This, and I got to play the “S”… A good thing even if I did end up striking out with both things.

    Line 4: As I was watching “Paw Patrol” with my daughter, I should have thought of “foggy” earlier, as thinking of something here took awhile!

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  • Wordle #492

    Wordle #492
    Wordle #492 game board

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    Line 1: “Mummy” actually did better that I thought it would… but that’s not saying much!

    Line 2: Okay, “U” and “T”, tucked away in the right places…

    Line 3: More churning through letters…

    Line 4: I didn’t think that “Sault” is a word in English… I guess it is! I figured I’d try it because of Sault Ste. Marie, which might be a beautiful place to visit, but I digress…

    Line 5: It’s got to be “vault” right?

    Line 6: Luckily, I think the only other choice was “fault”. These puzzles that I solve in six get me worried. Maybe a solve-in-three tomorrow? (I love the ones I solve in two, but that seems to be as much luck as skill! )

    Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!

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  • The Crosses We are Given – Jeff Younger’s Battle to Save His Sons

    The Crosses We are Given – Jeff Younger’s Battle to Save His Sons

    Jeff Younger is a Texas father of twin boys whose ex-wife came to the conclusion that one of the twins, at the age of two or three, had “gender-dysphoria” and would rather be a girl. Instead of letting the fantasy pass, as fantasies do with very young children, she decided that it was in the boy’s best interests to start “socially transitioning” James into a girl named Luna with the intention of medically “transitioning” him once he was “old enough” – that is 10 or 11.

    Mr. Younger is staunchly opposed to this, not only on ethical grounds, not only on religious grounds, but because his son, when with him, has no interest in being a girl.

    In a sane world, there should be no questions here, and a mother who insists her son is a girl ought to be stripped of custody. However, the twins’ mother is a pediatrician, a respected member of the “elite class”, and Jeff Younger is a rough-at-the-edges Texan. Again, this should make no difference; the courts should be working in the interest of the children, period. Regardless of what social circle the mother belongs to, what she is proposing to do would have been rightly been seen as child abuse across the board fifteen years ago.

    However, this is an insane world right now, and for the past several years, the Texas Family Courts have generally ruled in the mother’s favor. I cannot imagine the amount of frustration and anguish this has caused Mr. Younger. Rather than giving up, Mr. Younger has fought tooth-and-nail to protect both of his boys. He has raised his voice, and his case has gotten national – and international – attention.

    Many times, when things seem like they are unbearably hard, we wonder “Why me?” Often, people fall back on this to fall apart, to curse God, to wallow in despair. I am reminded here of in the book Anne of Green Gables, when Anne tells Marilla that she’s in the “depths of despair”, Marilla reprimands her, saying that to despair is to turn one’s back on God.

    If your three-year-old son said this was a cool toy, you’d consider it a sign of transgenderism too, yes?

    I am sure that there are times that Mr. Younger has been brought very low in this travesty. He has kept fighting, though. He’s been a fighter and he refuses to curl up and die. I believe that this is probably one of the reasons that this has been given this cross to bear.

    The thing is, the publicity that the James Younger case is probably the first time most people realized that in this country, there are actually places that are in the business of “transitioning” children to a different gender. It’s probably the first time that most people realized that this doesn’t just include “social transitioning” but also the prescribing of hormones that have irreversible effects on children and actual surgery. These practices lurked in the shadows before this; by dragging them out for the general public to see, millions of people were horrified and disgusted, and it started movements across the country to limit or end the amount that gender clinics are able to do to small children.

    The fight is far from over, especially for the Younger boys. The boys’ mother was given permission to move from Texas, and she has made it clear that she plans to head for California, a state that wants to be a haven for transitioners, and in particular minors who might not have “access” in their home states. According to this Epoch Times piece, Jeff Younger hasn’t seen his boys in over a year, but he continues in the struggle. All the while, the greater public is learning more about the horrors of the business of medical transitions, from hospitals bragging about how much money transgender surgeries make for them, to research from various people, including the Twitter user “LibsofTikTok” throwing light on how many children’s hospitals are actually performing gender surgery on minors, to the horror stories of people who have transitioned who feel like it was a mistake and are fighting to get back their lives. [Update: I forgot to mention that just today the National Health Service of the United Kingdom has issued guidance that “most children who think they are transgender are just going through a phase.”]

    One would hope – pray – that no matter where Jeff Younger’s son ends up, he’s not forced into a medical transition to a girl, especially when it seems like any affinity that he may have for “being a girl” is strongly influenced by the preferences of his mother. And we should not forget the other brother who is also caught in the middle of all of this. Jeff Younger has vowed to take this to the Supreme Court, if necessary. I have nothing but the greatest respect for this man, and I hope he can be reunited with his sons soon. He may seem like an unlikely tool of God’s, but I feel like it is highly likely that he was “chosen” for this cross, if you will, because he accepted it, and he keeps “stumbling up the hill” with it, to paraphrase Dr. Jordan Peterson. Of course, his aim is to save his own sons, but by not giving up, he’s doing an awful lot of “wider good” as well.

    For those of you who are Orthodox Christians, as a note, Jeff Younger is Orthodox as well; his ex-wife apparently left Orthodoxy over this. The situation is dire, but we hold on to hope. According to the official “Save James” Facebook page, it does seem that the judge who made this latest ruling is under an ethics investigation regarding campaign help and donations made by the ex-wife’s legal team. In addition to prayers for Jeff and the boys, they’ve also requested for prayer for Anne, the boys’ mother, understanding that she is being “spiritually oppressed” and that she may set free from that. #savejames

    Interview with Rekieta Law from 2021

    P.S. There’s still an active GiveSendGo campaign for Jeff Younger. This has been an extremely expensive fight; if you find yourself moved to chip something in, please do.

  • Happy birthday, Pavel

    Happy birthday, Pavel

    In honor of the birthday of Russian composer Pavel Grigorievich Chesnokov (1877-1944), here is “Do Not Reject Me in My Old Age,” sung by Capella Romana with basso profundo Glenn Miller.

    Happy birthday, Pavel
  • Wordle #491

    Wordle #491
    Wordle #491 Game board

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    Wordle explanations are posted a day late to ensure that no one accidentally sees the solution before playing.

    Line 1: “Spiel” should do halfway decently, right? Hmm…

    Line 2: Let’s use some more letters… Again, nothing.

    Line 3: Looking for something that uses the “O” and “U” and some more letters… Just the “U”? How peculiar!

    Line 4: I hate using the double letter, especially a double “Z”, but the number of words that have a “U” in the second place and don’t use any of the letters already used make it difficult to think of things that don’t have a double letter between “U” and “Y”. I feel like I am stumbling in the dark with this one.

    Line 5: A double letter seems like a waste again, but what other options do I have at this point? The “M” is a huge break, though.

    Line 6: Here goes nothing… “Mummy”. With three “M”s… And it works! But what a tough one this was!

    Did you get this Wordle? Tell me about it in the comments!

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