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  • Sunday Gratitude – 5.IV.2026

    Sunday Gratitude – 5.IV.2026

    To those celebrating today – Christ is Risen! – Happy Easter!

    And then there are the “weird” ones here who are still waiting another week, among which I count myself. There have been a lot of services already – yesterday, I think I was in church for nearly four hours. I’ve really struggled this Lent; from the beginning, I felt less ready for it than most years and this year… wow. For the greater part of Lent, I believed that the Orthodox were also going to be celebrating Pascha today, and it was only looking at the calendar more carefully a couple of weeks ago when I realized that no, there’s a one-week difference. I don’t know. I wasn’t expecting to spend so much time in church this weekend, but I was at vigil last night, and I certainly had the feeling of moving from the darkness into the light, and by the time the service was over, there was an air of hopefulness and joy there. For that I am grateful. (My brain did fight against this on the way home, though. *sigh*)

    I am grateful for the more spring-like weather, and the opportunity to be outside. I’m also grateful for my neighbor who invites me to come walking with her.

    I am grateful for friends who take the time to talk even in the rain.

    I am grateful for making it home in a storm the other day; I wasn’t expecting it, then all of a sudden, I was driving down this country highway with lightning flashes all around. I don’t think that they were very close, as there was only a tiny bit of thunder, but what a show! The next day, driving down those same roads, I could actually see how high the water is, and I’m grateful that there were no issues with low-lying stretches of road or the bridges.

    Mourning dove in wreath
    Time to take the Christmas wreath down!

    I am thankful to have had a little bit of time to be outside with my kids, and I’m thankful that they have places around that they can enjoy riding their bikes through, and that they’ve been fine with this “exploring”.

    I am thankful for the joy of singing.

    I am thankful for the things that are showing signs of life (and even blooming) even after a very cold winter and long periods of neglect.

    I am grateful for the opportunity to have been in contact with a number of people on this day, in the joy of Easter.

    I am grateful for yet another sign that I’m not alone through the hard stuff.

    Thank you so much for being here! Christ is Risen!

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  • Sunday Gratitude – 29.III.2026

    Sunday Gratitude – 29.III.2026

    I really hate it when it seems like I blink and yet another week has passed. Somehow so much of this time ends up feeling like a blur, and it seems like all that is left is a growing list of things that should have been done long ago, but haven’t been done yet.

    In the meantime, though, I’ve been trying not to lose a sense of gratitude, and to also try to make the most of the days at hand. We’ve had a couple of days that have hit 70F, which has been amazing, and especially as the days are getting longer, it would be terrible if we didn’t do something to take advantage of the warmer weather. My younger son had a day off of school a couple of weeks back, and the two of us went out on our bikes and rode ten miles together, and it was amazing. He also started taking pictures with my camera that afternoon, so I’ll be sharing a few of those in this post.

    Broken pier Wind Point Lake Michigan

    A couple of weeks after the real birthday, my youngest, in kindergarten, had her first real birthday party. It was a bowling alley affair, and, per the terms of the contract, was less than two hours long, but for a group of 5 and 6 year olds, it was fine. I was completely stressed out over this for at least a week for a number of reasons, but it turned out really, really good. Even the weather held out, kind of… It started raining about the time that the party started, and it was still raining as people left. Had we started a couple of hours later, everybody would have been going home in sleet, because we had a blizzard come through the next day. The kids were thrilled to get the day off of school, and despite the crazy wind, we never lost power. The next day, our dear neighbor made a path for our car using a snowblower.

    I’m grateful that even though I managed to break a spoke on the one bike (a different one than before), this happened in a place where I could ride to a place where I could leave the bike for a couple of days, and which was very close to the bike shop. On the night that this happened, I was also able to get a ride back home with one of the ladies from church. I’d never talked to her before, and she’s incredibly sweet, and lives just a couple of streets over from where I live.

    I’m grateful for the amazing time I had at St. Haralambos in Niles a couple of weeks back. Not only were some very dear “real life” friends there, I finally got to meet Fr. Andrew Damick in person. We have been online acquaintances (friends) for over 20 years, and it seemed like high time to meet him in person. He actually recognized me by sight as well, which is crazy because it’s been a looong time since I posted any photos of myself that he might come across. 🙂 That was a lot of fun, though.

    Breezy days and kites!

    I am grateful, as well, for the opportunity to visit an old friend and just enjoy sitting on the front step, having a conversation in the sunshine.

    In many ways, I feel pulled very, very, very thin. There have been a lot of good things, to be sure, but there have been a number of very, very frustrating things as well. I don’t know; at this point, I’m not sure that I’ll ever have things “figured out”, but there’s a path to go forward on, and that’s the way through this all. Forgive me again for the blog silence – I truly am grateful for you.


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  • Parry Gripp for Halloween

    Parry Gripp for Halloween

    Just some silly music for the day.

    Wienerina
    Spooky Fruit Cup
    Gyoza Bat
    Frankenturtle
    Watcha Gonna be for Halloween?
    Haunted Cupcake
    Ghost Hamster
    Zombies Want Your Candy

    Not really Halloween, but close enough:

    Pumpkin Spice Heaven
  • Wordle #498

    Wordle #498

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    Line 1: “Libel” didn’t do great, but I got an “L” in the wrong place, at least.

    Line 2: The “L” is still floating around, but at least I got an “A” to go with it.

    Line 3: “Talcy” – as in “like talc”, right? “AL” is correct, at least, and we’ve now got a “T” floating around.

    Line 4: I knew it couldn’t be “talon” because the “T” was in the wrong spot, but I was having such a hard time thinking of anything to play, and I wanted to play “O” and “N”, because I needed more letters here!

    Line 5: I got frustrated (and busy) so there was about 20 minutes between lines 4 and 5 as I took a breather. I played “vault” without looking really well at the previous words… Of course, it wasn’t correct, but it made it clear that the “T” was in spot 4.

    Line 6: I started going letter by letter to see what would go “ALT_”. “S” would be a candidate, but it had been played and wasn’t in the puzzle. I got through to “Z” and it finally clicked that the word “waltz” was a possibility, and thankfully, it was correct. (I don’t know what other words would have been available to play!) Very tough.

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  • Gratitude on Sunday (#5)

    Gratitude on Sunday (#5)

    This week was really tough, physically, psychologically, and spiritually. It’s a really difficult time, and I’m hoping for a little more clarity this week.

    I went to a church where every week the priest would ask, “Is anybody celebrating anything?” and usually people would raise their hands and let everyone know of birthdays and anniversaries and that sort of thing. The smart-aleck in me was so tempted for about a year or so to raise out and start singing this:

    The mild-mannered mom side won out on this. However, there’s something about the song – it works when things are going good, of course, but I think it also works when times are rough; that every day that we get through should be celebrated because the way is so excruciating.

    I’m grateful, most of all, for people that I can lean on through a hard time. I wish that I could just curl up in a ball and … I don’t know. Sleep for two weeks? Being as that is not an option though, so being able to connect with people even a little has been incredibly important.

    Also, I am grateful that we finally made it back to church, and there were no major problems.


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  • Wordle #497

    Wordle #497
    Wordle #497 game board

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    Line 1: I would have hoped to have gotten a little bit more out of “sneak”, but, alas, just the “E” in the wrong place.

    Line 2: Changing up letters here, but nothing more than the misplaced “E” again.

    Line 3: More wrong letters, but at least the “E” is in the right place.

    Line 4: Finally! Something more to work with!

    Line 5: I guessed that the “BEL” might go together, so the trick was thinking of a word that would fit, and “libel” did the trick!

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  • Wordle #496

    Wordle #496
    Wordle #496 game board

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    Line 1: It’s always nice when words outperform their statistical probability – this one, however, did not. The “A” is my only clue, but it’s in the wrong place.

    Line 2: Reverting to “beast” here, to keep the “A” out of the second spot. It’s nice to get the “S” and the “E”.

    Line 3: More letters in the incorrect spots, but the “N” is nice to have. Now I have 4 of the five letters, but no sense of order.

    Line 4: I guess that maybe the “S” and the “N” might go together. Logically “E” and “A” might as well, epecially considering that the “A” can’t be in the third spot. With guessing “SNEA”, the only logical thing to play is “sneak”.

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  • Where Saints Have Tread

    Where Saints Have Tread

    Six years ago this week, very early on a Monday morning, residents around Wicker Park in Chicago were awakened to a huge sound and rumbling, which some compared to an earthquake. When the dust settled, it became clear that the empty church building located at 1903-05 W. Schiller street. 1903-05 W. Schiller St. had collapsed.

    The church had belonged to a congregation called Mision Cristiana for many years, but as I wandered through the neighborhood one day in around 2007, it was almost immediately apparent to me that the church had not been built for this Spanish-speaking Protestant congregation, but had once been an Orthodox church. This was particularly interesting because the area already has a number of Orthodox Churches, and it was intriguing to find that there had once been yet another one. (I was also struck as to how oddly-shaped the church was, being situated on a triangular-shaped lot.)

    As it turns out, the church was the original home of Holy Resurrection Cathedral, and the parish had moved to a bigger church further northwest in the city in the 1970s. The address of the church had originally been 8 Fowler Street, but with the changes to addresses and hundreds of street names that took place in Chicago between 1895 and 1920 (over 500 in 1913 alone!) the address of the original church would become 1905 W. Schiller. However, the church purchased parcels that would be known as 1903 W. Schiller, 1905 W. Schiller, and 1907 W. Schiller.

    In the beginning, there was a two-story building at 1905 W. Schiller, as can be seen at this link: https://oururbantimes.com/development/historic-mystery-revealed-proposed-conversion-wicker-park-church. It seems as though there may have also been a building at what became 1907 W. Schiller, and the two buildings were incorporated into the church complex when the church building was constructed in the early 1930s. (That anything was being built in Chicago at that time was a miracle – the Chicago Tribune made the claim in 1932 that this church and the post office were the only buildings being built in the entire city at that time.)

    Getting back to the early 1900s, though, the priest in charge of organizing this new parish was none other than Archimandrite Sebastian (Dabovich), who had, in 1905, been chosen to head the Serbian Mission of the Russian Orthodox Church in the United States. In 2015, this remarkable priest would be glorified of a saint of the Orthodox Church – St. Sebastian. Fr. Sebastian was such a remarkable priest already, having helped establish churches in multiple US states. Archbishp Tikhon (Bellavin) – who would also be glorified as an Orthodox saint – would come to Chicago, to the little church at 8 Fowler, to give Fr. Sebastian the rank of archimandrite.

    A photo from 1905, from a series of photos by the Chicago Daily News, of the newly constructed Holy Trinity Cathedral. Holy Trinity is located about 10 minutes by foot from 8 Fowler Street. The priest here isn’t named, but is almost certainly St. Sebastian.

    In any case, St. Sebastian would stay in Chicago for the next few years, working to build up Holy Resurrection while, at the same time, working to administer to the needs of all Orthodox Serbs in the United States. Although he met with many challenges, his influence on the Orthodox Church in the United States is indelible.

    Even though the parish moved to a larger church in the 1970s, many people still remember the old church and held it dear. According to one commenter at the “Our Urban Times” link above, it was written into the contract for the sale of the church that it remain a church for at least 50 years after the sale. However, like many small (and some large) churches in Chicago that find themselves on very valuable property, the parish decided to sell the complex of “1903-1907 W. Schiller” and the property was purchased by a condominium developer who planned to redevelop the church and the living areas into condos.

    I remember in 2007, I believe, a Chicago publication – whether it was the Red Eye or some other publication, I’m not sure – ran an April Fool’s joke article claiming that Holy Trinity was going to be rehabbed into condos. Mind you, of all the churches out there, Holy Trinity is probably one of the least likely to be a candidate for this, not just because it’s on the National Register of Historic Places, but because its style would make it ridiculously difficult to have any decent living space in the church itself. So I could laugh about it. I could even be happy that Holy Trinity was getting a bit of press. However, the priest of Holy Trinity at the time was close to apoplectic, and he commented online on the article about how unfunny and inappropriate the piece was, and he even wanted an apology.

    Holy Trinity Orthodox Cathedral 2007
    Holy Trinity Orthodox Cathedral in 2007

    As I’ve gotten older, and seen what is happening to churches in the US; how so many small parishes are closing up, and how many church buildings are being “repurposed” for condos, I can be much more sympathetic to this priest’s reaction. That that which was once dedicated to God is being profaned by mundane use should not be considered lightly.

    No one knows exactly what happened that Monday morning. One man said he heard a great wind before the church collapsed. The fact of the matter is that it happened at a point in time where not a single person was killed – or even injured. Considering how much foot traffic takes place there, especially being across the street from a park in a neighborhood known for its nightlife, one has to consider a miracle.

    Even though some, even in the Serbian community, would have rather that the building be preserved to some extent, I also consider the possibility that considering that this was where St. Sebastian lived and worked for years, that the complex was not going to be permitted to be profaned. One of the theories is that one of the walls that had formerly been exterior had collapsed, but even so, the damage was so extensive to all three parts of the complex that the City of Chicago ordered that the entire thing be demolished immediately. (There are also good before and after pictures there.)

    In the end, there was some settlement between the developers and the city as far as permit violations and work being done that exceeded what the permits allowed. New buildings were constructed. Yet it is good to remember that the saints walk and have walked among us, redeeming time, and sanctifying those places where they have worked and dwelt among us.

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  • Wordle #495

    Wordle #495
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    Line 1: So… No four in a row for words starting with “F”. Now, “flout” isn’t the most horrible word to start with, but it didn’t do anything here.

    Line 2: I would have started with “baste” or “beast”, except that the “T” has already been eliminated. Moved the “O” to the correct position… eliminated some lettersMoved the “O” to the correct position… eliminated some letters

    Line 3: Hmm… Only the “A”, so I’m going to try a word I play fairly often, especially when I just have an “A” that might be in the second place, and it works well. Pretty good.

    Line 4: I don’t like playing the double letter, and it’s frustrating that it doesn’t work out.

    Line 5: Turns out, I wasn’t too far off with the double letter thing, I just picked the wrong letter first. Sounds familiar, doesn’t it?

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  • Wordle #494

    Wordle #494
    Wordle #494 game board

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    Wordle explanations are posted a day late to ensure that no one accidentally sees the solution before playing.

    Line 1: Three in a row starting with “F”! And an “O” as a bonus.

    Line 2: Moved the “O” to the correct position… eliminated some letters

    Line 3: Found the right letter to blend with “F” with the “L” and… is it? No, not quite.

    Line 4: “Flout” It’s done.

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  • Wordless Wednesday #4 – Hamburg Days

    Wordless Wednesday #4 – Hamburg Days
    Port of Hamburg, 1996


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  • Wordle #493

    Wordle #493

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    Line 1: Interesting… Another word beginning with “F”

    Line 2: “F” and “O”… Let’s keep some momentum going!

    Line 3: I had a hard time thinking of something to play here. As much as I don’t like playing multiples of the same letter if I don’t have to, I could think of more “FOO” words than “FO” alone. This, and I got to play the “S”… A good thing even if I did end up striking out with both things.

    Line 4: As I was watching “Paw Patrol” with my daughter, I should have thought of “foggy” earlier, as thinking of something here took awhile!

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