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Sunday Gratitude – 18.X.2026

Hi everyone! Glad to be back here. I’m still struggling with a lot, and there’s a lot that’s really overwhelming. However, I’m going to give it a shot as far as gratitude here.
Most importantly, probably, is that my son had a surgery on his ear a couple of weeks back, and everything went really, really well. Yes, he had the same surgery back in February on the other ear, and it went really well, but there’s still a good bit of nervousness attached to all these things.

Secondly, I recently took part in the Serbian Orthodox Choral Association’s annual choir festival. Because it was only a week after the surgery, I wasn’t going to go, but then there were people who had signed up who either couldn’t go or couldn’t sing, and I was asked if there might be some way that I could go. I managed to get things arranged, and I went. It was an amazing trip, and I hope to write about it separately. Most of us who went ended up driving, including the people I rode with, but everything went off without a hitch, there were no accidents or incidents with the driving, and the event was a lot of fun. I am very grateful for that, and for getting to see the city and experience the city a little.
If any of you are interested, our choir’s performance can be found here (our group starts at 45:15):
The weather has gotten cooler, and I’m grateful for that (St. Louis at over 90F was quite a shock to the system). This just seems to be one of those patches that is especially rough, so I’d appreciate your prayers for me and my kids.

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Sunday Gratitude – 23.IV.2023

Christ is Risen!
There’s still a fair sense of Pascha in the air, which I’m grateful for, as it’s been another bear of a week.
I am grateful that we have competent and caring doctors and nurses, and that younger son is finally hearing much better than he has been for a long time.
I’m grateful that my oldest didn’t end up in deeper trouble than she did in regard to an incident at school. I’m grateful to God for giving me a sense of peace in the middle of the situation.
I’m grateful for my children, but I’m also grateful for some time away.
I’m grateful for good friends, and I am grateful that I got to get together with someone who doesn’t live too far, but it’s been a case of not seeing this person in close to a year.
I’m grateful for God’s promises and that in Him we have hope.

As always, I am grateful for each one of you reading, and for your prayers.

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Saturday on Substack

A roundup of miscellaneous things from the past week! Come on over and enjoy!
https://breathofhallelujah.substack.com/p/saturday-on-substack-22iv2023
Hope your week has been good!

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Music in My Head

There’s been lots of Paschal music in my head this week, so much so that I seem to be making up my own tunes sometimes. Here’s one I “caught”.

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Sounds of Pascha

Christ is Risen!
(For a list of languages for the Paschal Greeting, click here: https://orthodoxwiki.org/Paschal_greeting)
In the Orthodox Church, the music is part of the service rather than being just pieces of music chosen to be fitting and pleasing to the congregation. Therefore, these pieces are part of the Pascha service, and there are many different “settings” to each. These are some that are most common in the United States; a lot of them tend to be “Russian”, as it’s more western and more “pleasing to the ear” to people in the West.
Thy Resurrection…
Let God Arise…
The Angel Cried…
Christ is Risen! (Paschal Troparion)
And we sing lots and lots of different versions of “Christ is Risen” in various languages and settings.
“Galician Melody” “Ukrainian Melody” “Appalachian” Serbian, Byzantine, Znamenny settings Greek German Georgian Old Church Slavonic Arabic, Finnish, Georgian And, since we are dealing with different languages here, it ties in nicely with Agape Vespers and the Great Commission. (I mentioned a little bit about this in my last post.) A vespers service is generally about 40 minutes long, but the length of Agape Vespers can vary wildly, depending on how many people will read the Gospel. We attended a church in Chicago where Agape Vespers was probably at least an hour and a half long because there was something like 27 languages represented (one of the men there had formerly been a missionary to Africa and he read the Gospel in at least one language that had clicks in it). However, even in rural northern Idaho, I think we managed over a dozen. I know, I’m a language person, but there’s something incredibly moving about seeing how universal the message of the Gospel is!
Agape Vespers from a church in Oregon just a couple days ago – oddly, without the different languages, but beautiful nonetheless. Lots of “Christ is Risen” versions at the end. Again, Pascha is a great celebration, but it isn’t a single day, and it’s about sharing Christ’s Love to the entire world.

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Pascha at Holy Trinity Cathedral, Chicago

Christ is Risen!
I took the kids to Chicago to celebrate Pascha at Holy Trinity Orthodox Cathedral. This is a special place for me, not in the least because it was the first place I ever really “encountered” Orthodoxy. We went here last year as well, and although we got there at 11pm – 30 minutes before the beginning of nocturnes – the parking lot was full, and there wasn’t a spot to be found anywhere on the street either. This year, we got there at 10:30pm, and there were still plenty of spots, but several more of them filled within minutes of our arrival.

Holy Trinity Cathedral was built in 1902, and was designed by Louis Sullivan, arguably one of the most influential architects in the history of the United States. Holy Trinity is one of only a handful of places of worship that he designed, and if I remember correctly, the only one left standing.

This is the view of the inside of the church immediately inside the doors of thee sanctuary. This even looked a fair amount different than what I am used to, as the carpet that has covered the floors has been removed, going back to the original inlaid wood. It’s beautiful and striking, and also changes the acoustics of the place somewhat. What is surprising i
The church was actually somewhat darker than the photograph, as, at this point, we have not officially hit Pascha. There are actually three services that are part of the celebration of Pascha here: Nocturnes, which start at 11:30pm, with the church mainly dark. That is Fr. Alexander Koranda there, facing the altar.

As it gets closer to midnight, the clergy go behind the iconostasis (the icon “screen” that separates the altar from the rest of the church), and the church gets completely dark. There is silence first, and then there is singing from the clergy behind the iconostasis.

Thy Resurrection, O Christ our Savior, The Angels in Heaven sing, Enable us on earth, To glorify Thee in purity of heart
This is a video of the same point in the service from St. Mary Orthodox Church in Minneapolis from a few years ago:
At the beginning, there is only the light from very few candles, yet in the darkness, they can be seen by all. That flame is shared until everybody in church is holding a lighted candle.

Because this is a church of Russian heritage, the chant is sung in Old Church Slavonic as well.
Everyone (who can) exits the dark church with their candles and processes around the church three times, led by the clergy with the cross and banners, then by the choir, who keeps singing. The bells start to ring.
The bells ringing at midnight on Pascha, 2023 As we walk around outside, it’s obvious that the whole interior is shining bright

After three times around the church, we stand in front of the church, the choir and the clergy sing, and from here we have the first pronouncements of Christ is Risen!
Christ is risen! - Indeed, He is risen! Христосъ воскресе! Воистину воскресе! (Khristos voskrese! Voistinu voskrese!) Χριστὸς ἀνέστη! Ἀληθῶς ἀνέστη! (Khristós anésti! Alithós anésti!) Христос воскрес! Воістину воскрес! (Khrystos voskres! Voistynu voskres!)
We file back into the church, and now everything is light. Tonight the “service” consists of Nocturnes (before midnight) then Matins and Divine Liturgy. Things ran about three hours, all told, though at certain churches, the services can run well into the four and five hour range.
It really starts “feeling” like Pascha with “The Angel Cried”
Archbishop Daniel read the Paschal message of St. John Chrysostom, as is customary
And more cries of “Christ is Risen!”
Christ is risen! - Indeed, He is risen! Христосъ воскресе! Воистину воскресе! (Khristos voskrese! Voistinu voskrese!) Χριστὸς ἀνέστη! Ἀληθῶς ἀνέστη! (Khristós anésti! Alithós anésti!) Христос воскрес! Воістину воскрес! (Khrystos voskres! Voistynu voskres!) ¡Cristo ha resucitado! ¡En verdad ha resucitado! المسيح قام! حقا قام (al-Masīḥ qām! Ḥaqqan qām!) Christus resurrexit! Resurrexit vere! Hristos a înviat! Adevărat a înviat!
Being a language person, I love all the languages, but it’s closely tied in to the Great Commission, making disciples of all nations. Agape Vespers – which take place later on Sunday – is a service where the Gospel is typically read in as many languages as a parish can get together, and is the only service where any parishioner may read the Gospel as part of the church service. (It’s one of my favorite services, but one I haven’t made it to in a long time.)
There is a lot of exhaustion, but there is a sense of overwhelming joy. Being in this place, too, there’s a sense of history as well. From our perch up in the balcony, I could clearly see the big icon of the life of Fr. John Kochuroff, the first priest assigned to this church, who got the church building built, and who went back to Russia in 1907, and was the first priest martyred by the Bolsheviks, on October 31, 1917.

Fr. John Kochuroff in this church in 1905 (public domain) I tried to get an “interesting” point of view on the icon of St. John; it’s still an interesting picture, but the icon is not terribly clear.


(Louis Sullivan makes an appearance in this icon in the middle panel on the left) Being Chicago, there are still people out and about the entire time; it seems somehow strange that they can pass by without any idea of what is taking place inside.

I think Divine Liturgy was finished about 2:30am; afterwards baskets, mainly filled with items of food that ought not to have been consumed during the fast, are blessed, and people sit down and break bread together.

The sweet bread, the butter, red eggs, meats, and for the kids, of course, the sweets! We drove home afterward, which isn’t the easiest thing to do when the ride is over an hour back. Until Ascension, we greet each other with “Christ is Risen!/Indeed He is risen!” to remember that this is a season, not just a day. This week is “Bright Week”, and no regular fasting (Wednesday and Friday) is allowed.
(For anyone interested in seeing a professional “360 degree” site of Holy Trinity, this can be found here: http://digitalchicagohistory.org/exhibits/show/digital-chicago-churches/holy-trinity)

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Sunday Gratitude – Paschal Edition

Christ is Risen!
I don’t know how even to begin here – gratitude doesn’t even begin to describe it. Pascha (Easter) is a reminder of God’s Love for us, and His sacrifice because of that love. It all can tend to be very distant and abstract at times, but especially as we struggle and even suffer, I think there tends to be more and more of a realization of what that means. God is victorious and will be victorious over all this darkness, and His love transcends it all, and I am eternally grateful.
Holy Week was insane and we didn’t manage to make it to any of the services. The week was spent with doctor’s appointments and people in and out of the house. Thursday, the electricity was out for most of the day as well.
I am grateful that these things are getting done. I’m sad that the basement will still need work, but as stupid as that mess was, it revealed something not right with the electric. Although getting the electric issues is expensive, (as if the basement issues weren’t enough), I’m grateful that the electric stuff was found and can be corrected.
I am grateful for the good weather.

I am grateful for good friends and good neighbors. I am grateful for a little bit of time with my oldest.
I am grateful that we got down to Chicago and back without any incidents.
As always, I am grateful for each one of you reading, and for your prayers.

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Saturday on Substack

I’ve started a Substack. Blame it on people over there who I want to read. However, since signing up for an account gives one access to a blog, I started one over there. I intend to keep this as my main blog, and primarily I’ve been using the blog there to repost what I write here, but maybe I’ll do Saturday recap/odds and ends posts over there.
So… Saturday on Substack – today’s edition: https://breathofhallelujah.substack.com/p/saturday-on-substack-15iv2023
To all of you celebrating Pascha this weekend – we’re almost there! Don’t lose heart!
To everyone else – have a wonderful weekend!

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Sunday Gratitude (9.IV.2023)

First of all, for all celebrating Easter today – Christ is Risen!
Secondly, Scheels is an amazing sporting goods store, and I’m just sorry not to live anywhere near one right now. They are based in Fargo, North Dakota and currently have 31 stores in 14 states. This was their homepage this morning.

I could never see a large-ish company based in New York City or California doing this. I feel like I owe Scheels a debt of gratitude – in 2020 and 2021, we managed to “hit” four or five Scheels along the way, and every single one of them was incredibly gracious and welcoming to us all, even the littlest. That can’t be said for every business, and to be so consistent was unbelievably meaningful to me, as a mom to five who were 10 and under in 2020.
Kind of on the same note, John Kass’ (Western) Easter message: https://johnkassnews.com/never-close-the-churches-out-of-fear-again/
Lord, have mercy, this was a crazy tough week. It’s been the kind of week where it would just be easy to throw up my hands and say, “I don’t feel like being grateful for anything.” Yet that is willfulness, and it’s not how I’m going to get through this.
I am grateful that this Lent is nearly over – it’s been spiritually and mentally brutal.

I am grateful that the door to the van has been fixed, and it didn’t cost me anything.
I’m grateful to the people at my kids’ school – that they approach things always keeping God in their hearts.
I’m grateful for little kid hugs.
I’m grateful that even with the issues with the house this week, they are being remedied quickly and I’m not having to stress about costs.
I am grateful for the good weather, and being able to dry clothes outside.
Although we’ll be celebrating Easter next week, it’s never a bad time to be grateful that God loves us and that Jesus died on the cross for us.
I am grateful for those I am getting to know online, and those who give me something good to read and think about with their writing.

As always, I am grateful for each one of you reading, and for your prayers.

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Life comes at us sometimes with lots of unexpected things

This week has been full of situations that have taken very large chunks of my time – kids, school, car, and yesterday evening, my kids went down in the basement, and ran back up, informing me that the basement was flooded.
Lord, have mercy.
The good news is that there’s a local place that can start working on it tomorrow; the bad news that it’s going to take a number of days to fix correctly, and so I’ll probably not be posting for the next few days.
Hopefully, things are well with all of you!
Keep us in your prayers!

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