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Sunday Gratitude – 2.VIII.2026

Boy, has it been busy the last couple of weeks! More appointments than I could shake a stick at, and a couple of weekend events as well. I’m very grateful that things pretty much went off without a hitch, and appointments were met, things a t home have been pretty quiet, and events were enjoyable.

One of the events that I went to last Sunday was German Fest in Milwaukee. I had toyed with the idea of biking the 16 or so miles up to church, and then continuing on the eight from church to the fest, but I’m happy that I didn’t do that. Instead, I put my bike in the car and drove up to church, changed quickly afterwards in the bathroom, then biked the 8 up to German Fest. I had never biked along the Lakefront Path before, and it was really beautiful, albeit busy with people, making it impossible to go very fast. For me, one of the draws is that I get to see people I know, and so that was really fun. (I just wish my German dress still fit me.)
I biked the 8 miles back to the car, and at the end I was tired, and I was grateful I didn’t have 16 more to go, but I didn’t feel terrible either. Last year, I parked in a place where it was a four mile ride from my car to the fest, and on the way back, I felt like I was dying. However, I probably hadn’t even been on a bike in at least 2-3 years before then. And now, well, between the Thursday afternoon before German Fest and the following Friday afternoon, I biked over fifty miles, and it was challenging, but fun. 🙂 I’m grateful for the opportunity to be working on my health.
Silly thing, but my older son was looking for 32 gigabyte SD cards for something. I figured that that was easy enough; as long as I can remember, those things aren’t wildly expensive. Imagine my shock when I walked into Best Buy to get one, and they all seemed to be over $45. Insane. I told him to hold off on buying one, and though I often have miscellaneous extra memory cards and such around, there was nothing that would help him in this instance. Mind you, though, that I haven’t purchased any of these in at least 3 years. The next day, he and his sister went to the gym, and I decided to check out WalMart. Wouldn’t you know, but the price was almost as bad. However, there were two associates who came up right by me, one of them holding a plastic case. Wouldn’t you know, but there were two 32GB SD cards in it. They seemed to be confused about where they wanted to put the item, as it had originally come from the outdoor section, as these two were marketed for trail cams. Nobody is looking for SD cards in the outdoor section! I’m sure this is why this was marked down to $8.50. I proceeded to ask if I could buy it, and they were happy to oblige me, as that also meant that they didn’t have to find a place to put them in the case. I am very grateful I didn’t have to shell out three times as much for the same item.
After German Fest, I went over to my church’s church picnic. That was fun, too. The location is great, and it’s nice to hang out with good people. Summer days are beautiful like that.
Speaking of summer days, we finally got some rain. I don’t think it rained at all in July until the 27th and it was kind of sad seeing everybody’s lawns turning brown. I had mowed right around the last week of June, and I had meant to a couple of weeks after that, and I actually started to, but after about 10 minutes of mowing, I twisted my ankle and it hurt too much to keep going. By the next day already, I didn’t know if it was safe to mow, but it was interesting to see how those strips that I did mow turned very, very brown, and I’m grateful I didn’t cut the whole lawn and have it looking like that.
On the weather front, we had strong storms that came through on the 27th. Friends of mine in Milwaukee had power knocked out, but here, thankfully, we kept power, there was no hail, etc. Unfortunately, this was not the case in all of Wisconsin, and the town of Menasha, in particular, got hit badly. My kids and I signed up for an event months ago that takes place in this area; once I heard that there was a tornado, I checked back to see if the event had been cancelled. It didn’t seem to be, so we drove up to the area and just happened to end up on the street here that this man is driving on in the first 3 minutes of the video here.
How did I end up in Menasha? Well, our first destination was in a small town called Combined Locks. The driving on the interstate had been miserable due to rain, and at a certain point, I couldn’t take it any more, and looked for the first exit off, knowing I could come up the western side of Lake Winnebago to get to where I wanted to go. It just happens that Menasha is pretty much on the western side of the tip of Lake Winnebago, so by getting off the interstate, it pretty much meant going through Menasha. It was weird, too, because at first, I just noticed that there were a lot of tree branches and stuff on the sides of the road, and it kind of dawned on me that that must have been a result of the storm. I did not know that within about 15 minutes, we’d be driving through a disaster zone like this. The crazy thing is, though, that once I got through Menasha, my destination was about six miles down the road, and over there, things looked completely normal. For as bad as the tornado was though, it’s amazing that not a single person was killed – certainly something to be grateful for.
The event that the little kids and I went to was a bike ride/music festival called “Bike to the Beat“. The event took place on Saturday, but the four of us made a little mini-vacation out of it, and it was an awful lot of fun. The drive up was absolutely horrendous, lasting 4 hours when 2.5 is more normal. It rained the whole time and there were accidents and road construction in the Milwaukee area. I was so incredibly grateful both to get off the interstate and to actually arrive at the hotel.

BIke to the Beat was amazing, even apart from a couple of wrinkles in the day, and I am grateful that there were no mechanical issues with the bikes, we had all the tools, I didn’t forget any pedals or anything, etc. More than that though, the kids enjoyed the hotel a lot and we took a little detour through Manitowoc on the way back, and it was really a good trip. I’m the type of person who is always trying to anticipate what might go wrong in order to avoid any pitfalls, and when things go off with no major issues, I am grateful.
I’m grateful, too, that after far too long, I got to video chat with a dear friend. I’m grateful, too that through everything, the friendship holds.
Wow, it’s been a full couple of weeks! Thank you all for your patience with me! I am certainly grateful for all of you!

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Music in My Head

There’s been lots of Paschal music in my head this week, so much so that I seem to be making up my own tunes sometimes. Here’s one I “caught”.

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Sounds of Pascha

Christ is Risen!
(For a list of languages for the Paschal Greeting, click here: https://orthodoxwiki.org/Paschal_greeting)
In the Orthodox Church, the music is part of the service rather than being just pieces of music chosen to be fitting and pleasing to the congregation. Therefore, these pieces are part of the Pascha service, and there are many different “settings” to each. These are some that are most common in the United States; a lot of them tend to be “Russian”, as it’s more western and more “pleasing to the ear” to people in the West.
Thy Resurrection…
Let God Arise…
The Angel Cried…
Christ is Risen! (Paschal Troparion)
And we sing lots and lots of different versions of “Christ is Risen” in various languages and settings.
“Galician Melody” “Ukrainian Melody” “Appalachian” Serbian, Byzantine, Znamenny settings Greek German Georgian Old Church Slavonic Arabic, Finnish, Georgian And, since we are dealing with different languages here, it ties in nicely with Agape Vespers and the Great Commission. (I mentioned a little bit about this in my last post.) A vespers service is generally about 40 minutes long, but the length of Agape Vespers can vary wildly, depending on how many people will read the Gospel. We attended a church in Chicago where Agape Vespers was probably at least an hour and a half long because there was something like 27 languages represented (one of the men there had formerly been a missionary to Africa and he read the Gospel in at least one language that had clicks in it). However, even in rural northern Idaho, I think we managed over a dozen. I know, I’m a language person, but there’s something incredibly moving about seeing how universal the message of the Gospel is!
Agape Vespers from a church in Oregon just a couple days ago – oddly, without the different languages, but beautiful nonetheless. Lots of “Christ is Risen” versions at the end. Again, Pascha is a great celebration, but it isn’t a single day, and it’s about sharing Christ’s Love to the entire world.

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Pascha at Holy Trinity Cathedral, Chicago

Christ is Risen!
I took the kids to Chicago to celebrate Pascha at Holy Trinity Orthodox Cathedral. This is a special place for me, not in the least because it was the first place I ever really “encountered” Orthodoxy. We went here last year as well, and although we got there at 11pm – 30 minutes before the beginning of nocturnes – the parking lot was full, and there wasn’t a spot to be found anywhere on the street either. This year, we got there at 10:30pm, and there were still plenty of spots, but several more of them filled within minutes of our arrival.

Holy Trinity Cathedral was built in 1902, and was designed by Louis Sullivan, arguably one of the most influential architects in the history of the United States. Holy Trinity is one of only a handful of places of worship that he designed, and if I remember correctly, the only one left standing.

This is the view of the inside of the church immediately inside the doors of thee sanctuary. This even looked a fair amount different than what I am used to, as the carpet that has covered the floors has been removed, going back to the original inlaid wood. It’s beautiful and striking, and also changes the acoustics of the place somewhat. What is surprising i
The church was actually somewhat darker than the photograph, as, at this point, we have not officially hit Pascha. There are actually three services that are part of the celebration of Pascha here: Nocturnes, which start at 11:30pm, with the church mainly dark. That is Fr. Alexander Koranda there, facing the altar.

As it gets closer to midnight, the clergy go behind the iconostasis (the icon “screen” that separates the altar from the rest of the church), and the church gets completely dark. There is silence first, and then there is singing from the clergy behind the iconostasis.

Thy Resurrection, O Christ our Savior, The Angels in Heaven sing, Enable us on earth, To glorify Thee in purity of heart
This is a video of the same point in the service from St. Mary Orthodox Church in Minneapolis from a few years ago:
At the beginning, there is only the light from very few candles, yet in the darkness, they can be seen by all. That flame is shared until everybody in church is holding a lighted candle.

Because this is a church of Russian heritage, the chant is sung in Old Church Slavonic as well.
Everyone (who can) exits the dark church with their candles and processes around the church three times, led by the clergy with the cross and banners, then by the choir, who keeps singing. The bells start to ring.
The bells ringing at midnight on Pascha, 2023 As we walk around outside, it’s obvious that the whole interior is shining bright

After three times around the church, we stand in front of the church, the choir and the clergy sing, and from here we have the first pronouncements of Christ is Risen!
Christ is risen! - Indeed, He is risen! Христосъ воскресе! Воистину воскресе! (Khristos voskrese! Voistinu voskrese!) Χριστὸς ἀνέστη! Ἀληθῶς ἀνέστη! (Khristós anésti! Alithós anésti!) Христос воскрес! Воістину воскрес! (Khrystos voskres! Voistynu voskres!)
We file back into the church, and now everything is light. Tonight the “service” consists of Nocturnes (before midnight) then Matins and Divine Liturgy. Things ran about three hours, all told, though at certain churches, the services can run well into the four and five hour range.
It really starts “feeling” like Pascha with “The Angel Cried”
Archbishop Daniel read the Paschal message of St. John Chrysostom, as is customary
And more cries of “Christ is Risen!”
Christ is risen! - Indeed, He is risen! Христосъ воскресе! Воистину воскресе! (Khristos voskrese! Voistinu voskrese!) Χριστὸς ἀνέστη! Ἀληθῶς ἀνέστη! (Khristós anésti! Alithós anésti!) Христос воскрес! Воістину воскрес! (Khrystos voskres! Voistynu voskres!) ¡Cristo ha resucitado! ¡En verdad ha resucitado! المسيح قام! حقا قام (al-Masīḥ qām! Ḥaqqan qām!) Christus resurrexit! Resurrexit vere! Hristos a înviat! Adevărat a înviat!
Being a language person, I love all the languages, but it’s closely tied in to the Great Commission, making disciples of all nations. Agape Vespers – which take place later on Sunday – is a service where the Gospel is typically read in as many languages as a parish can get together, and is the only service where any parishioner may read the Gospel as part of the church service. (It’s one of my favorite services, but one I haven’t made it to in a long time.)
There is a lot of exhaustion, but there is a sense of overwhelming joy. Being in this place, too, there’s a sense of history as well. From our perch up in the balcony, I could clearly see the big icon of the life of Fr. John Kochuroff, the first priest assigned to this church, who got the church building built, and who went back to Russia in 1907, and was the first priest martyred by the Bolsheviks, on October 31, 1917.

Fr. John Kochuroff in this church in 1905 (public domain) I tried to get an “interesting” point of view on the icon of St. John; it’s still an interesting picture, but the icon is not terribly clear.


(Louis Sullivan makes an appearance in this icon in the middle panel on the left) Being Chicago, there are still people out and about the entire time; it seems somehow strange that they can pass by without any idea of what is taking place inside.

I think Divine Liturgy was finished about 2:30am; afterwards baskets, mainly filled with items of food that ought not to have been consumed during the fast, are blessed, and people sit down and break bread together.

The sweet bread, the butter, red eggs, meats, and for the kids, of course, the sweets! We drove home afterward, which isn’t the easiest thing to do when the ride is over an hour back. Until Ascension, we greet each other with “Christ is Risen!/Indeed He is risen!” to remember that this is a season, not just a day. This week is “Bright Week”, and no regular fasting (Wednesday and Friday) is allowed.
(For anyone interested in seeing a professional “360 degree” site of Holy Trinity, this can be found here: http://digitalchicagohistory.org/exhibits/show/digital-chicago-churches/holy-trinity)

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Sunday Gratitude – Paschal Edition

Christ is Risen!
I don’t know how even to begin here – gratitude doesn’t even begin to describe it. Pascha (Easter) is a reminder of God’s Love for us, and His sacrifice because of that love. It all can tend to be very distant and abstract at times, but especially as we struggle and even suffer, I think there tends to be more and more of a realization of what that means. God is victorious and will be victorious over all this darkness, and His love transcends it all, and I am eternally grateful.
Holy Week was insane and we didn’t manage to make it to any of the services. The week was spent with doctor’s appointments and people in and out of the house. Thursday, the electricity was out for most of the day as well.
I am grateful that these things are getting done. I’m sad that the basement will still need work, but as stupid as that mess was, it revealed something not right with the electric. Although getting the electric issues is expensive, (as if the basement issues weren’t enough), I’m grateful that the electric stuff was found and can be corrected.
I am grateful for the good weather.

I am grateful for good friends and good neighbors. I am grateful for a little bit of time with my oldest.
I am grateful that we got down to Chicago and back without any incidents.
As always, I am grateful for each one of you reading, and for your prayers.

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Saturday on Substack

I’ve started a Substack. Blame it on people over there who I want to read. However, since signing up for an account gives one access to a blog, I started one over there. I intend to keep this as my main blog, and primarily I’ve been using the blog there to repost what I write here, but maybe I’ll do Saturday recap/odds and ends posts over there.
So… Saturday on Substack – today’s edition: https://breathofhallelujah.substack.com/p/saturday-on-substack-15iv2023
To all of you celebrating Pascha this weekend – we’re almost there! Don’t lose heart!
To everyone else – have a wonderful weekend!

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Sunday Gratitude (9.IV.2023)

First of all, for all celebrating Easter today – Christ is Risen!
Secondly, Scheels is an amazing sporting goods store, and I’m just sorry not to live anywhere near one right now. They are based in Fargo, North Dakota and currently have 31 stores in 14 states. This was their homepage this morning.

I could never see a large-ish company based in New York City or California doing this. I feel like I owe Scheels a debt of gratitude – in 2020 and 2021, we managed to “hit” four or five Scheels along the way, and every single one of them was incredibly gracious and welcoming to us all, even the littlest. That can’t be said for every business, and to be so consistent was unbelievably meaningful to me, as a mom to five who were 10 and under in 2020.
Kind of on the same note, John Kass’ (Western) Easter message: https://johnkassnews.com/never-close-the-churches-out-of-fear-again/
Lord, have mercy, this was a crazy tough week. It’s been the kind of week where it would just be easy to throw up my hands and say, “I don’t feel like being grateful for anything.” Yet that is willfulness, and it’s not how I’m going to get through this.
I am grateful that this Lent is nearly over – it’s been spiritually and mentally brutal.

I am grateful that the door to the van has been fixed, and it didn’t cost me anything.
I’m grateful to the people at my kids’ school – that they approach things always keeping God in their hearts.
I’m grateful for little kid hugs.
I’m grateful that even with the issues with the house this week, they are being remedied quickly and I’m not having to stress about costs.
I am grateful for the good weather, and being able to dry clothes outside.
Although we’ll be celebrating Easter next week, it’s never a bad time to be grateful that God loves us and that Jesus died on the cross for us.
I am grateful for those I am getting to know online, and those who give me something good to read and think about with their writing.

As always, I am grateful for each one of you reading, and for your prayers.

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Life comes at us sometimes with lots of unexpected things

This week has been full of situations that have taken very large chunks of my time – kids, school, car, and yesterday evening, my kids went down in the basement, and ran back up, informing me that the basement was flooded.
Lord, have mercy.
The good news is that there’s a local place that can start working on it tomorrow; the bad news that it’s going to take a number of days to fix correctly, and so I’ll probably not be posting for the next few days.
Hopefully, things are well with all of you!
Keep us in your prayers!

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Sunday Gratitude (2.IV.2023)

I am grateful this week for my cousin who calls me just to chat even when I neglect to call her.
I am grateful for kind doctors – especially for the kids.
I am grateful that a crazy situation this week involving one of my kids doesn’t look like it will have any negative consequences.
I am grateful that this Lent is nearly over – it’s been spiritually and mentally brutal.
I am grateful for experiences where people who I might be afraid of at least seem to be understanding and nice.
I am grateful for friends.
I am grateful that as much as there were supposed to be big storms over here, most of it blew over without any issues.
I’m grateful that spring is nearly here.
I’m grateful I got to go walking this weekend.
I’m grateful for a little time alone, and I am grateful that the kids are back home.
I am grateful for lessons learned (wisdom?) through adversity.

As always, I am grateful for each one of you reading, and for your prayers.

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